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He preferred drowning to this, honestly. At least drowning was muffled, distanced from the life above, unlike the feeling of rawness, of sterility that came with fluorescent lights and clacking heels and keyboard clicking, the scent of perfume with every person that passed by, the talking and talking and talking and—
“Are you okay?”
He wanted to ram his head into a wall.
“‘M fine,”
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28 May 2026
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Alec Hardy hadn't had many good Christmases. This is the record of some of the worst and best.
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19 May 2026
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Daisy remembered the sheer endless days she’d spent in hospitals. How alone she’d felt when her parents weren’t there. And she remembered how her parents had changed too. She might’ve been the sick one, but they were the people who were kept up all night and still had to go to work in the morning.
She remembered her dad’s constant smell of cigarettes, the tired smiles they’d give her, the big dark circles under their eyes, the lingering tension between them after an argument that hadn’t been as quiet as they’d thought.
“We’ll get through this sweetheart.” Her dad said then.OR: Daisy had blood cancer when she was five. Now, it's back. And she doesn't want anyone to know. This is the story of how Daisy deals with her illness and her feelings for Chloe, Alec blames himself for just about everything that happend now or in the past, Tess fucks up more than once but doesn't admit it and Ellie tries to find out why the hell her friend/boss acts so weird and looks like death.
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17 May 2026
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one-shots (kind of) in which Alec Hardy suffers and Ellie wants to help him.
Set during the Sandbrook investgation and shortly after.Bookmarked by vesperlindsshadow
16 May 2026
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my name is tyler joseph, the post reads, and if you see this, then i am in trouble. i have been unable to gain access to my queue to remove this. please, if you see this, call 911.
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11 Apr 2026
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"Yoongi stop making so many mistakes"
That's isn't what Hoseok said but his brain sure made it sound like that
"Just fucking stay in your studio and rot in there until you die"
Isn't even close to what Namjoon has said but his depression infused brain twisted the leaders kind words into ones filed with hate and vennom
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During preparations for a comeback the other members forget that yoongi's still battling with his demons and sometimes let their stress and annoyance out on him, not realizing that he's close to his breaking point
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- Graphic depiction of Self-Harm
- Mental Health problems
- Suicidal thoughtsBookmarked by vesperlindsshadow
10 Apr 2026
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Spooky's joshler by spooky_izzy
Fandom BLURRYFACE - Twenty One Pilots (Album), Breach - Twenty One Pilots (Album), Twenty One Pilots, Twenty One Pilots (Band), Vessel - Twenty One Pilots (Album)
21 Jul 2026
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all my joshler works <3
this will continue to be updated as i write more joshler
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09 Apr 2026
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"Seven silver silent stars softly shimmer" Louis heaves a shaky breath in, his arm burning. “Seven silver silent stars softly shimmer." He exhales shakily, pressing his palms into his eyes until he sees white dots, desperately trying to escape this place.
"Louis?" Harry's soft voice rings in his ears like warning bells from outside the door.
"Go away Harry." Louis' voice breaks. "Seven silver soft-fuck!" He moves his hands into his hair, yanking hard, punishing himself as hot tears fall onto his joggers.
The door busts open and there’s a beat of silence where Harry stands shocked at the scene before him. But then he’s there, on the ground pulling Louis into his arms, running his ringed fingers through his hair, counteracting the pain he was causing himself. Louis can’t fight it anymore, he grips Harry’s jumper like it’s his life force.
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Louis has his entire life thrown off its axis when Harry moves into his flat that he shares with Liam and Zayn. Everything Louis has kept contained begins to unravel the moment Harry tugs on his loose strands, forcing him to face himself, his identity, his hurts, his wants and all the in-betweens. How long can Louis pretend to be something he’s not?
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In the middle of the Bandito Tour, Tyler sees someone in the crowd that he needs to know.
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Slow burn to where it needs to be. Evolution of relationships.
Series
- Part 1 of Three's Not A Crowd
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14 Oct 2025
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red right hand by reverseblackholeofwords
Fandoms: Twenty One Pilots, Clancy - Twenty One Pilots (Album), BLURRYFACE - Twenty One Pilots (Album)
25 Dec 2025
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In the shadow of the chapel, Keons' choir boys conduct their Father's business. It isn't cruelty that drives them to drag their brother to the bell tower, to stand him up in the open window at its zenith, where the wind licks across exposed necks once they have removed their high gray collars. It is love, always love, that drives them to acts of such unfettered violence.
Their Father bids them: be gentle, as I am gentle.
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06 Sep 2025
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Make An Oath Then Make Mistakes (Start a Streak You’re Bound to Break) by fairly_local_at_best
Fandoms: Twenty One Pilots
25 May 2026
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[On Hiatus(2017/18 survivors im sorry)]
It's basic training graduation day. The tap out is coming up- but what happens to the graduates who have no one to tap them? Those like Private Tyler Joseph, disowned by his family after coming out.Josh is just excited to see his sister Ashley again and is proud of her for completing basic training. It's an exciting but totally normal day, right?
bluesky/twitter:millieatbest
tiktok: @millie.at.best(Authors Note: My goal is to release a chapter every Sunday until the story is finished. But life is chaotic so if I update late or have to skip a week I truly apologize)
(ps- im packing references and lyrics anywhere they can logically fit, even if they're cringe)Bookmarked by vesperlindsshadow
28 Apr 2025
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trans josh dun, transphobic parents. tyler joseph who would set the world on fire for josh. they are in love and in highschool, josh is in marching band and tyler is on the basketball team, i love them so dearly.
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25 Apr 2025
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Josh is a music-addicted hater of silence. Tyler is a simple singer with his cockroaches in his head. They don't know about each other's existence, but one song in Josh's headphones on a shitty day fixes this situation.
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25 Apr 2025
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Tyler hasn't felt much of anything in a long time.
Until he meets a boy with cold hands on the rooftop one night.
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20 Apr 2025
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Between Tyler accidentally calling Josh annoying and Josh having multiple anxiety attacks within two hours, Tyler finally realizes he's been a shitty friend.
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20 Apr 2025
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Over 400,000 American children are in foster care - over 400,000 children were once abandoned by their parents.
Joshua William Dun is one of those 400,000; he's just another number to add to the endless list of abandoned souls.
Josh survived in the same orphanage for 15 years of his life amongst other broken children; but Josh has trouble on dealing with his emotions. He has some real trouble on dealing with his rage and hatred about the world as well.
Joshua William Dun is everything a mother wouldn't want her son to become: he's a punk, pierced, rebellious, mad and homophobic teenager who has no limits, no morals, no rules, and no love. And he can't be repaired.
Josh waited 15 years of his life to be adopted. He never was; that remains true until the most unexpected people decide to put all their faith on him - a lovely lesbian couple with another adopted son.
Josh hated the new rules and limits that were imposed; Josh hated gay people; Josh hated not being free; and fuck, Josh hates not hating Tyler fucking Joseph, his not so little fucking brother, who's surely going to turn his whole life upside down.Bookmarked by vesperlindsshadow
12 Apr 2025
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15 Jun 2024
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Louis is an established singer-songwriter, leading a full but lonely life in the music scene and finding solace in writing fanfiction about himself.
Harry, on the other hand, is a loyal fan and aspiring musician who comes across Louis' fanfiction without realising that Louis himself is the author.
Their connection deepens through online exchanges and quickly develops into something they both need.
When they finally meet in real life and discover who they really are, they soon realise that despite their feelings for each other, they will have to fight hard for the relationship they both want.- Language:
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02 Apr 2024
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"Are you cheating on me, Alex?"
Was he cheating? No. Yes. He didn't know. What was he supposed to say? Shit. Fuck. He wanted to disappear. He wanted to kiss John and hug him and tell him that no, he didn't—
But he did. Did he? No, he didn't. Was it considered cheating if he didn't give consent? Was it considered cheating if he was raped?
Raped. That word didn't cross his mind yet. But he was. He was just denying it to himself because that couldn't have been what happened. Except it was exactly what happened. He finally admitted it to himself; he was sexually assaulted.
Fuck.
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or; Alex gets sexually assaulted at a bar. He doesn't know how to tell John, so he just... doesn't.
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29 Mar 2024
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Tyler and Josh are two happy boys playing in a band together, touring the world and making the music they love.
Until one day , when Josh is kidnapped and spends 8 months in captivity being tortured by terrorists in Syria.
This story is triggering and dark and is not for the fainthearted.
It's also inspired by real events. Read it with care
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12 Mar 2024