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    After a chaotic family barbecue, Montreal Metros player Hayden Pike discovers his children have fifth disease (erythema infectiosum) - and soon his best friend Shane Hollander is sick too.
    But when Boston Bears superstar Ilya Rozanov mysteriously catches the exact same illness, Hayden starts connecting years of suspicious behaviour, secret hotel disappearances and very specific chirping on the ice.

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    23 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 64

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    Two decades of performing the role of a functional adult is a grueling amount of work for anyone. For a disaster-waiting-to-happen like Dean Winchester? It’s a constant, white-knuckle strain of self-restraint. He needs Ozempic for the soul or some shit — a pharmaceutical-grade suppressant for his worst impulses. Instead, he has a dead father and a renovation project.

    Going back home to sell the family place was supposed to be about fixing up a house, not a total identity collapse. But that best-laid-yet-not-thought-through plan is currently circling the drain for the sake of a bad habit named Castiel Novak. While Dean’s husband, Benny, is preoccupied with the aesthetics of domesticity, the guy they hired to do the roof (coincidentally, the love of Dean’s life) is busy reminding Dean exactly who he really is.

    Dean knows logically that he should be protecting the life he built. Turns out, he’s holding the door open for the man who’s going to demolish it.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    “I, uh, came to ask for a ride."

    Luca glanced sideways at Boodram, who was frozen with one arm in his jacket. It truly would have been hilarious, the way they all watched this scene unfold like a car crash, if it didn’t also feel like one.

    They shared a confused glance, turning back when Rozanov’s incredulous “A ride?” rang through the locker room.

    “Yeah, I, uh, figured I could use one since I just…quit the Metros,” Hollander said slowly, heaving an exhausted sigh afterwards.

    In which Shane Hollander overhears his teammates talking about him before a game and ends up in the Centaurs' locker room, asking Ilya Rozanov for a ride.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    Shane is in a post-game interview when his world stops.

    He’s just answered a question about Montreal’s offensive strategy going into the game. Clean passes, avoid penalties, draw defenders wide. It had worked and the Voyagers had beat Colorado soundly, 4-1. Shane had scored two of the goals and assisted on a third.

    Usually, Shane would be eager to boast about the win to Ilya. But ever since their fight- since Ilya told Shane to leave- winning feels hollow. Losing feels better, somehow. As if Shane deserves to lose after being so selfish. Ilya gave up everything for him- his home, his team, and to some extent- his happiness. Hockey. Ilya gave up hockey- good hockey- for Shane.

    A ripple goes through the room of reporters. Shane swears he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘crash’. But no one is paying attention to him anymore.

    “What’s going on?” he asks into the microphone, feeling strange at the role reversal. Usually, he’s the one being asked questions.

    No one answers. And this time he knows that he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘Centaurs’.

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    Shane rushes to Ilya after the almost plane crash. Their secret is no longer a secret.

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    19 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 51

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    During the events of Age of Ultron, Sam is in Eastern Europe searching for Bucky Barnes, when he gets a call to come home to Louisiana, to his sister, who has just lost her husband. Unfortunately, due to the global threat from Ultron, all planes have been grounded.
    Sam's only hope to get home is to trust the very man he had been sent to find.

     

    “Get up,” said Barnes. Voice even. “We’re getting you home.” 

    Sam rose without thinking. He hated that he did, but the word home had woken up the last coiled hope inside him.  

    Barnes turned and moved away. He didn’t look back, didn’t slow. No request to follow.  

    Sam just stood there with his bag slung over his shoulder, frozen to the spot; every muscle caught between bolting and advancing.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    After defeating the Flag Smashers, Bucky finally meets Sam's husband at the Louisiana cookout but doesn't receive a warm welcome. Bucky tries to combat Sam's marital status with his own developing feelings while they continue to work together as partners.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    But Sam is looking at him with lidded eyes and a soft little smile on his lips. It feels private. Like a smile that’s been saved just for him, out of all the people in the world Sam could smile at like that. Feels like that moment in the bar when their eyes met and it was just the two of them, like the rest of the world fell away and Sam was the only thing that mattered. And it’s – Bucky should be terrified. Probably is terrified, if he stops and thinks about it. But it’s just Sam. Just the person Bucky cares about most in the world.

    Sam’s gaze flickers down. It takes Bucky a second to realize – oh, he’s staring at my lips – and then a dizzying rush of heat floods through him. Makes him feel alive in a way he hasn’t felt in so long. Makes him want to lean in, to see what Sam tastes like, how soft his lips are. Wants to see what noise he’d make if Bucky just - just surprised him and leaned forward and –

    He’s leaning forward. Closing the distance between them. So slowly, achingly slowly, but it’s –

    He can’t. He just –

    Can’t.

    (Not yet, at least. Not until he works up the courage. But he tells himself that for now it's enough, just being next to him, just being his friend.)

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is in love, closeted, catastrophically lonely, and apparently incapable of referring to Shane Hollander in present tense.

    The Centaurs come to a- given the circumstances- reasonable conclusion.

    Or:
    Five times the Centaurs thought Ilya Rozanov was mourning his dead wife, and the one time they discovered his wife was actually Shane Hollander.
    Shane, for the record, is alive and really confused.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Forester (Admirals🔛🔝)
    So the true way to combat the Bisexual Russian Terminator isn’t with homophobia...
    It's actually with even more gay
    ...
    You're a goddamn genius.

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    The NHL rookies have joined forces to strategize now that two of the greatest hockey players of all time are on the same team and Ilya Rozanov must suffer from the unintended consequences of making hockey more woke.

    Mainly, the way everyone keeps implying that they want to fuck his husband.

    or: a group of rookies unionize and employ chirping as a form of psychological torture against a one Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Natasha warned Steve he might not want to pull on that thread, but it wasn't like he had much of a choice.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Captain America and Bucky Barnes were like brothers. Everyone knew that.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Chimney: You're not helping his gay allegations.

    Buck: tf have i done???
    also it's just you thinking that

    Chimney: We both know that's not true.

    Buck: ok well you're all wrong

    Chimney: Probably. Probably not.

    Buck: why do you, as a self proclaimed straight man, have gaydar

    Chimney: You've got a point.

    Text conversations between the 118 & Co.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Shane makes some changes to protect his privacy. People notice.
    *5+1 of Shane establishing his boundaries. AU where Shane and Ilya were never caught at the cottage.

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    05 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 60

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    And that should be it - if there’s no girlfriend, then there’s no need to even think about getting married again. Or there shouldn’t be a need. Somehow there still is. Somehow Eddie finds himself standing in his kitchen, hands gripping the countertop behind his back looking across the room into eyes he could pick from a line up not even trying to stop the words coming from his mouth.

    “Let’s get married”

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    Eddie marries Buck to help him adopt Theo and dates a woman over it

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    03 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 20

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    It’s not sudden or shocking. Just there. Something inevitable Eddie kept trying to rename into safer shapes. Best friend. Partner. Family. Anything except the truth sitting underneath all of it. His chest caves inward sharply.

    Pepa’s expression changes immediately. “Hey,” she says. Eddie presses the heel of his hand against his mouth hard enough to hurt. His eyes are burning violently. Not now. Not here. Not after spending thirty-three years keeping this contained.

    “I tried so hard,” Eddie whispers. Pepa goes still. The words slip out before he can stop them. “I tried so hard to be right.” his voice breaks on the last word.

    And it finally destroys him. The exhaustion from spending his entire life trying to earn the right to exist comfortably inside himself. Tears spill before he can stop them. Eddie laughs once immediately afterward, humiliated on instinct.

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    Eddie Begins Again

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    03 Jun 2026

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    “Hey, Diaz? Take it from someone who’s been there — it’s not as scary as you think it’ll be.”

    Eddie frowns. He glances at Buck, as if Buck has any idea what Tommy is talking about. “What’s not?”

    “I like to think I’m uniquely positioned to say it’s worth it.”

    Or, Buck is not in love with his best friend, and Eddie is super straight. For sure. Definitely.

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    03 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 79

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    They say finding your soulmate is one of the best days of your life. Doesn’t matter if you’re an Alpha, Omega, or Beta; the day you find your soulmate should be the most important day, second only to marrying said soulmate. Of course, that is if you’re normal. For normal people, you’ll date around here and there until your path connects to that of your soulmates. You’ll touch each other for the first time, and your soulmate’s handprint will be marked on your skin for all to see, and you’ll do everything you’re supposed to if you’re normal. Bucky Barnes and Sam Wilson rarely fit into the boundaries of normal.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    "The frantic pulse of fear doesn’t ease until Sam catches sight of Barnes for the first time since the end of the battle: he’s dirty and disheveled, and still, somehow, impossibly, the best thing Sam’s ever seen. The gallop of Sam’s heart slows, and the tightness in his lungs eases so suddenly that it’s like he’s gone buoyant, ready to float away without the help of any wings. Barnes turns as if he can sense Sam looking at him, and when he meets Sam’s eyes, he smiles, and it’s the brightest damn thing on this battlefield, a shock of sweetness in the midst of so much dark bitterness and confusion. Sam smiles back, giddy with joy and relief.

    He thinks, thank God Bucky’s okay.

    Then he thinks, wait, what the fuck?"

    After realizing there are some unexpected side effects for those who've been brought back to life after the Snap, Sam and Bucky slowly but surely learn that if they want to be loved, they must submit to the mortifying ordeal of being known [via soul bond].

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    28 May 2026

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    One year post TFaWS, Sam and Bucky are finally hitting their stride as a team when Sam is pulled away on a solo mission.

    The official mission: Find the Time Stone in 1930’s New York and return it to the sanctum.

    The unofficial mission: Find the Time Stone in 1930’s New York, run into the younger version of your crush, fall helplessly more infatuated with your crush, try to keep your crush from finding out you’re from the future, and return the Time Stone to the sanctum.

    Or, it takes Sam going to the past to get what he wants in the future.

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    28 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 42

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    “I think I know who the sniper is,” Bucky says.
    Sam looks up at the small room on the top of the crane that they’re sure the sniper is in. He can’t see anything through the tinted window, only the flash of the gun when they let off a shot. There’s no way to see who it is. But if there’s time travel in play…
    “You’re not serious,” is all Sam can say.

    Sam and Bucky get an unfortunate visit from the Winter Soldier.

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    28 May 2026

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