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One Night by MeropeMerope for kosegruppie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jan 2026
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Stick to your guns, Ilya thinks. Sex. With Hollander. That’s simple. Straightforward.
Except nothing about this night has been straightforward. The more time he spends with Hollander, the more he wants him - and not just the sex. He wants it all: the reading glasses, earnest ramblings, moral compulsions. The sweetness Hollander tries to hide. The way he holds back from almost everyone, even from himself, but never from Ilya.
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or: After Vegas, Ilya knows he should end it with Hollander. He likes trouble, yes. Doesn’t mean he likes feeling scraped raw by wanting impossible things. Then they are marooned together at an airport for a very long, very strange night during which Ilya begins to suspect – shakily, reluctantly – that they might be… something.NOW COMPLETE!
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30 May 2026
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ay, recházame (oh, reject me) by vanillatunamelt for blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Apr 2026
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Shane
Last chance. Take your tank top back.Lily
no, it's a fucking gift
keep itShane
Fine.
I'll show you what I do with gifts from alphas like you.Lily
what the hell is that supposed to mean???
hollander
fuckShane doesn't get injured after Tampa, and Ilya breaks up with him to save both their hearts. (Un?)Fortunately for Ilya, Shane isn't letting him go without a fight.
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- 5/5
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24 May 2026
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Preheat the Oven (Let’s Put in a Bun) by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Apr 2026
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Shane had been so embarrassed when his alpha told him he should go see ‘one of those pregnancy doctors.’ However, he hadn’t argued.
Every negative pregnancy test was a severe blow to his ego, especially when he could tell his alpha was getting more and more annoyed with his inability to fall pregnant. Shane didn’t blame him, not really. It was only natural for an alpha to want to have pups and further their bloodline. It was Shane’s job to do that for him, and so far he’d failed every time.
He’d met with Dr. Rozanov for the first time a few months ago. After explaining the struggle he and his alpha were having, Shane asked Dr. Rozanov if he thought he could help him. Dr. Rozanov had simply nodded his head and very bluntly stated, “da, I can get you pregnant.”
Or, omega Shane Hollander visits alpha Dr. Rozanov for a fertility treatment.
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10 May 2026
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Ilya pulled off with a wet pop, a thin trail of white fluid connecting his lips to Shane’s nipple. He looked up at Shane’s stunned, confused face and chuckled.
“The little one doesn’t even know his own biology,” he mused, before licking the droplet from the swollen tip. “Succubi produce when they are well-fed and thoroughly satisfied.”
Before Shane could process that, Ilya’s hands were everywhere again–two on his hips making him bounce on his cocks, two rubbing and pinching his milk-slick nipples.
(or, when newly turned succubus Shane sneaks into the open penthouse window, he realizes he's not the predator in this game)
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- Part 15 of Crashing out over Hollanov
- Part 1 of Monster/Demon Ilya
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- English
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- 5,671
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03 Apr 2026
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02 Apr 2026
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the heisenberg uncertainty principle by antivenom
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Deadpool - All Media Types
04 May 2020
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After all this time, and Wade still thinks there’s hope for the two of them. Wade still can’t see that Peter’s guilt is bigger than anything else in his life.
Peter is going to ruin this. He's going to deform the malleability of something that started years ago when Peter knew nothing but death.
Maybe, simply, Peter is not meant for anything more than that.
Maybe Wade is just wasting his time, and the softness between them was never meant to go anywhere but here, to this moment, where Spider-Man decimates it.
The thought of how much this is going to hurt fills him up to the tips of his ears.
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- Part 2 of the kubler-ross theory
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- English
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- 28,703
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- 4/4
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26 Mar 2026
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the kubler-ross theory by antivenom
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, The Amazing Spider-Man (Movies - Webb), Deadpool - All Media Types
03 Dec 2017
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Peter loses Gwen in a split-second of motion.
It takes much, much longer for him to find himself afterwards.(In which Peter deals with a loss that immobilizes him and permeates through every drawn breath. In which his grief is a visceral abstraction that he can touch, that he can feel. And in which, with a little help, with time, with acceptance, with anger, with sadness, with Wade, he learns how to live in a world without her.)
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- Part 1 of the kubler-ross theory
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- English
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- 14/14
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25 Mar 2026
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Counting Stars by tricksterity
Fandoms: The Amazing Spider-Man (Movies - Webb), The Amazing Spider-Man 2
03 May 2014
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Peter Parker's been in love with Harry Osborn for as long as he could remember, and how could he ever say no to saving his life?
Basically an AU of how TASM 2 should've gone if Peter wasn't a complete idiot and if Gwen didn't, y'know, get an extreme case of whiplash.
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- 1/1
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24 Mar 2026
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Am I So Broken? by Flowdent
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, The Amazing Spider-Man (Movies - Webb), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Deadpool - All Media Types
18 May 2025
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Peter webs the gun into his hand. He tilts his head, straining to hear a possible source of the sense. The feeling intensified. Itching, itching. He pulls back the side of the pistol, assuring it's loaded.
A low whistle breaks the silence. He twists around, looking up at the rooftop.
"Spidey, Spidey, Spidey... and here I was, thinking you were a friendly neighborhood Spider-Man." A man in a red and black suit sat on the edge of the building, swinging his legs forward and back like a child.
OR: Ever since Gwen Stacy's death, Peter has had one goal: kill Harry Osborn. Of course, he didn't expect how easily the notion of murder would come to him (after some heavy buckets of good ol' guilt), and he especially didn't expect to meet New York's very own Merc With a Mouth.
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24 Mar 2026
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a sound is still a sound around no one by dykeries
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Feb 2026
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Shane lifts one eyelid again to look at Rozanov. His eyes are red-rimmed. Like he’s been crying. “Why…why aren’t you in Boston?”
Rozanov’s brow furrows. “Why would I be in Boston?”
“You, you’re captain. Raiders. Boston.”
The room is silent except for the beeping of monitors.
In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt.
There’s a lot to get used to.
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- 9/9
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22 Mar 2026
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Mystery Work
Part of Private To SarahKWUT
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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18 Mar 2026
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Again and Again by glittergbbi
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander didn’t fight.
Everyone knew that, and it was accepted that he never would. Sure, he got into a heated argument with Scott Hunter, but even Gandhi would hardly classify that as a “fight”. This “fight” was a one in a million— until it wasn’t.
Shane Hollander didn’t fight, until he did.
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Shane Hollander blows up after being stretched too far
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15 Mar 2026
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Ilya's hand closes around Shane's on a chilly December morning, and he feels the seed of Shane's soul sink into his skin and make a home there.
He's just not sure that Shane was seeded in turn.
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13 Mar 2026
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Love in the Dark by azraelriego
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander always had a strategy. He had a strategy for winning the Cup, a strategy for managing the press, and a strategy for keeping his relationship with his rival-turned-boyfriend, Ilya Rozanov, strictly in the dark. He really was good at managing it all… Right up until the moment a medical impossibility turned into a positive pregnancy test, and the only man Shane ever loved asked him to do the one thing he couldn’t: tell the truth.
Five years post-breakup, Shane is technically winning. He has the trophies, the privacy, and their brilliant daughter, Airi. And he is perfectly co-parenting with his ex, Ilya Rozanov. The rules are simple: minimal contact, polite text messages about their daughter, and absolutely no acknowledging about their past.
Until Yuna Hollander decides to intervene. Suddenly, the ocean Shane put between them is gone. Shane’s new strategy is simple: survive seven days with Ilya without falling apart.
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- Part 1 of Love in the Dark
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- 21/21
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- 5,258
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12 Mar 2026
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Love in the Dark by azraelriego
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
07 Mar 2026
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09 Mar 2026
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It was past midnight when Wilson arrived, and House’s team had all left hours before. Cameron was the last to go, shooting House a pitying look as she pulled her coat on, but House had ignored her.
A Wilson who’s been dating House for years doesn’t work at Princeton-Plainsboro. It takes House’s team years to find out that their boss is dating someone, let alone who, but they see more of the relationship than they know.
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- English
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- 1/1
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25 Feb 2026
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the quiet things that no one ever knows by Jnotasynonym
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Feb 2026
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Equally reckless and obsessive, Shane is controlled by an eating disorder, Ilya is damned by his demons.
But it’s the good memories that rise first, isn’t it? The perfect ones, rose-tinted glasses, Shane had once called it. A phrase Ilya hadn’t understood at all.
Eight fucking years, and he’d kept Hollander at arm’s length.
“You heard what they’re saying about Hollander?”
“Haven't you seen him? Must be sick or something.”
“Well, you seen him yet? Must be sick or something.”//
“Shane—“
“Oh, enough with this bullshit. I’m not stupid, Ilya. Are you taking them?”
“Taking what?”
“Your fucking meds, obviously.”OR A retrospective look at Shane & Ilya's relationship over the years, and now.
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23 Feb 2026
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Root Rot by Content_Scrapbooker
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander loved Ilya Rozanov, so much that it was going to kill him. He has to make the most of the time he has left after the Olympics, before the roots really take hold.
AKA your basic Hanahaki Disease fic, full of pining, mild body horror, sex, and eventually some well-earned comfort.
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- 26,519
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- 4/4
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08 Feb 2026
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something you can build by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jan 2026
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Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.
It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.
(Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)
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- Part 2 of something you can fix
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- English
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- 96,881
- Chapters:
- 13/13
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- 4
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- 8,624
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04 Feb 2026
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Love In My Void by ash_morrison
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 Jan 2026
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Shane thinks he's doing a good job at hiding the truth behind his performance diet.
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- English
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- 13,755
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- 6/6
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- 235
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28 Jan 2026