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Neil and Andrew have been in an established BDSM relationship for around 2 years. Now that Neil's a pro-striker and spends less time with Andrew, he has to cherish the moments they have together, without any care of what other people think about them.
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- Part 2 of That's What Subs Are Made Of
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09 Jul 2026
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09 Jul 2026
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“I Can't Give You My Soul, 'Cause We're Never Alone” by RabbitJunkie
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
17 Jul 2026
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Neil Josten hasn’t had much guidance since graduating from Palmetto State University. He got a job, he got along with his roommate and his girlfriend, and he had friends. But there was still a pit that existed deep in his stomach that he couldn’t fill, no matter how hard he tried. It takes Kevin, a special club for those participating in more…intense types of relationships, for him to understand what he truly wants Eden's Twilight opened Neil’s eyes to what he was missing in life, and what made his past attempts at romance feel so unfulfilling. But he still couldn’t have what he wanted, not yet. Not until he convinced one of the club's most respectable Doms that he was worth the risk of handling their heart.
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08 Jul 2026
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Lead Me Through the Dark by SociallyAwkwardHermit
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
18 Jul 2026
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His mum held Nathaniel down as she let the chemicals soak into his eyes.
It burned, different to how his shoulder did when father pressed the iron to it years ago. His shoulder had burnt with a searing heat that he could not escape; bright and all encompassing. Afterwards it felt like pulsing coals against his skin; a never-ending throb of burning pain that pulled and demanded his attention. Nathaniel had grown used to pain over the years. He was able to keep quiet when his father or one of his friends put their blades to his skin. Nathaniel had gotten used to preparing himself for pain whenever he saw his father or Lola in particular.
Maybe that was why the pain felt so much worse this time.
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Blind Neil au.
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05 Jul 2026
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"-wait?"
With a sharp pull from his hand, Stiles freed himself from the hand that was holding him. He turned to glare at Talia, the corner of his eyes carrying the weight of tears unshed; "I waited for your son to get his head out of his ass- I waited for your son to finally accept me, I waited for him to finally say yes when all he said was no, for 10 fucking years!"
Talia didn't know what to say, her eyes widened in surprise. Everyone else was quiet as well.
"-I endured 10 fucking years feeling like a sack of worthless shit while your son tried mending his broken heart while breaking mine- I waited, and waited, and waited, and waited for him and now that I'm tired, you tell me to wait!?"
Or; Derek has serious issues, Stiles is seriously done.
A lot of angst ahead, my friends.Series
- Part 91 of (Maybe) One Shots
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13 Jun 2026
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What It Takes To Not Be Broken by Whispering_Merely for Littleredridinghunter
Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV)
12 Apr 2018
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He's pretty sure Death is nipping at his heels at this point.
But he has to stay awake, has to keep Gerard away from Erica and Boyd, the two Betas still tied up with mountain ash and electricity on the other side of the room, and it looks like they're trying to scream through their duct-tape, still, but he can't hear it, not anymore.
The terrible, all-consuming, staticky silence had over taken him after about the third time Gerard's lackey- Ben, he thinks his name was- had stuck a military grade taser to his ear, a low enough voltage not to cause brain damage, he'd said, because the point of this was for him to talk.
[Or: The one where Stiles is kidnapped and tortured by Gerard, and his injuries lead to a complete loss of hearing, among other things.]
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- Part 10 of TW Bingo♘
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12 Jun 2026
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Given his nature of who he was, Derek Hale, only son to Talia and Marcus Hale, never expected to be married. Hell, he didn't even appear in public. But, after the war with the Argents, their country needed stability. And a political marriage suited that. Shame it had to be the prince of their neighbors to the south.
Stiles had no idea where his life would take him. But a marriage of convenience to the crown prince of one of their neighboring countries wasn't exactly on his mind. He had to admit, it would have it perks. Both for the royal family, and for his country. He just didn't know anything about werewolves. Especially ones who were cursed out the ass. Oh well, he'd figure things out as he went.
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11 Jun 2026
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Stiles is recovering from the Nogitsune. Erica is the only one that is really there for him, Scott's too busy rekindling his relationship with Allison and Stiles feels like he's falling apart.
When a near-miss with a kelpie results in an encounter that he could never have predicted, Stiles begins to think his life might be getting back on track.
He's wrong.
Stiles' life is so messed up he can't even begin to explain it, maybe it's time for him to finally do something for himself and get out of Beacon Hills. But where will that path lead?
With Stiles involved, no doubt danger and death won't be far behind.
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11 Jun 2026
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“So, the Hales are moving back because the eldest son is my mate, and he’s apparently really desperate to be around me and his mom wants to set us up, and while all of that is going on, I will get powers and people from the supernatural world are going to train me, meanwhile the council are having a close eye on me to see if I am in fact the chosen one?”
“More or less,” His dad said.
“Great, what about take-out for lunch, I’m starving”
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- Part 1 of We're What?
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11 Jun 2026
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They were short on time, Abram had been sick for too long, Mary had no other choice. Or maybe that's just what the twisted mother wanted to tell herself to sooth her motherly instinct-if she had any- as she abandoned her 10 year old son only 2 years after saving him and herself from his fate and that house.
After an anonymous call, the CPS took Neil into the foster-care system, placing him home after home until he finally met Cass Spear. A lady who perfectly embodied the average curly blonde, middle-aged woman look with an overly sweet personality that made every and any child she met feel safe.
Though her candy-like personality was loved by many children before him, Neil felt as though he had a constant toothache any time he got too comfortable.On the other-hand, the Spears-after Andrew's outburst, arrest and return to his maternal family, the Minyards-they decided to foster another child, one who proved to be completely mute.
His name?
Neil Abram Doe.Series
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29 May 2026
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26 May 2026
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Andrew doesn't believe in regret. There's no point in wishing for things that can't be changed after all. He wouldn't go back to stop himself from being thrown in juvie; he had done it to protect a brother he never knew he had. Joining the exy team there was better than being stuck in his cell, even if it was boring. Even the penpal program for troubled youth his therapist put him in ended up giving him a puzzle to play with.
That puzzle was 'Hatford'.
A boy with a razor tongue and secrets, Andrew can't help but find himself interested in the stranger trading truths with him through poorly written letters.
Andrew doesn't believe in regret, but answering that first message may have lead to something he wasn't prepared for.Set before 'Brother of Mine'.
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- Part 2 of Inked Truths
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26 May 2026
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Neil Josten and Andrew Minyard have been switching places since Neil was six. Now Neil is joing the foxes and everything is different.
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Neil and Andrew are soulmates and this fic explores the idea that Andrew and Neil understand each others traumas a lot more than they did in the original book
(slow updates for the time being while I scavenge my soul for motivation)
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- Part 2 of Mirror Mirror
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23 May 2026
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'At first, he doesn’t register what Andrew’s looking at - just the constant motion of Eden’s swallowing people whole. Then he sees them. Jean and Kevin, off to the side, not quite dancing, not quite still either.
“Huh,” Neil breathes.
Andrew’s expression shifts, tightening in what looks like annoyance. “They’re getting close,” he says, devoid of any emotion Neil could name.
Neil nods slowly, eyes still on the pair. He’s definitely going to have to tease Jean about his crush when they get home. He leans back in his chair, crossing his arms loosely. “I’ll ask Jean about it later.”
Andrew’s gaze snaps back to him. There’s a faint crease between his brows now. “You don’t seem bothered by it,” he points out.
Neil frowns. “I’m not,” he says honestly.
There’s a beat of silence, and Neil wonders if he’s said the wrong thing. Andrew’s expression smooths into something unreadable, but not before Neil catches the way his jaw clenches. His gaze flicks back to Jean and Kevin one more time, then returns to Neil. “Right,” Andrew says.'
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Andrew is under the impression Neil and Jean are still dating. Neil, naturally, does not realize this.
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18 May 2026
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17 May 2026
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When Andrew bought the house, it was honestly more of an impulsive secret hope than a plan. Really, in the weirdest way, it was Bee's fault. She was the one who suggested that Andrew needed to take control of his sex life and ownership of his urges. And when he elaborated on what some of those urges were, well…she hadn't batted an eyelash, naturally. She'd actually encouraged him, and then he'd sort of been…stuck. What kind of therapist encouraged her clients to have a house where its inhabitants were people Andrew was allowed to fuck whenever he wanted but never have to worry about their desires to fuck him? The Betsy Dobson kind, apparently.
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- Part 1 of It's All For You.
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16 May 2026
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It's All For You. by ChiliBeeper, jeremy_knox_pants_Theorist, kotabear24
Fandom All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
07 Jul 2026
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16 May 2026
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Wymack’s voice trails off, words stuttering to an abrupt stop. All heads turn, slowly following the path of Wymack’s gaze.
Andrew spots him almost immediately - hair as black as night, curls gentle and full atop his head. He’s got a bruise the size of a baseball around his eye, freckles spattered out around it like an explosion of stardust. His eyes are the colour of the sky, cresting with storm clouds.
His hands are in his pockets as he walks by, fisted around something. He doesn’t look at any of them as he passes, eyes downcast.
Andrew’s never seen him before.
“What the hell happened to your face, Neil?” Wymack shouts, voice startling in the aftermath of silence. Neil doesn’t stop, plundering by the team and their coach without a second-glance.
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In which Wymack adopts Neil at the age of 13, after the world has already chewed him up and spit him back out a few times over.
The Foxes are still the Foxes, and Neil and Andrew are still destined to find each other.
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- 50/50
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25 Apr 2026
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Somewhere on the road, Mary Hatford gets pregnant with her second child. When she passes, she leaves behind not only Neil, but his toddler brother. Survival is difficult without also raising a kid. Worn out and desperate, Neil still somehow ends up at Palmetto, only this time, he brings his four-year-old brother with him.
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- Part 1 of The Sun Still Rises
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- 95/95
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19 Apr 2026
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How would things be different if Nathaniel and his mother had been in Seattle early enough to put him in California the same time as Andrew? What if their paths had crossed back then? What if Andrew's first promise wasn't to Aaron but to Nathaniel?
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19 Apr 2026