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The Art of Being Vulnerable by arcticseal3
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Jul 2026
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Ilya always knew Shane preferred keeping his weaknesses to himself. They were hockey players, it was no surprise that he would downplay anything that could get in the way of his image. Shane Hollander was a well-oiled machine, who certainly never broke, and after all these years it was a special kind of challenge to get him to open up. Ilya always poked and prodded for answers, hell it was the only way, but pushing only got him so far. Eventually, he would come up behind Shane with a soft voice and strong arms around his waist, assuring him that he could trust him, that they were husbands, that he wanted Shane to feel safe to come to him. However, sometimes Shane couldn’t be moved, but neither could Ilya. Shane liked to hide, and when he thought Ilya might be the least bit concerned with an issue, he would stalk around behind closed doors or pretend like it wasn’t a big deal, but unfortunately Shane had married the most perceptive man in the NHL.
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4 times Shane tried (and failed) to hide his problems from Ilya, and 1 time he went to him first.Bookmarked by dishtab
25 Jul 2026
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Shane almost startles himself half to death when he looks up and Ilya’s standing there, glaring at him.
“Jesus Christ,” Shane swears, slamming his laptop closed. “Ilya. What the fuck?”
“Woke up and you are not in bed,” Ilya glares at him, blanket draped over his shoulders. His curls are sticking up in every direction, nose red, and he looks adorable, completely ruining the point of his hazy glaring.
“Sorry, baby,” Shane says, biting back a smile. He puts his laptop on the side table, sitting up to make place for Ilya on the couch. “Why’re you up?”
“I told you,” Ilya grumbles, shuffling forward. “Woke up. Bed empty. No boyfriend.”
or, ilya can't fall asleep without shane anymore.
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16 Jul 2026
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Lust Rushes, But Love Waits by shanebug_2481
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Jul 2026
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Shane ran with a fury – channeling every ounce of shame, anger, hurt, and disdain he possessed. He ran with a purpose: to catalogue every misstep and maintain his stamina.
Each time he replayed the interaction or thought of Ilya alone again in his cottage, he bit down harder on his lip and ran faster, feet slamming against the trail.
A guttural cry pierced the air as Shane fell to the ground, the dense dirt leaving burn marks on the skin of his elbows. For one terrifying second, his vision went white, his lungs forgot how to expand, and he lay motionless, face pressed into the earth.
He thought of the fight he’d had with Ilya, his own voice echoing in his head: “This is who I am. You know that. I give everything I have to hockey.”
He was Shane Hollander: the best player in the MLH; he was fine, he told himself – he didn't need Ilya.
It was a lie.
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16 Jul 2026
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the way you love me by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jul 2026
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Ilya knows that no one loves the same version of a person; his Shane is different to Yuna’s Shane, who is different to David’s Shane, who is different to J.J., or Rose, or Hayden’s Shane. And while Ilya knows he’d fall in love with every single version, he’s happy he gets this one. Happy he gets the Shane who lets himself be trusting, and vulnerable, and honest.
It makes Ilya wish he could have loved Shane earlier - makes him wish he could have known him longer. But he’s just glad he gets to do it now, here, like this.
(Or, four times people are surprised by Shane’s clinginess, and one time they completely expect it.)
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14 Jul 2026
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You’re the First of Your Kind (and the Last On My Lips) by herecomesthesunny
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Jul 2026
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“I can lock anyone down, anytime. Would be no problem for me,” Ilya huffs.
“Anyone?!”
“Yes, Bood, anyone. I would bet on it.”
“Oh now that could be interesting!” Hayes interjects, sitting forward, “would you really bet anything?! Even if we got to pick the person?”
“Yes, of course. Will be easy for me,” Ilya drawls.
“It’s a deal,” says Barrett, “we’re confident you won’t be able to win this.”
Hayes turns his head and points, “and there’s your target, now, Roz!”Or, Ilya enters into a bet with his team that he can get Shane Hollander to ask him to be his boyfriend within a month.
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13 Jul 2026
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Circuit Breaker by Shanebug (Wildandflourecent), Wildandflourecent
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 Jun 2026
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Shane sighed, but nodded. “I’m just so tired of this. I don’t want to spend the rest of my life dealing with it.”
Shane thought he was angry, but the sentiment just came out sounding sad.Ilya took a deep breath, running his wedding band along Shane’s cheek.
“I know, Sweetheart. But you also have me for the rest of your life. Dealing with it with you.
Tears pricked the corner of Shane’s eyes. Ilya pressed a kiss over his heart, where his head still lay.
Or, glimpses of Shane navigating sensory overload throughout his life, and the ways those around him impact it.
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- Part 4 of Est. 2021
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13 Jul 2026
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nothing left to lose (only my mind) by crashmycar
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jul 2026
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“You cannot leave anyway, snow is too heavy.” He nodded his head to the window behind them.
“Then I’ll walk.” He told him indignantly and lifted his chin to meet his eyes.
It was a mistake.
“And die of hypothermia?” Rozanov’s eyes were dancing with humour.
Shane huffed because this wasn’t funny, and Rozanov was having far too much fun at his expense. “I’ll do whatever to get away from you.” His mouth turned downward into a frown.
“You say that, but you were in my bed.”
As the most decorated Canadian diver of all time, Shane Hollander is a history maker—it’s a pity he can’t remember any of it.
Six months after a car accident steals ten years of his memory, Shane embarks on a solo winter holiday to get away from reality.
He doesn’t expect Ilya Rozanov to show up as well.
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11 Jul 2026
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“He thinks you like me. ...Do you like me?”
"...You are difficult to not like. It is very easy to fall for you."---
Ilya thinks Shane Hollander's boyfriend is an asshole, and he doesn't think that just because he's head over heels in love.
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09 Jul 2026
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in sight of your blinding light by heelipabo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
25 Jul 2026
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“I thought you were a fan.”
Shane rolls his eyes. “I am a fan of his skills. Not him.”
Hayden muses. “Yes, and a little jealous, too. And don’t bullshit me you’re not, I saw you glare at him at the World Cup.”
“Because he’s a pompous asshole.”
He admires Ilya Rozanov. And just as the reason for that admiration is Rozanov’s extraordinary talent, so too it is why Shane despises him. A month younger and already having achieved what Shane fears won’t be his for many years to come.
And now he’s here, him of all people, and Shane is forced to see him every single day like it’s some big, cosmic joke the universe is playing on him.
Hogwarts, 2025. At seventeen, Shane Hollander attends his final year while he chases his lifelong dream of becoming a professional Quidditch player.
Enter Ilya Rozanov, a delegate from the Russian Durmstrang Institute and a recent Quidditch World Cup champion who already has it all.
On the backdrop of the looming Triwizard Tournament, they navigate rivalry, friendship, and eventually, perhaps, something more.
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06 Jul 2026
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All of Shane Hollander's focus is on keeping his head down and graduating from his sports medicine program. He's perfectly content to focus on his studies, happily neglecting parties or meeting girls. But when he's forced to go a club by his friend Hayden Pike, he meets an alluring stranger named Ilya. After their initial encounter, they begin hooking up in secret as Shane grapples with his sexuality.
There's something strange about Ilya, though. He won't tell Shane where he works or what he does, threatening people seem to follow him around, and most of all, he's constantly plying Shane with expensive gifts. But it's probably nothing. After all, there's no organized crime in Montreal—right?
OR: Bratva Ilya Rozanov AU!
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05 Jul 2026
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10 Things Shane Hollander Hates About Ilya Rozanov by Countessofhogwarts
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jul 2026
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10 Things I Hate About You - Hollanov Style
Shane and Rose Hollander aren't allowed to date until they graduate. Everyone knows this. But when someone wants to date Rose, they formulate a plan. Someone needs to seduce Shane so that he dates.
But who is good enough to tempt the unsociable hockey robot? Enter the school bad boy, Ilya Rozanov.
There's a bet, money exchanges hands, and there are some queer awakenings for multiple people.
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- Part 4 of Countess's Hollanov RomComs AU
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05 Jul 2026
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I vow to keep my vows by sebaceously
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jul 2026
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5 times Shane and Ilya take care of each other in hardships and +1 time they take care of each other in times of fun
1. Ilya has a rough depressive episode
2. Shane has a rough OCD episode
3. Ilya hurt his shoulder and is in a sling. He hates help.
4. Shane has an autistic meltdown.
5. Ilya comes home hammered, triggered, and scared
6. Shane wants to get high. Little does he know it's his best medicine. Ilya thinks it's his, too.Bookmarked by dishtab
27 Jun 2026
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Two years after their divorce, Shane and Ilya have learned how to move around each other carefully through custody schedules, Friday dinners, and the quiet understanding that loving each other was never the thing that broke them apart.
But somewhere between a color-coded Tokyo itinerary, sleepy children curled against their shoulders, and the unbearable familiarity of still being a family together, Shane begins to realize something terrifying:
maybe they are just two slow dancers, still somehow moving toward each other after all this time.
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26 Jun 2026
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“And do you know who this is?”
The question struck Shane as so ridiculous that he almost laughed.
“Unfortunately, yes.”
The nurse smiled politely.
“What is his name?”
“Ilya Rozanov.”
“And what’s his relationship to you?”
The answer came immediately, unfiltered. There wasn’t even a moment’s hesitation. “He’s my rival.”
The silence that followed was so abrupt it felt physical.
or, Shane’s in an accident and forgets two years. Ilya becomes the only keeper of a history they used to share.
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22 Jun 2026
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After an argument with their daughter, Shane feels like a failure of a father. Ilya is there to comfort him, and remind everyone who the fuck Shane is. Ilya's husband, first and foremost, that is.
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- Part 16 of Hollanov stories
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22 Jun 2026
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Sleepyhead by Jinx_Star13
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Jun 2026
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Shane is not tired. (Shane is really tired but won’t admit it)
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- Part 34 of Mini Fics
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19 Jun 2026
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the burden of proof by georgia_mapledale
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jul 2026
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Ten years ago, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov were the two most ruthless students at University of Michigan Law School. Brilliant, combative, and incapable of staying away from each other, they spent three years trying to out-argue, outmaneuver, and outlast one another in lecture halls, libraries, and the privacy of Shane’s apartment. Somewhere between the rivalry and the obsession, they fell disastrously in love.
And then it ended horribly.
Now, a decade later, Shane is a partner at a big-time law firm in Montreal and Ilya is the star attorney in Boston who sticks up for the little guy, and they have been hired to fight on opposite sides of a heated civil trial. The case is supposed to be standard, easy, simple. Instead, it becomes a slow-motion collision with everything they spent ten years trying to bury. In court, the burden of proof is everything. As the trial drags on and old wounds reopen, Shane and Ilya are forced to confront the question they never answered the first time around. Can they prove to themselves that what they had is truly over, or has the verdict already been waiting for them all along?
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17 Jun 2026
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Such a Pretty Face by Emeraldscribblings
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander is an architecture student working at the campus café. Ilya Rozanov is captain of McGill's Hockey team. The first time Ilya sees Shane he becomes obsessed with those damn freckles, and flirts with him, confident it will all go his way. When it doesn't, he enlists Hayden (Shane's co-worker) in his scheme to make Shane notice and like him. However, Shane's aversion to all things hockey is going to make things difficult - once upon a time, Shane had been obsessed with hockey, but something had happened in high school, something that not even his best friend and roommate Harris knows about.
But Ilya Rozanov is nothing if not persistent.
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Slow-burn college romance, with a shy Shane and and a determined Ilya. Expect misunderstandings, Ilya being stupidly in love with Shane, and Shane learning how to be loved again.
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14 Jun 2026
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14 Jun 2026
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Club Chronic by Writin_it
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jun 2026
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There were many reasons this could’ve happened; that it would have happened eventually, no matter if Shane had done everything the way he should’ve. Which he did. It still remained inevitable. The same way his knees buckling down to the tiles was fate. An unfortunate consequence to existing in this body, in his body.
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It’s Shane Hollander’s first season with the centaurs so of course things are different. He’s nervous, he’s neurodivergent but he’s also got a little something called POTs syndrome. Shane navigates his chronic illness in secret, but he can’t stay hidden for ever. What happens when a major athlete has a flare up? How long can he stay in survival mode?
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13 Jun 2026