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Sometimes Jay's a fucking dick.
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foxes mate for life by caleheadism
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
11 Jul 2026
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Jay lifts his head, staring down at him, running his hands over Matt’s clothed chest. “Hi,” he smiles.
“Hi,” Matt curls his fingers in his hair, blinking up at him. His greys are really coming in now, lightening up those dark sideburns. The ones on his chin drive Matt crazy. He’s getting older. They both are. One minute, they’re moving into an apartment on Queen Street West. The next they have a house, they have a life together.
“I’m nervous,” Jay lets out a lilting laugh.
The fear on his face is a familiar one. Do you really think we should do this, Matt? or I don’t know, I’m not sure about this one.
“What for?” Matt asks, as if he isn’t nervous too. He can’t let Jay know. Besides, he’s always braver when he knows that Jay is scared. He pushes everything forward. For the both of them. “It’s me.”
Jay takes that in. “Yeah,” he nods, the furrow between his brow meaning he’s actually thinking, processing his agreement. “It’s you.”
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After everything, Matt and Jay have sex.
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i never understand these things i feel by caleheadism
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025), Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
13 May 2026
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For a second he'd wondered if everything else had been a dream. If he was finally waking up now, after all these years. That Never Come Down had never been a hit, that he'd never been famous at all. That it was him and Matt who were going on tour.
That was something they used to talk about. After booking the Rivoli, they'd tour Canada and the U.S. as Nirvanna the Band. A road trip adventure. Jay had such a clear image in his mind of Matt coming up with some crazy promotional stunt for them, something like jumping into the Grand Canyon.
“You with me, Bird?”
But no, that couldn't be right. Jay was the same Jay he'd always been. He was still in his Hawaiian shirt from the concert. He was in restraints.
“Did you—" He blinked at Matt in front of him. "You kidnapped me?”
Matt stood up, a little taken back. “How else would I be able to talk to you?"
God, they'd ended up in a Misery homage?On the first night of Canadian Rockstar Jay McCarrol’s world tour, the man disappears.
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“What?” Hawkeye frowned. “You’ve had sex before, BJ. You don’t have to play the blushing virgin.”
“C’mon,” he tried. “It’s different.”
“It’s me. It’s you.” And then. “You’ve never thought about it before?”
“Well, I didn’t say that.”
A grin spread across Hawkeye’s face. “You’re in good hands, Beej. I’m a great teacher.”
BJ freed his wrists, Hawk hooking his fingers in BJ’s front belt loops, pulling him close. “I was always teacher’s pet,” he confessed.In Maine, BJ lets himself have this.
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BJ finishes the sauce, lifting up the wooden spoon to Hawk's lips. Eagerly, Hawk leans in and tastes it.
"God, that's heavenly," he giggles, fingernails scratching softly over BJ's belly. "What is it?"
“Chicken a la King,” BJ grins, rather proud. “Biscuits are in the oven.”
He lets out an exaggerated gasp. “Well, aren't I spoiled?”
Hawkeye comes home from a rough shift. BJ tries his best to make it better.
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nirvanna the band the show the slash by Anonymous
Fandom Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
18 Jul 2026
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18 Jul 2026
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i'm just the fool you took me for by partydress
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
05 Jul 2026
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“You… she…. what?”
“It’s not… it’s not really that weird. It’s like… it’s like how girls like to watch gay porn sometimes, you know?” Matt raises an eyebrow at him, and Jay hurries through. “Or like when you make two girls kiss in front of you.”
“You make girls kiss each other?”
“No, I mean, I don’t. I’m just saying, guys do that. It’s, like, a thing guys do.”
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16 Jul 2026
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UNKNOWN LOVERZ by RepeatableHuge
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
13 Jul 2026
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In the winter Matt gets a tattoo of Jay's signature on his upper arm. “Cool, right?” He says, rolling his sleeve up. Jared zooms in on the tattoo silently. Owen looks nauseated. Matt smiles so big that he's scared his face is going to get stuck like that.
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13 Jul 2026
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“Did you fuck her?”
Jay doubts that that was on the table, that there was any world in which Kayla would have fucked him, in which their coffee date turned movie-on-the-couch would have turned into anything but a few chaste kisses, the game ending firmly at first base. Jay laughs because it’s funny.
The laughter bubbles in his chest, and where he wouldn’t normally push the issue, he launches himself back into Matt’s space, loops his arms around his neck, and pulls him in for a hug.
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13 Jul 2026
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The Boletes by fluorescentgrey
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
28 Jun 2026
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Efforts to get a show at the Rivoli are derailed by a trip to the cinema and its several consequences.
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05 Jul 2026