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  1. Summary

    Kaz tells Wylan that he has haphephobia. Wylan helps him with exposure therapy in various ways; some effective, some not so much.

    Has 2 entries:
    >>> touch-and-go (although it’s more literal than it usually is) [Rating: T]
    >>> keep me in mind (and in your hand) [Rating: E]

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  2. Summary

    As the title suggests, I accidentally gave Kaz BPD, and then I just...continued to do so for several installments <3 This is very much a soup of BPD and CPTSD symptoms cooked on high for way too long, so make of that what you will.

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  3. Summary

    Kazolai adopt two struggling kids: a toddler and a teenager. This is simply me figuring out how all it might go if such a thing were to happen :) — each chapter is technically based on a familial relationship (eg. son, father, niece, etc).

    Will include (at least) two stories:
    >> never go in search of love // go in search of life… (the introduction to Rahul and Harper and the building family dynamics)
    >> …and life will find you // the love you seek (a continuation of the now established family dynamics)

    The format of perspectives for both stories will be: Nikolai POV, Harper POV, Rahul POV, and Kaz POV; repeat

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  4. Summary

    Includes two works:

    >> to etch you into my memory, first you must escape it [trying to get Kaz's memory back]
    >> i remember you like you were yesterday, fighting to return [the aftermath of Kaz's memories returning]

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  5. Summary

    Multiple lil Kylatthias stories; they’re not connected, the only thing connecting them is that they’re all Kylatthias :)

    Four stories are planned <3

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  1. Rec 42

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    “What’s on the agenda then?”
    “I should kill you.”
    “Naturally.”
    “But that would be such a waste.”
    “I agree,” Kaz keeps his expression neutral. “What else did you have in mind?”

    Nikolai is a serial killer, and Kaz tries his hand at being prey.

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    12 Sep 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Finished C42!! V excited to continue!!! (V well written as well, I'm a fan) (also their banter??? yes pls)

    also thisssss:
    K: “You’re bad at staying dead.”
    N: “I couldn’t stay dead, that would require me being dead in the first place. Something you failed to accomplish.”

    this is truly SO good and I want more of it and I want to also write it and omg i just love it
    (absolutely DYING at C4 rn, this is BEAUTIFUL, I am...in awe w/ how wonderfully this author Uses Words TM)
    (I am. Floored this is immaculate, my chest hurts how fun this is (also did I mention I’m incredibly excited to see where this might go??))

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    “How are you doing, Brekker?” Nina asked when Inej left, and the door finally shut with a soft click. Kaz didn’t bother to look up from his work, tiredly scratching through some form or another.

    “Polite of you to ask,” he muttered. Nina tilted her head, waiting for the sarcasm to come out full force. “You’re sweet to care, Zenik. I’m touched. Truly.”

    “I don’t care,” Nina said loftily, though her eyes were fixed on his face. She hesitated, a little unsure if she wanted to leave this untouched or not. It somehow felt dirty to keep it a secret, though. Nina didn’t need the details, but she also wanted Kaz to know she wasn’t trying to hide anything. Taking a long breath, she continued. “But the voice in the canal asked me to make sure you’re okay.”

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    As Nina’s corpsewitch powers grow, the voices of the dead get stronger. Sometimes, it’s painful to hear them.

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    31 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh i am LITERALLY SOBBING MY EYES OUT I LOVE THIS

  3. Rec 84

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    Someone has discovered Kaz's secret. Who are they? What will they do with this information? And at what cost?

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    Excerpt from chapter 33:

    “So,” Kaz’s voice, a barely-audible rumble, finally disrupted the tension. “What have you learned about her?”

    “Why would you think I had learned anything?” Inej whispered, the barest hint of a mischievous smile dimpling her cheek. “Interrogation is your area of expertise if I recall correctly.”

    “Oh, I’m sure all you had to do was ask nicely and all those slavers rolled right over, freely spilling their secrets, then?” Kaz needled in response, a knowing twinkle in his eye as he switched his meal for a mug of tea.

    Blowing across the top of her bowl, tone transparently ingenuine, Inej scolded, “I did not interrogate the young girl in the basement Kaz.”

    “And yet, the question remains,” Kaz purred smugly between sips of hot liquid, “What have you learned about her?”

    Conceding tacitly from their playful banter with a sigh, Inej offered, “She calls herself Echo.”

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    11 Jun 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Finished Chapter 33; v v v good v v v sad, superb writing, superb storytelling, big ol fan of this fic!

  4. Rec 1

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    Nikolai has a not-so-important important meeting.

    Kaz, however, decides to text him and be the ultimate distraction.

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    07 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    HILARIOUS, WONDERFUL, I'M CRYING THIS IS SO GOOOOODDDDDD~

  5. Rec 8

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    Nikolai had a soulmate once. One who wrote to him in words he hadn't understood. But that was a long time ago.

    Kaz was once a boy who dreamed of meeting his soulmate across the sea. He left that boy at the bottom of the harbor with Jordie's body.

    A soulmate AU where words written on the skin appear on their soulmate.

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    16 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    2/3; ahhhhhhhhh such a good concept executed so well, im SO excited to read more!!! 🥰