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    The times Shane tries to tell Ilya his baby isn't his.

    And the time(s) Ilya tries to tell Shane his baby is Shane's.

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  2. 62

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    Ilya bottoms and Shane leaves.

    But, after Shane leaves him, Ilya is left with something growing in his stomach.

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    Ilya closes his eyes.
    He blinks back his tears. He wants to nod or shake his head or something, but he can't.
    This can't be happening.
    He blinks and blinks and blinks again but he's still in the hospital and he still feels like shit and his mom is dead and Shane is far away and he thinks he's depressed and there is something inside of him that he doesn't know what to do with.
    Fuck, he thinks, in russian and in english and in french, even. Fuck.

    Or, in 2020, Ilya has a (very) unplanned, (very) complicated pregnancy, Shane has to learn that sometimes things don't work out the way he planned, and some other things. Set in The Long Game, kind of.

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  4. 21

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    During the Sochi Olympics, Shane follows Ilya to his condo.

    He discovers a secret he wasn't supposed to know.

    (A secret that he can help with.)

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  5. 43

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    Shane wants to make Ilya lose control. He feels like a mess when they’re together and he’s tired of being the only one.

    He tries his best to get Ilya to fall apart and starts his heat instead.

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  6. 22

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    Shane worried about Ilya, Ilya worries about Shane and they both want to be together. Also Shane has a cottage and he wants Ilya to go there.

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  7. 93

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    “It’s consistent,” Ilya said, tapping the screen of his own phone. “Every report. Same pattern. It hits, it peaks, it burns out. Two, maybe three days.” He shrugged, like that settled it. “We wait it out. No problem.”

    Shane dragged a hand through his hair. “That’s not the part I’m stuck on.”

    Ilya huffed a quiet laugh. “You’re going to be omega,” he said, as he’d already decided it. “You’re already halfway there.” There was a flicker of something amused in his expression. “I’ll handle it. You’ll be fine.”

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  8. 29

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    Shane doesn’t remember the last time he had a rut. He’s not even sure he’s ever had one, if he’s completely honest. He could be horny, but at least he still could be productive.

    Being in a rut meant losing himself completely, to be unaware of his surroundings, yet conscious of his needs, of what his body truly wanted. He’s never liked the idea of losing himself to his secondary gender. It was scary, and Shane wasn’t a big fan of being scared. Certainly not when it could tamper with a hockey game.

    Shane also hated that he seemed to be the only one bothered by it. They’re athletes, not some stud ready to pounce on anyone that is moving too close to them ― unlike what some people like to think. They should act professional and not be driven by their nature.

    Or, how Shane goes into rut and Ilya decides to take care of him.

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  9. 43

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    Ilya has a momentary flashback to the burn of vodka going down his throat as he chugged it right from the Stanley Cup, as he wished that Shane could’ve been there, that they could be together—and then the flashback ends, right as Ilya thinks he might actually be remembering something important. Whatever. He’s got Shane Hollander cuddling him, somehow. Maybe when he wakes up he won't be whatever the hell an "omega" is and he’ll be back in his own bed, which would be nice, but he’ll miss having Hollander here.

    Ilya Rozanov makes a stupid wish about having a family with Shane Hollander, and unfortunately, the Stanley Cup grants it.

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  10. 50

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    Ilya Rozanov was not an alpha. He was not a beta. He was not an omega.

    Ilya Rozanov was nothing.

    And Shane Hollander was everything. And that's why Ilya could never have him.

    (Or - A story about recovery, reclaiming identity, finding peace, and falling in love. Starring my favorite soulmates, Ilya and Shane.)

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  11. 99

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    There was nothing Ilya loved more than fucking Shane Hollander – except, as he’d finally said out loud, maybe Shane Hollander himself.

    The time at the cottage was perfect – more than perfect. Lifechanging. Universe-shifting. He had a boyfriend. A family. Everything he’d ever wanted – except that now it was time to go home, and deal with the one thing he still didn’t want to talk about.

    His heat.

    His disgusting, miserable, painful heat – that he would handle alone. Like he always did. But then Shane was asking him why, and that was the question, wasn’t it? Why, why, why?

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  12. 66

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    Shane Hollander wants to try something new. Something Ilya wasn't sure he wanted to try.

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  13. 11

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    In the middle of the club's staring showdown, Ilya gets decked and it is not Shane who throws a fist at him.

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    Compromising pictures surface after Ilya Rozanov’s phone is hacked. Determined not to let his Russian situationship face the fall-out of getting outed, Shane Hollander comes out, starts Twitter fights, and commits to acting unhinged on main, enlisting the help of a few trusted allies.
    His objective? To become the bigger news story so as to draw attention away from Rozanov, in an insane bid to distract Russia from coming for his... whatever they are to each other.
    Whoever said you can’t singlehandedly change an entire narrative has clearly never met Shane Hollander.

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  15. 32

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    After an argument with Ilya, Shane leaves to cool off at his parents'. He comes to some realizations and decides to talk it out in person.

    Or, canon divergence from *that fight* in the Long Game.

    Full warning, I haven't read the whole book, just certain scenes from it.

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  16. 87

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    It's been a couple of years since the tuna melt disaster of 2016. Shane and Ilya are together and Ilya is preparing for his move to Ottawa. Throughout it all, Ilya has been careful to not say Shane's name, to not chase him away again. So when it slips out during an intimate moment, Ilya spirals and Shane has to put the pieces together.

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    Hayden picks Ruby and Jade up from ballet. He wishes he never did.

    Or, Shane Hollander thirsts in public.

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    “My dick abandoned me,” Ilya says out loud. Shane smiles. His freckles bunch up. I want. Ilya thinks without urgency, without his DICK FRIENDSHIP. He is erectily dsyfunct.

    “It’s a known side effect,” Shane is laughing now.

    “We haven’t had sex in a month, since the pills started working.” Ilya points out. “Why did you not tell me side effect? Now Russia’s Greatest Love Machine is broken.”

    “You need to stay off hockey Twitter,” Shane rolls his eyes. “It’s true that we aren’t as… active.”

    “I used to fuck you everyday,” Ilya says bluntly. “Wake you up with blowjob, french kiss your asshole, make you wet and ready for me.”

    “That is not what french kissing is.” Shane says instead of responding. They have had this conversation before.

    “French kissing has tongue, I put tongue in your ass. I french kiss it. I romance it. I tell it that it is perfect, that it is apple of my eye. That it is the only thing I will ever need.”

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    The teasing tone of his voice should be enough to convince Shane he is okay. He's inconvenienced Shane enough, it was time to manage his problems on his own. He can mask whatever is going on with him today, deal with it, and be better tomorrow. 

    He just has to make it to tomorrow.

    His husband, unfortunately, has other plans. "We actually finished early. I'm gonna come back today instead of two days from now. I have a flight in two hours, so I should be home by evening."

    The panic hits Ilya almost instantly. Evening is too soon, he thinks, I'll still be like this by evening. Shane is going to deal with my mess again. He won't even have time to rest from his flight. I can't be seen like this. I can't do this to him. I can't let someone else deal with my problems. I can't let someone else come home to this. 

    I'm just like my mother.

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    When a poorly timed phone call and an open window leads Shane's parents to a massive misunderstanding, he's stuck pretending he's still dating Rose. Which works fine for a month, until Ilya's jealousy starts to flare and Shane's parents witness a fight entirely different from the one they have on the ice.

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    "See? Shane's probably just in the kitchen,” Yuna murmured softly, putting her purse down on the side table beside the door. “Maybe he’s—”

    “Okay, you were maybe telling me the truth,” a voice suddenly called, cutting her off before she could finish her sentence. “At least partially.”

    Yuna frowned, the deep, accented voice catching her off guard. Before she could piece together where she recognized the voice from, though, she saw Ilya Rozanov walking through her son’s apartment. He was barefoot, his hair slightly damp and his clothes casual. Sweatpants and a white T-shirt that clung to him after a shower.

    From the kitchen, David heard his sons’ voice ring out, too. “What do you mean partially?” Shane responded, gesturing at his phone as Ilya showed him something on it. “That’s exactly what I told you.”

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