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    Ilya goes to Svetlana for advice on putting Shane in subspace. One thing leads to another...

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    07 Jul 2026

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    Entering an actual relationship near the very beginning of when they first meet, Shane is still paranoid about pictures of them getting shared so Ilya buys him a Polaroid camera instead to document their relationship all the way back from 2012. The only problem is that he never intended for Yuna to find the album.
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    “I know we can’t have pictures of each other, but I still want them,” he confessed, still fiddling with Shane’s hair for his own comfort. “And I thought maybe...if they were just ours, you might be okay with it.”  

    Shane stayed silent, eyes glancing between his tense expression and the bag as he pulled out a Polaroid camera. His thumb was gripping it so hard he thought it might crack, his anxiety manifesting physically.  

    “Ilya...” He paused, finally sitting up a bit more. Enough that Ilya had no choice but to let his hand fall away from his hair or else, it would seem too clingy.  

    “Is fine, if you don’t like idea,” he clarified, even though the thought of being rejected terrified him more than he could possibly express. “Was just a thought—” 

    “I like it,” Shane interjected before he could spin himself into a tizzy he would deny ever feeling in the first place.  

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    02 Jul 2026

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    The Polaroid idea is so cute

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    Refusing to let Ilya ruin his career by signing with Ottawa, Shane chooses to really give their relationship a try and moves to Boston to live with Ilya and become a Raider. What follows is enough public scrutiny and backlash from his team that it has him questioning if he made the right decision. Until moments with Ilya and the Raiders show him exactly why he chose correctly.

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    Hayden’s eyes flickered to Shane as he sat on the bench, chewing on the edge of his mouth guard.

    “Don’t fucking look at him,” Ilya insisted as he bent down for the faceoff.

    “Excuse me?” Hayden mumbled, eyes darting back to him.

    “You heard me,” he retorted, his tone clipped. “He’s not your teammate anymore; he’s mine. If you think Marlow is a problem to your game, wait until you see what I will do to your team if you hurt anyone on mine again.”

    Hayden scoffed, dipping his head as he tried to focus on the game. Something about Ilya’s words still rang through his head though, sounding so definitive that he didn’t want to risk seeing what he was actually referring to when he said that.

    The puck dropped again, and Ilya stole it before he could comprehend how quickly it happened.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Name: Shane M. Hollander
    Sex: Male
    Secondary Sex: Other
    (If other - please elaborate): A3O2 gene mutation
    Age: 22
    Height: 6'0
    Weight: 180 lbs
    Profession: tax auditor
    Gender and Secondary Sex Preferences: M/Alpha

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    Name: Ilya G. Rozanov
    Sex: Male
    Secondary Sex: Alpha
    Age: 28
    Height: 6'3
    Weight: 245 lbs
    Profession: prefer not to answer
    Gender and Secondary Sex Preferences: not picky :)

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    Ilya and Shane meet using a government ABO matching agency. Shane is drawn to the process because he can be open about his genetic mutation while remaining anonymous. The A3O2 genetic mutation presents itself as having both Omega and Alpha secondary sex characteristics. Three time winner of the Stanley Cup, Ilya Rozanov has cemented himself as a titan of the NHL. But it's lonely at the top and he craves the companionship of a partner - a mate.

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    17 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 65

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    Ilya didn’t pass the bottle over, he just held it for Shane as Shane dipped his head forward and inhaled. There was something about Ilya taking control, even over how long Shane would be able to inhale the poppers, that added to everything.

    The warmth spread over him again, spreading out to the tips of his fingers and the soles of his feet. The blood rushing like it was trying to press out of him. The euphoria flooded his brain, leaving him floating, anchored only by the places where Ilya pressed kisses into his skin. Every kiss felt like a brand, like Ilya’s lips were on fire. He could feel them long after Ilya’s lips had moved onto a different spot. The music thrummed in his veins, like his blood had been replaced with bass and glitter. As it faded it left the same looseness in his muscles, the feeling he got after a long workout when every part of him had been wrung out.

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    Or... Shane and Ilya go on honeymoon and Shane does poppers for the first time in a club. They go home and have mindblowing sex also including poppers. Very simple haha

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Poppers

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    He needs to move, maybe get Rozanov’s attention before he loses his nerves.

    And then the room tilts. His vision narrows, red light smearing into pink and white streaks. Shane staggers. The beer slips from his fingers. It shatters, foam splashing his shoes, glass skittering away. His knees give out like someone kicked him, and his hands shoot forward to hold himself upright.

    His left palm lands in broken glass, though he doesn't feel it. What he notices is the certainty that everyone sees, that they can smell him—something sour and wrong. His scent, despite patches and care, has turned exposed.

    OR: What if we took the club scene from episode 4 and had Shane collapse from experiencing Omega Rejection Syndrome after seeing Ilya dancing with someone else?

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    31 May 2026

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    Shane
    Last chance. Take your tank top back.

    Lily
    no, it's a fucking gift
    keep it

    Shane
    Fine.
    I'll show you what I do with gifts from alphas like you.

    Lily
    what the hell is that supposed to mean???
    hollander
    fuck

    Shane doesn't get injured after Tampa, and Ilya breaks up with him to save both their hearts. (Un?)Fortunately for Ilya, Shane isn't letting him go without a fight.

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    30 May 2026

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    Still, he’s felt like absolute shit for weeks, and the idea of sitting in his hotel room, where he would probably masturbate, cry, and have another night of fitful sleep, did not make him feel any better. Getting to be skin to skin with Ilya Rozanov did. And surely Rozanov wouldn’t be demanding Shane make a nest in his damn bed if he didn’t fully intend on actually kissing him in it and keeping him there until morning, right?

    Maybe that would be enough to pick Shane up out of this drop, keep it from happening again.

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    After not sending the "we didn't kiss" text, Shane's omega hormones go into distress mode. Despite trying to hide his symptoms and play through the misery, when Ilya Rozanov finds out what's going on, the alpha Shane's body wants most is determined to fix it.

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    28 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Where Shane is an omega and Ilya knows and they love each other

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    Avery signs up to be an experimental subject for his university's psychology department. It's supposed to be easy extra credit, and Dr. Watkins seems really nice.

    It turns out that the experiment is on sexuality, which Avery isn't entirely comfortable with, but after the first session, he stops worrying about it so much. And he starts really liking Dr. Watkins.

    By the time it occurs to Avery to wonder what Watkins is actually studying, and why there never seem to be any other students in the lab, it's too late for him to do anything but (unwillingly) enjoy the ride.

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    22 May 2026

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    Shane's first mistake was going to talk to Ilya Rozanov before their game. His second was immediately, stupidly, meeting the eyes of Rozanov’s very much dead mother hovering at his side.

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    21 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 40

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    Peter is still struggling to learn his place. Tony must remind him.

     

    Inspired by Missionary by @HeyHiHello

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    20 Apr 2026

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    Eighteen-year-old James is trying to make a new life for himself in Las Vegas. Re-inventing yourself is always hard when you have to care for your addict mother, however.

    James' first shift as a waiter in a fancy casino doesn't go according to plan, and he's just about to get fired when the mysterious Mr. Carson sweeps in and saves him.

    The man is handsome, powerful, and the first thing he does is gift James a new name: Jamie.

    With the new name comes a deal that James can't refuse, as well as a host of horrific rules—and associated punishments. Jamie just wants to survive. And maybe be a good boy too.

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    15 Apr 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 75

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    "Can I kiss you again?" it asks softly, tentacles already reaching out to stroke your face. You don't say anything, just open your mouth in wordless invitation. There's no foreplay this time, just a tentacle slowly making its way into your throat until it's fully seated. You wonder if this alien might accidentally asphyxiate you, but when the tentacle withdraws from your throat, it allows you a few seconds to suck in breath before another tentacle replaces it, fucking deep into you again. Smaller tentacles slip into your mouth alongside the two larger ones. Your mouth is pried open, your lips stretched wide around a writhing mass of tentacles. You gag as you feel one of the smallest tentacle slip into throat alongside a larger one.

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    10 Apr 2026

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    A whump fanfiction series that is actually, secretly, a fix-it.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Will Graham is a twitchy, snappy, aggressive mess of an alpha who can find neither peace in his work, nor satisfaction in his sexual exploits. He’s too rough for most omegas and betas, and has never felt comfortable in his own skin during sex, always caught unhappily between the sleeping violence that his work seems to instill in him, and a bone-deep desire to just be able to let it all go somehow.

    Hannibal Lecter is an accomplished surgeon, renowned psychiatrist, and overall a powerful and widely respected alpha within circles both academic and socialite. He’s also known for brutally bitching overconfident younger alphas.

    Wow, I wonder where this could lead!

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    26 Feb 2026

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    19 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Where Ilya has an emergency craniotomy, they were broken up, and get back together. So, so, so sweet. First fic is heart wrenching but happy ending.

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    “Fuck.” Shane melted into the strong hand at his neck, the pressure over his throat and the heat of the Alpha’s palm. “Fuck, that’s–” his eyes started to flutter closed, his knees going weak, but he heard the Alpha huff a laugh and immediately stiffened again. 

    “Don’t do that.” he warned. “Don’t laugh like me letting you put your hand on my throat is predictable submissive Omega behavior and you're making fun of me."

    “That is not why i was laughing.” Ilya squeezed Shane’s throat lightly, his thumb pressing over the suppressant patch covering the Omega's bonding spot and blocking his sweet scent. “I thought you would fight it, fight submitting. But you didn’t.”

    “No I–” Shane swallowed hard. “I like it.” 

    “Good.” Ilya smiled slow and a little dangerous, running his tongue over his bottom lip and then over the sharp ends of his fangs before he leaned in and growled into the Omega’s ear. “Now get on your knees.”

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Three times Ilya can't resist marking what's his, and one time Shane decides to return the favor.

    Or: Shane and Ilya's first season together on the Centaurs. Includes teasing teammates, introspection, therapy, personal growth, lots of sex and an attempt to bring home the Stanley Cup.

    (Also: A story about learning how to accept your true self and all the joy that can come from that.)

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    07 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 43

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    Logan is an omega who has always resented the submissive role forced on him by his universe. In Wade's universe, there are no secondary genders or toxic omega expectations to speak of.

    It works out.

    Or: A love story, told over three months and three heats. And a lot of fucking.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”

    “Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.

    “No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”

    “Go fuck yourself.”

    +++

    Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.

    And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?

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    01 Feb 2026

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