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    He gnaws at the guilt of his own actions the way Anya does her chew toys for days after, Shane clearly picking up on something going on with him but also giving him space to work it over in his head until he’s ready to share.

    Right up until they’re out at team dinner and the two other smokers at the table excuse themselves for a smoke outside and Shane looks to him expectantly-

    -only to frown when Ilya stays where he is.

    (how and why ilya finally gives up smoking)

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    29 Jun 2026

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    “I am sorry,” he says. “I am not trying to fight. I just don’t like the idea of you not being okay and me not knowing, even when I am in the same place as you.”

    That Shane can understand. He wouldn’t like it if their positions were reversed, after all, if he thought Ilya was potentially in danger and he was in the next room over drinking champagne and making smalltalk. He sees Ilya go somewhere in his head sometimes, sees him retreat inwards, sees him check out even if his body is still there, going so deep inside that he doesn’t even catch Shane’s eye for a bit even when something funny happens, too far away for Shane to reach him.

    But it’s also not like he can just go up and grab Ilya by the arm and pull him away from the party, not without inviting speculation and a whisper storm. He doesn’t have that right, doesn’t have that privilege, to potentially need Ilya or be needed by Ilya and be able to just pull him away.

    It’s moments like these that Shane feels the weight of their secret like a physical thing.

    (5 times shane and ilya couldn't be openly together and 1 time they could)

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    29 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    Naim huffed a little on the other side. “Just come around to my room when you get here. And drop your bike in the bush. My mum will fucking kill you if she sees it.”
    Ryan let out a dry little laugh into his phone. “Think she’d kill me in general.”
    “When the hell are you gonna leave?”
    He paused for a moment. There was a rush in his chest, almost like the moment before you got too high and all you could feel was bliss. Naim missed him. No matter what his sharp little tongue said, he could hear it in his voice.
    “Do you really need me that bad?”
    “I’m hanging up.”

    or, Ryan and Naim before everything falls apart.

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    29 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 18

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    Ryan and Naim are roommates at PortBridge Academy, a religious boarding school, where they run in different crowds, study different subjects and have different ways of living.

    They do not get along. But Ryan has always hated Naim slightly less than he should.

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    29 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    Naim and Ryan, out of money and with no long term plan, find themselves in a small town living out of a motel room. While they save up money, the two are forced to navigate the realities of running away, first loves, and staying alive.
    POVs Naim and Ryan

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    29 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 10

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    Snapshots of Ryan and Naim, after.

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    29 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 27

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    Ryan slides onto the floor, knees planted to the carpet, his stomach resting on the mattress.

    “What’re you doing?”

    “Giving you a blowie.”

    He says it like it’s obvious, like Naim should know that Ryan wants his dick in his mouth. He almost can’t believe his luck.

    Naim’s up on his elbows now, watching him. He isn’t as shy as he was a minute ago, judging by how he’s practically thrusting up against Ryan’s hand, as turned on as Ryan is.

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    29 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 13

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    "“'M goin', m'goin',” Ryan finally managed to mumble into the kiss, though he made absolutely no effort to prove it. Instead, he stole another second, taking Naim's tongue into his mouth to suck on it gently—partly because he wanted to and partly because it was an incredibly effective way to stop whatever complaint Naim had been trying to make. Judging by the way Naim's eyes fluttered shut and rolled back just slightly, Ryan considered his objective accomplished. He smiled into the kiss again, unable to help himself. He could've stayed there all night if the rest of the world would've just left them alone."

    Ryan is going to remember this night forever.

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    29 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 44

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    Post-canon: They get their happy ending. All is good, if only Not-Ryan stops doing the most to fuck his boyfriend.

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    29 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 7

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    "Naim hangs up the call with a bit more force than is probably necessary, the desperation in her voice still ringing through his ears. Fuck. That was stupid. That was so, so stupid."

    OR

    Naim calls his mother.

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    29 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 97

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    “So,” Ilya then says, sounding the word out slowly, as if tasting it on his tongue. “You cannot jizz? Like you have… medical issue?”

    Shane huffs, shoulders sagging releasing some of the tension he’d been holding onto tightly there.

    “I… don’t know,” he admits quietly. “I’ve never spoke to a doctor about it, it’s too embarrassing.” He swallows and feels his face get warm again. “I can get close though, and… and I can do other stuff just not, well, that.

    Ilya’s mouth teases a smile. “Other stuff?” He enquires. “You mean… how wet you get?”

    Shane’s jaw almost drops into the bedsheets below him before he’s gathering it back up, blinking rapidly at what Rozanov had just said to him.

    Granted, he’d just walked in on him fucking his own ass with a bright pink dildo, but there was still some margin for a little bit of class, wasn’t there?

    or: shane’s never experienced a real orgasm before and ilya is willing to help him out

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    28 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 88

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    “Shane—“ David eases.

    “—dad, tell me Ilya isn’t the prettiest person to ever exist?” He slurs, and looks up at him with those stupid eyes that he got from Yuna. The ones that convey discipline and planning one moment and then softness and heartbreak the next.

    “He’s very pretty, monkey.” David says. He looks up at Yuna. “When does he tell you that you’re pretty?” He asks.

    “All the timeeee.” Shane says with glee. “I hate it when people say that, but Ilya… Ilya says I’m pretty and I like it.” He takes the effort to sit up on the sofa, as if he’s suddenly become awfully serious, and states “I’m gonna marry him. My pretty boy.”

    He collapses back down and falls straight back to sleep.

     

    Or shane has his wisdom teeth taken out. High Shane is very funny. David also gains a second son.

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    28 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    “So we meet again,” Ilya shouts, a lazy grin on his face as he peers at Shane from the Ottawa penalty box.

    Shane glares back from Montreal’s penalty box, deadpan look on his face. He’s still fuming—angry that he got called for a practically non-existent penalty, angry that Ilya called for the same stupid penalty, and angrier that they’re both sitting out for the next two minutes of play because of it.

    At least Ilya doesn’t seem too phased by it. In fact, he seems to be enjoying himself.

    “You come here often?” Ilya asks in a flirtatious tone.

    Shane snorts, shaking his head. “Not that often. But I heard you’re here a lot.”

    Ilya spreads his arms. “Ah, but the penalty box is always better when you’re in yours, too. You always look so cute in there. Like a wet kitten.”

    or: five times Shane and Ilya end up in their respective penalty boxes at the same time while playing against each other, plus one time they end up sharing one as teammates.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    On the outside, Shane Hollander is one of the best and most beloved hockey players in the world.

    On the inside, there is a demon who has been whispering sweet nothings to him since one fateful night in 2008.

    And after several failed attempts to cleanse his cursed soul, Shane has to face the fact that he might be sharing his mind, body, and soul with a wicked little creature for the rest of his life. So... he might as well fall in love with it, right?

    OR; Ilya is a demon and Shane is accidentally possessed by him.

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    28 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 22

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    “It’s weird, though, right?”

    “Which part?”

    “It’s weird that so many people think that.”

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    28 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 6

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    Summer is nearing, and all Naim wants is to kiss Ryan again. So when an end-of-year party is being hosted at Hunter’s house, Naim decides that he will take whatever opportunity.

    “Oi, cunt!” Ryan shouts at Naim. “Didn’t know you were into redheads”.

    “Didn’t know you were into pastors”. Naim refutes.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    “This is strange doctor,” Ilya muttered.

    “It’s not strange,” Shane said, filling out a quick check-in form. “It’s normal.”

    “There are posters about glaucoma.”

    “Yes.”

    “Do you have glaucoma?”

    Shane blinked at him. “No.”

    “Okay,” Ilya said, but he didn’t look fully convinced.

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    Ilya learns what an optometrist is and what happens during an appointment when he joins Shane for his yearly visit to the eye doctor.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Shane, an aspiring model, accepts a private contract that brings him to Ilya. The tips are good, but Ilya’s attention lingers longer than it should. And Shane finds himself returning anyway.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Shane knows it’s not a good time to have this conversation. He should wait until they’re not both tired from a stretch of tough games, until he’s not exhausted from having all the Centaurs over for the day. He should wait until he can’t feel anger simmering inside him and his shoulders aren’t tense. That’s probably why he doesn’t wait.

    “Stop trying to make me be friends with Troy Barrett.”

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Shane: Hayden and I will be watching the kids while Jackie does a girls trip.

    Mom: Be sure to bring them for a visit! I want to see my grandbabies!

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    Shane Hollander's texts get leaked. His relationship with Hayden and Jackie is put under a microscope. Lily doesn't quite make it under the radar.

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    27 Jun 2026

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