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  1. Public Bookmark 27

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    (Jay storms out of the apartment in a blizzard, gets into a bar fight, and is left with a concussion. Matt finds him and takes care of him. Jay initiates sex. Life goes on.)

    This is wrong, this is so wrong, he has no idea what’s even happening right now– some part of Matt attempts to replay these thoughts like a mantra, louder and louder in his mind, throwing them out like a spike strip to stop the getaway car of this, his deepest, darkest, longest-held desire. It doesn’t work.

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    14 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 50

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    Oh, no. Oh, fuck, no — it couldn’t be. Memories flashed, mockingly: Pete calling Matt his girlfriend, Jay watching red-haired Peanuts girl walk out after Matt popped out of the closet, how good it felt to make Matt admit he’d do anything to keep Jay around — the feeling that he got when he looked at Matt, when Matt offered to get him dinner, like they were a married couple or something — like they’d lived together for years, which they had — oh, fuck. It couldn’t be Matt. Anyone but Matt.

    “So, like.” Matt grimaced. Jay had been staring at him for kind of a while. “I’m kind of just holding this water, here, and—”

    “I think I’m in love with you,” said Jay.

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    An old friend tries to separate Matt and Jay. They end up closer together than ever.

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    08 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 96

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    “I met a dental hygienist that was wearing a dog collar when we first got here, we danced and then he gave me a mint from a little baggy. It made sense that he’d carry those around, but then…” He just shrugs.
    “Oh, Birdie,” He laughs, but it’s desperate, like a cry for help from the bottom of a well. “Was it - minty?” His voice sounds three octaves too high.
    “I couldn’t tell. It’s so loud in here.”

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    Matt and Jay plan to enthrall the Rivoli’s new booking agent at a gay club. Jay accidentally takes ecstasy thinking it's a breath mint, and Matt is subjected to torments previously unique to the trenches of WWI. It's going to be a long, long night.

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    08 Jul 2026

  4. Rec 39

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    Matt is caught with a locker full of guns before he’s able to shoot anyone. He’s expelled and his family moves to the other side of the city, where he starts at a new school. He’s been banned from watching movies, creating movies and basically doing anything that would bring him joy.

    He’s also not meant to contact Owen, but if he happens to find a boy in the music room that just happens to remind him of Owen, that’s probably okay. That’s probably healthy. There’s no rules against that.

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    06 Jul 2026

  5. Rec 1

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    Do you understand. Do you get it now. Do you know how special you are. 'Til death do us part. 'Til death and beyond. Say you'll never let me go.

    reposted from tumblr so i never lose it <3

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    23 May 2026