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  1. Public Bookmark 18

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    Rumi swallowed hard before pushing the door open.

    The smell hit immediately.

    Pizza dough.

    Garlic.

    Warmth.

    Normal.

    The little bell above the door rang softly.

    Zoey looked up instantly.

    And the second she saw Rumi standing there soaked from the rain, exhausted, and trying way too hard to look okay.

    her entire expression softened.

    Rumi gave a small awkward wave from the entrance.

    “Hey.”

    Zoey stared at her for a second longer than normal.

    Not dramatic.

    Not suspicious.

    Just… studying her.

    Like she was trying to figure out why Rumi looked exhausted down to her bones lately.

    Rumi immediately shoved her hands into the pocket of her hoodie and forced herself into casual mode.

    Cool.

    Relaxed.

    Definitely not held together by painkillers and bad decisions.

    “You look terrible,” Zoey said bluntly.

    Rumi snorted softly as she slid into the booth across from her.

    “Wow. You really know how to make a girl feel special.”

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    21 Jun 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 20

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    One unfortunate soul finds herself indebted to Gwi-Ma. 30 years later and she finds an escape through the honmoon and has to go under the radar to ensure this new chance at life doesn't go to waste. During this new life she finds her attention on one of the very people trying to end it.

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    18 Jun 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 3

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    18 Jun 2026

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    16 Jun 2026

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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    16 Jun 2026

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  6. Rec *

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    lucarozanov

    if shane hollander gets mad at me reading about him getting blasted in the ass then he can check his bank account. i know ilya would be chill with it though

    Luca Haas tries very hard to not let anyone know about his dark (read: embarrassing) past. Unfortunately, the fans are ready to let people know for him.

    Or, Luca used to run a tumblr blog for Hollanov and the internet goes wild.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    The queer NHL players (begrudgingly) unite via group chats in the face of social media scandals.

    These stories take place on a (slightly loose) chronological timeline and make the most sense when read in order. However, they're all independent stories/scandals and can be read as standalones.

    All stories take place post TLG and include spoilers for the books.

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    15 Jun 2026

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  8. Rec *

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    Moving to the Ottawa Centaurs was supposed to fix everything. Ilya finally had his own space, a spot in the same province as Shane, and a standing invitation to watch away games on the Hollanders' couch. It’s warm, loud, and exactly where he wants to be.

    Until a basket of apples and a home-cooked meal threaten to expose the one secret he’s guarded since his youth hockey days in Moscow.

    Because Ilya Rozanov can read a defense perfectly, but he can't see the color red. And the Hollanders are starting to notice.

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    14 Jun 2026

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  9. Rec *

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    A continuation of Shane and Ilya's story post-Long Game.

    Starting with Canada facing Russia in the 2026 Winter Olympics, and including all of the moments that come before and after that.

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    07 Jun 2026

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  10. Rec *

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    Shane Hollander is the number two overall NHL draft pick and a newly minted Montreal Voyageur. He’s also laser focused on his goals: being the best by beating the best. For him, this means a continued rivalry with number one draft pick—and new Ottawa Centaur—Ilya Rozanov. But when a problem with Rozanov’s immigration paperwork threatens his future in the NHL, what does that mean for Shane’s own career? He can’t risk finding out…so they get married. Just for immigration. A fast, practical, mutually beneficial solution.

    No one will ever suspect, let alone find out, that the NHL’s greatest rivals are secretly married. And there’s certainly no risk of feelings getting involved. They have a game plan.

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    05 Jun 2026

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  11. Rec *

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    ”It’s not bad” says his mom, carefully. “Very Canadian, sponsors are happy about that.” That, and not much else, he can tell. A loon is neither masculine nor impressive. A disappointment, to those who hoped he’d have something like a wolf, himself included. His dad tries to bake him the traditional settling cake, in the shape of the new adults’ daemon, but his cake decorating skills aren’t great, so it mostly looks like a grey football. And Shanes’ strict diet doesn’t allow for cake.

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    Shane Hollander, the soul he didn't choose to have, the boy he didn't choose to love, and the life that, despite all odds, might just end up worth living.

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    03 Jun 2026

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  12. Rec *

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov fell in love in 2008. Just because their love story has to remain behind closed doors, doesn't mean they have to pretend it's not happening.

    a fix-it from the beginning, where they actually get their cute romance.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.

    Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.

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    29 May 2026

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  14. Rec *

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    Shane and Ilya had mutually agreed to keep their whatever-they’re-doing out of Sochi. It was an easy decision to make: this was bigger than any MLH rivalry and definitely bigger than a few hotel hook-ups. There was no room for distractions, not with Olympic gold on the line.

    So it’d be really fucking great if their daemons could get on the same page and stop trying to cause an international fucking incident.

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    29 May 2026

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  15. Public Bookmark *

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    “Oh my god,” the intruder says, voice coming faster and higher-pitched. “Shane, what the fuck? Oh my god.”

    “Eeleeyah, come to my cottage,” Ilya mocks, voice muffled by Shane’s skin. “Don’t go to Russia. Come to my house instead. Is so private. No one will know…we will be completely alone. Together.”

    “Oh my god, is that Ilya Rozanov?” the intruder yelps like he's about to start hyperventilating. “Why is Ilya Rozanov half-naked in our kitchen, Shane?”

    “Okay, I know how this looks,” Shane tells Ilya, “But I mean, technically, we are still alone. Together.”

    or,

    At the cottage, Shane and Ilya meet eighteen year old Shane Hollander. This is really only a surprise for one of them. Everyone handles it as well as can be expected.

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    29 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    ILYA ROZANOV has wired SHANE HOLLANDER $5,000
    Remarks: Moya lyubov please unblock me

    ILYA ROZANOV has wired SHANE HOLLANDER $5,000
    Remarks: Let me know when you’re ready to talk i will kneel

    ILYA ROZANOV has wired SHANE HOLLANDER $5,000
    Remarks: character not enough but i’ll kneel and apologi

    ILYA ROZANOV has wired SHANE HOLLANDER $5,000
    Remarks: ze to you for hours if you want me to i miss

    ILYA ROZANOV has wired SHANE HOLLANDER $10,000
    Remarks: you so much

     

    Yuna Hollander (Husband's Mom): Did you just wire my son $30K?

    Ilya: It’s the only platform he cannot block me from Yuna I am desperate

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    29 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed. 

    Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.

    Reentry is harder than expected.

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    28 May 2026

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  18. Rec *

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    The first time it happens, it's an accident. And really, even if he hadn't caught it, it wouldn't be his fault if someone decided to post it on the internet.
    But the more he thinks about it, a plan forms. If he can prove that Rozanov will leave when things get hard, or once Shane is no longer his dangerous and forbidden secret...
    It'll be like ripping of a bandaid for Shane, something he doesn't want to do, but needs to be done. So Hayden will do it for him, temporary pain, but necessary.
    Shane will thank him later.

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    26 May 2026

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  19. Rec *

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    Five senses. Five fics. Not the story of how Ilya falls in love with Shane Hollander. He manages that on his own, without much help from anyone.
    The story of what it costs to admit it. And what it feels like, one sense at a time

    Part 1 : Not in That Way
    Part 2 : 'Delivered', a companion piece (Shane POV) set between chapter 5 and 6 of Not In That Way
    Part 3 : Not Nothing
    Part 4 : Not Like This
    Part 5 : Not borrowed

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    26 May 2026

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    March 2020: Ilya feels suddenly lighter at the possibility of a canceled hockey season.

    He forgot his boyfriend is certifiable.

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    10/10
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    67,717

    25 May 2026

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