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Supervisory Special Agent, Doctor Spencer Reid has gone missing, and doesn’t want to be found.
Where is Doctor Reid?
Can the team find their friend in time?
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A prophetic dream shared between the seven "survivors" forces them to face the possibility that Josh was left alive on the mountain. As Sam and the others rush to save him, they discover that there is more unfinished business on Mount Washington than they realized. Everyone will be forced to face their demons. At least they have each other. And hey, what are friends for if not to keep you alive?
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“No, Chris, you're still having nightmares! You can barely handle me bringing up what happened. Now you want to go back?” Ashley's voice was rising as she ripped into him. He understood that she just cared about him. That still didn’t stop the anger that was slowly building in his chest.
“I’m a grown man, Ash. You think I don’t know that? I know I’m still scared, but it’s my life. Mrs. Washington's son is missing. And let’s be honest, he’s probably dead.” He could see Ashley’s eyes widen slightly as she curled her arms around herself. “She is only asking me for one favor. This is the least I can do.”
Ashley looked at him with tears in her eyes. “I just want you to be safe, Chris.”
He could feel the anger leave his body. He felt bad because he knew she had his best interest in mind.
“I know, baby,” he said as he hugged her, his face resting on top of her head. “I just need to do this.”
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Chris is struggling to cope while everyone else seems to be moving on from what happened 11 years ago. One day, he receives a call from the Washington's, who ask him for a favor involving the lodge. Despite his fears, Chris agrees to go back, wanting to confront his past.Bookmarked by jasber
25 May 2025
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Now What I'm Gonna Say May Sound Indelicate by shinycopperpenny
Fandoms: IT - Stephen King, IT (Movies - Muschietti)
27 Nov 2021
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Eddie Kaspbrak has lived his whole life being told that he's delicate, and he's not. And nearly bleeding out in an alien fear demon's lair has helped him realize that--as well as what he can live through. It puts his priorities in some perspective.
What he is, is injured. And married. To like, a woman. And gay. And stupidly, stupidly in love with Richie Tozier, after all these years. And he'd like to use his new lease on life to act on many of these things, if only Richie would cooperate.
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can't change the color of the sea at all by disco_vendetta (brinn) for dudski
Fandoms: IT (Movies - Muschietti), IT - Stephen King
15 Feb 2021
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“Let’s go out for dinner tonight,” she says, later. “I don’t feel like cooking and I want to drink something out of a pineapple or a coconut or something.”
“Bev. My man. My best dude. Yes,” Richie replies from where he’s floating a pool noodle. “Pineapple drink. Let’s do that.”
“I saw a bar near the grocery store that has hermit crab racing,” Mike says over the top of his cozy mystery he borrowed from the front office.
“Oh, hell yeah,” Richie says, sitting up so fast he overbalances on his noodle and tips face-first into the water. “This is my destiny,” he sputters, sunglasses sliding off his face, “I was born to be Florida Man.”After Derry, the Losers take Mike to Florida, Bev remembers exactly who she is.
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- Part 2 of your body as a tourist
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When Wilson is caught in an old porno he filmed in college and gets humiliated by House, he seeks revenge by contacting Dylan Crandall, the only man that could have any dirt on his partner. What he doesn't expect to find is proof of House's past as a drag entertainer
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Dean drains his bottle of beer, sets it on the table and gets up, heading for the kitchen. Maybe to fetch another, maybe to leave. But Castiel doesn’t want him to go, doesn’t want to leave this conversation unfinished; he remembers his regret of just a few hours ago, that Dean had never known how he loved him.
“Wait,” he says and gets to his feet as Dean passes by. They’re standing close – close enough that Castiel can feel the heat of Dean’s body, the vibrancy of his soul brushing against his grace. “Dean, I have to tell you something...”
Set after the S11 finale.
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everyone pushes ahead, and the smell of the past is everywhere. by avrilsboy
Fandoms: The Passenger (Movie 2023)
14 Jun 2025
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It’s been almost twenty years since Benson Roche was sentenced to carry out four life sentences at G.H. Lemoine Correctional. Twenty-one since he had murdered his and Randy’s coworkers on a cool and bland January morning, since he had beaten Elliot Sheppard to death in the middle of Bill Snyder Elementary’s parking lot, had taken Miss Beard hostage only at Randy’s insistence he not kill her, had shot Marsha at the end of her shift at the Kutzburg Diner. Twenty-one years since he had forced Randy to drive around town with him for hours, laughing at him, maybe believing it was with him—driving around and never once trying to leave town, intent only on curing Randy of all that made him the most pathetic 21-year-old he had ever seen. Twenty-one years since he gave Randy the small white divot scars on either side of his shoulder that still twinge now and again in a flutter of permanently-confused nerves.
Twenty-one years since he became Randy’s captor. Twenty-one years since he became Randy’s only friend in the world, if only for a day. Since he had created the clean and even division of years in Randy’s life—Before Benson and anno Domini nostri Benson Roche.
In seven months, he'll be eligible for parole.
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10 Mar 2025
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The woman at the school’s reception desk flat out refused to give them anything about Miss Beard, her hands laid on the countertop as she shook her head sadly. Big, plump bottom lip jutting out in what Benson might have known to be real sympathy if he had ever been presented with the emotion in a sincere way. Which he hadn’t. At least, that’s what he imagined, anyway. When she had removed her palms from the counter, the ledger beneath them had become stuck to one, slick with a nervous sweat that she hid all too well in the calm, collected way she had informed the boy she simply couldn’t give that sort of information away.
The page was left greasy and she pointedly did not look at it.
“And Mr. Bradley, I really think you’re doing the right thing. Good for you.” She had said, like she was his fucking grandmother.
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They don't make it to Miss Beard's place. Mr Sheppard lies in a pool of his own blood and Benson & Randy drive on, and on, and on, and on, and on.
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- Part 1 of I am stuck in a dream
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two young savage things, barely worth remembering by helloitsbees
Fandoms: The Passenger (Movie 2023)
22 Mar 2025
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Benson works his hand over his own face, fingers shaking as they smooth his mustache down. “I– if you get in that car, it’s– we’ll have to keep running,” he says hoarsely. “They’re gonna keep looking for me.”
“For us.” Randy nods, his heart in his throat. He doesn’t think he’s ever felt the wind so keenly against his skin, doesn’t think the wet pavement has ever smelled so sweet, doesn’t think Benson’s eyes have ever been so blue. Everything feels electric, like the air before a thunderstorm. “I know. I don’t care. I don’t want to stay in this town any longer, anyway.”
“You mean it?”
“Yeah.” He’s never meant anything before, he thinks. He means this.
Benson starts to smile, then, wild and sharp. “Alright. Let’s get out of here.”
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Adam escapes the bathroom, but he's left with more anger than he started with. The healing process takes time, but if he can learn to forgive Lawrence, it might go a little faster. Too bad he doesn't want to.
Meanwhile, Mark has to deal with Peter. It's not an easy job in the slightest.
(a halfway canon compliant rewrite of otherwise major deaths in the franchise. also an exploration of anger, love, trauma, and forgiveness. with a healthy dash of early 00s vibes.)
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He wakes up to a blinding white room, just him and his partner, strapped to opposite corners like dogs waiting for the fight to break. The villain that put them here gives them a gun and one choice.
Which of you will die?
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The Price of Saw by helloitsbees
Fandom Saw (Movies), The Price of Salt - Patricia Highsmith
18 Dec 2025
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Amuse-Bouche by pleasuretoburn
Fandoms: House M.D., Hannibal (TV), Hannibal Lecter Tetralogy - Thomas Harris
14 Feb 2025
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The Doyle Internship at the Mayo Clinic is the brass ring that both students, House and Lecter, are clawing to claim. It's the type of opportunity that could set their already ascending careers on a meteoric trajectory. Yet, as their competition intensifies, House becomes increasingly fixated on Hannibal, not just as a rival, but as an enigma.
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Lawrence and Adam try to get back to their lives after escaping the bathroom, but realize that living without each other is the hardest thing they've ever had to do.
“Because I…I don’t know how to live anymore…that probably doesn’t make any fucking sense…”
"It does, Adam. I understand what you’re talking about...and it does make sense. It does to me.”
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all my Apprentice Adam AU fics in one place!
Amanda can't bring herself to put Adam out of his misery.
John makes him and offer that shouldn't sound so tempting.
Lawrence never stopped thinking about Adam.
Adam never stopped stalking Lawrence.
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Dr. Lawrence Gordon lives.
Adam leans back onto his pillow and closes his eyes, picturing the face he’d been staring at for hours in that bathroom. He’d been sure he was dead. Hell, Lawrence already looked like a fucking ghost before he’d even reached the gun. And once he’d crawled out that door, Adam couldn’t stop picturing Lawrence bleeding out in the hall, everything he’d sacrificed, all for nothing. It made him sick to his stomach.
But Lawrence lives, and now Adam can’t think of anything other than seeing him again.
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Adam and Lawrence try to get their lives on track after the bathroom.
I’m working on making this more chronological but for now it’s not being published in order.
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The bathroom should've killed Adam. Now he's forced into recovery at the state mental hospital for thirty days. But even with the trauma of a Jigsaw victim, he finds himself infatuated with his ex cellmate Lawrence Gordon. And with the overbearing weight of it all, he just hopes he can keep the heat in his chest out of the therapy sessions.
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feels like i've been ready for you to come home (for so long). by paleromantic
Fandoms: Saw (Movies)
18 Oct 2024
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“Lawrence?” Shifting fabric, like the man was rolling over. A stifled yawn. “It’s like… eight A.M, you okay?”
Lawrence blinked, and then turned his head to look at the clock on the wall. He hadn’t realised- he had already been awake for hours. “I’m leaving the city.”
He didn’t think he was imagining the alarm in Adam’s voice when he replied. “You- what? You’re leaving?”
“Took your advice- My parents’ old house, for a few weeks. It’s by the sea.”