itsok17



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Summary

    Be real, continues the traitor fucking brain. You still are his in every fucking way that counts.

    Words:
    351,709
    Works:
    132
    Bookmarks:
    206

    21 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    It's the Metros' season; Shane knows it. And no matter how many hits he takes, Shane's always been good at getting back on the ice.

    Letting Ilya Rozanov touch his bruised body when he comes off the ice doesn't change anything. It can't; Shane knows that, too.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    19,139
    Chapters:
    3/6
    Comments:
    274
    Kudos:
    925
    Bookmarks:
    308
    Hits:
    19,906

    01 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I’ve stumbled into paradise. I’m in heaven

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    He should just forget about Rozanov. Forget about Rozanov coming all over his own stomach as Shane watched, transfixed; forget about Rozanov’s hand curving possessively around Shane’s jaw to pull him in for a kiss. Forget about the dizzying, red-hot bolt of shame and anticipation and fear and arousal that had shot through him when Rozanov stroked two fingers down between his ass cheeks and pressed there—a question, an offer. A promise.

    (In which Shane responds to Ilya’s texts between 2011 and 2013.)
     



    “Stop saying dick pic,” Shane hissed. “This is harassment.” He glared at the bulge in his pants. “You are harassing me.”

    “I do not know what this word means.”

    “How fucking convenient for you.”

    “Aw, Hollander,” Rozanov said, but he sounded a little contrite. After a beat, he asked, “Do you want me to stop?”

    “Don’t you dare stop,” Shane said through clenched teeth, surreptitiously palming himself to take the edge off. It didn’t help.

    “So do you want my dick or not?” Rozanov asked after another beat.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,232
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    281
    Kudos:
    1,804
    Bookmarks:
    313
    Hits:
    11,998

    29 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane had agreed readily. Yes, he wanted. To be hunted by a stranger with twenty dogs and a knife on his belt. To see him again. To find the source of the squirming thing in his chest and bring it to light.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    42,542
    Chapters:
    14/?
    Comments:
    935
    Kudos:
    1,020
    Bookmarks:
    349
    Hits:
    27,643

    27 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    when shane gets the injury that would come to end his career, in the moment he’s just thankful he didn’t break his jaw.

    or: shane knew, in the abstract, that one day he would play his last professional nhl game. it never occurred to him that hockey would choose that day for him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    36,427
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    842
    Kudos:
    5,797
    Bookmarks:
    1,907
    Hits:
    78,694

    22 Jun 2026