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    The video opens with an air of domesticity and almost innocence to it that foreshadowed nothing of what would follow. A quick sweeping shot of a bedroom, lights low, before the camera settles on a man standing in front of a mirror. The atmosphere is intimate and cozy. Ilya Rozanov is just finishing pulling the jersey over his head, abs and a trail of hair disappearing under a sea of blue. He turns to look in the mirror. His black boxer briefs visible where the jersey ends. HOLLANDER spelled across the back with 24 in the center

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    Well it's yet another Hollanov getting outted Pre-Tuna melt fic because this one is haunting my brain.
    How will the boys handle it when a stupid video they decided to make gets posted at the start of the 2016 season? Before they've ever had a chance to establish what they want with each other. What will the consequences be in a era before Scott Hunter kissing on the ice and Ilya's still the captain in Boston.

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    23 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 65

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    It’s easy not to notice cancer, as a hockey player. Ilya is constantly sore from hits on the ice, takes six Advil every few days to deal with the joint pain. And sure, he used to only need two and a shot of something strong, but he figures that comes with getting older and the stress of missing Hollander, thinking about the rest of their lives stretched out between Montreal and Boston, never quite close enough to dream about something shaped like a future. Ten years was long enough. So he calls his agent to look into a team with more wiggle room in their salary cap–somewhere he can fall asleep next to Hollander more than five times a year, ideally– and books his flight to Ottawa. Two weeks at the cottage will never be long enough with Shane, he thinks, closing his laptop and grimacing at the pain flaring down his spine. But he takes a hot shower, nearly falls asleep against the bathroom tile, and he doesn’t even really notice it.

    Ilya Rozanov gets cancer and learns what it means to live. Set right after the HR show with major canon divergence from TLG

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    18 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 99

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    “You’re Ilya Rozanov, right?” Dimirty walks up to Ilya and holds out his hand with a smile. “Captain, yes?”
    Ilya nods, “Yes.” Did… did Dimitry not recognize him? Was he so old he was becoming like Grigori? A little spark of hope shoots through him. He could do this, he could survive this again. Four months, and then he’d be gone for good. And besides, he’s older now. He’s not a kid, he’s not Dimirty’s type anymore.

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    When LeClaire goes on paternity leave and the new guest coach is brought in, Ilya finds himself facing old traumas and gaining new ones. Ilya thought he’d been able to escape the man who assaulted him and leave his traumas behind for good. Instead, Ilya finds himself in the same predicament he did when he was just a kid in Russia. He thinks no one notices his suffering, but Cliff Marlow does, and so does Scott Hunter. Together, they do their best to protect Ilya from his old coach.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Ilya is a young man in America. Here he is in the off hours.

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    03 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 46

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    For as long as she can remember, people have looked at Svetlana Vetrova and only seen her in pieces. Her hair, her skin, her name, her accent. Fragmented sections, sometimes complementary but often contradictory. People embrace what they want, and ask her to tuck away the parts that don’t make sense to them. But Svetlana is not half or part anything, she is wholly and completely herself.

    This is a love story, of a sort.

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    03 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 22

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    In the shadow of the Kremlin, Svetlana Vetrova's life has never felt stable... Her stepmother resents her. Her mother's all the way in America. Her father loves her, sure, but he can be possessive and fickle. Yet, with all the inconsistencies, she's always had one constant -- Ilya. Balancing family, identity, and coming of age in the upper-crust of Moscow, Svetlana feels like she's drowning, and she knows he does, too. That's why they have each other.

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    OR coming of age vignettes of Svetlana and Ilya, from Moscow, to Boston, to Ottawa...

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    28 May 2026

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    Ilya was good at noticing things about people, and he was good at understanding them. Shane was not. That was okay. Shane had developed his own way of getting to know Ilya. It involved a lot of inane questions and, more importantly, no longer involved condoms.

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    28 May 2026

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    “How can Montreal be snowed in?” Ilya asks. “They are not ready for winter?”

    “It’s Montreal, man,” Marleau snickers, like that's an explanation.

    Jane- 9:44 a.m.- Look on the bright side. If you’re stuck another day, you can come back here.

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    After Ilya leaves Shane’s apartment for the first time, he knows he’s on thin ice and at risk of falling into more serious feelings. He’s ready to put distance back between them.

    A Montreal blizzard has other ideas.

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    25 May 2026

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    Tampa doesn’t happen, and Shane and Rose get engaged. Two months later, the Hollander-Rozanov sex tape hits Twitter.

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    23 May 2026

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    The room moves around him, nurses in and out to check on his progress and remove his IV. A new doctor comes in with discharge papers, instructions about PT that Hollander studiously writes down. Ilya lets himself be moved and nods when it seems appropriate. But he hears none of it. The blood rushes through his ears and one word echoes in his chest over and over again. Husband.

    In 2025, Ilya suffers a hit on the ice and wakes up in the hospital. Shane Hollander is there, holding his hand. But the last thing Ilya remembers is a tuna melt (aaaaaaand Rose Landry).

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    17 May 2026

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    When allegations against a youth coach begin circulating online, most of the league treats it like a joke.

    Ilya Rozanov laughs along with everyone else. Nothing bad happened to him, at least that’s what he's always believed.

     
    Or, a look into Ilya Rozanov’s childhood and how it shaped him.

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    11 May 2026

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    This was supposed to be his and Shane’s year. Their first real season as a fully realized duo on the Ottawa Centaurs. The team no one believed in, the one they were determined to bring all the way to a Stanley Cup. But nothing could shake Ilya harder than learning he has a teenage son in Russia...one he never even knew existed. Suddenly their golden season becomes a rescue mission, and he and Shane are forced to face the one thing they thought they had years to prepare for…being parents.

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    A direct sequel to "The Long Game," where Ilya is suddenly the Papa of a thirteen-year-old boy with trust issues and Shane is along for the ride.

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    10 May 2026

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    LeClaire’s hand is still on his shoulder, and Ilya knows that it doesn’t look like anything. A coach speaking to one of his players. LeClaire’s heat seeps through his suit jacket, and his breath is a warm, damp wash of air against Ilya’s ear.

    “They’ve finished up with the awards,” he murmurs. “You look like you’re ready to get out of here.”

    Ilya nods tightly and sets his drink down on the table.

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    Gregori Rozanov was bad in many ways, but Coach LeClaire might have him beat.

    Shane Hollander has something to say about that. It turns out a lot of people do.

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    07 May 2026

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    The first sound Ilya hears is a thin, discordant symphony of beeps and whirs. Something vibrating. 

    The next thing he hears is…wet. A sort of shaking, gargling sound, that feels like the ugliest crying he’s ever heard. And through it, Shane’s voice. 

    “I’m with him now, mom. He’s— he’s not fine. He’s not. I know—”

    Ilya wants to ask who's not fine, but he can’t feel his own body, his mouth, enough to ask.

    “Yeah,” Shane is saying, only slightly calmer. “I know. He wasn’t breathing—"

    Ilya knows there's a link, between the clinical musicality of medical settings, Shane’s audible, awful distress, and his own physical incapacity. It’s just, it’s so tenuous, and the air around him is so thick, so heavy. It would be easy, to sleep, a little. 

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    Footage of the last game between Ottawa and Montreal is everywhere; it’s breached containment from the sports world, and now it seems like everyone is baying for Montreal’s blood. Except, Ilya is oblivious. Not exactly blissfully so, but as the fight for accountability within the league rages on without him, Ilya just wants someone, anyone, to tell him what happened.

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    03 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 24

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    Dean didn’t talk about his pain, not even when his migraines got so bad that he collapses on a hunt with John.
    Sam is at college and won’t answer his calls, and so his older brother has little other choice but to continue living as though he doesn’t exist.
    But what if Dean’s time was running out?
    What if Sam didn’t get the chance to make up for running away and blocking his brother out for all those years?

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    2,258

    29 Apr 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 11

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    This is a story about family. It is about the worst of betrayals and the best of intentions, the comfort of lies and the ruthlessness of truths; it is about fathers and cults, gods and monsters, love and violence, the ordinary and the horrifying, the unspeakable things that happen in the synapses where they meet. It's about what should never be, but is anyway; what could have been, but never will; and what happens when the blood you share, and choose, defines you entirely.

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    3/7
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    05 Apr 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 10

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    Sam has these nightmares. And sometimes they come true. What if Dean never showed up on Sam's doorstep, because Sam went looking for him first?

    In which Sam has a vision of Dean getting killed and decides to leave Stanford behind to save him.

    Not abandoned, but on hiatus.

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    5/?
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    02 Apr 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 19

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    Preseries/Early S2. For Sam, it’s nearly impossible to look back on his relationship with his father without seeing Dean between them. Whether as a topic of conversation, to deflect from an argument, or physically planted within arm’s reach of them both.

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    Comments:
    5
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    12 Mar 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 24

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    John sends Dean on solo hunts while Sam's at Stanford, this we know. What if one went horribly, horribly wrong and Dean didn't make it? Sam inherits the Impala, and all of Dean's belongings, including his ghost, who's slowly figuring out how to do ghostly things like move things around to help Sam out and keep him safe. Now the world is short one righteous man to break in hell, and one Michael sword and Sam has to keep his dad from hunting his brother.

    I saw a way old tumblr post that said: 'au where dean died hunting by himself and sam inherits the impala except it's the anchor to dean's ghost and sam can't make himself burn the thing down so he's stuck with his jerk ghost of a brother'

    So thank you tumblr user scrapedknees for this

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    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
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    08 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 77

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    Dean can’t risk Alastair finding him. He needs to get as far away from Kansas City as possible. He hasn’t spoken to his family in seven years, doesn’t have any close friends, and feels empty inside in a way he never thought he would. He has nowhere to go, but anywhere is better than Kansas City.

    Dean isn’t expecting to end up in Pontiac, Illinois. And he especially isn’t expecting the grade ten World History teacher that he’s been substituting for for the past eight weeks to call him ‘unorganised’ and ‘infuriating.’

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    Chapters:
    31/31
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    223
    Kudos:
    332
    Bookmarks:
    77
    Hits:
    8,047

    07 Feb 2026

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