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    “Shane…”
    “Please. Please, please.”
    He’s begging now. Begging Ilya to take him back. To forget everything that happened in Tampa. It would be hard, but he would do it. He would do anything to keep Ilya.
    “I’ll do anything,” he tells him. “I’ll do anything you want, just please don’t… Please don’t do this. I mean it - I can pretend I don’t feel anything. Please, just… just take me back. Let me come back to you, I’ll be so good for you. Please. ”
    Ilya doesn’t answer. He’s so quiet on the other end of the phone, that Shane has to check his screen if the call is still going. It is.
    “Ilya?” he whispers.
    “Shane,” Ilya whispers back. “Please hang up the phone.”

     

    - or, shane's accident never happens and ilya follows through with his promise to break things off with shane, only to regret it immediately, especially when shane calls him drunk and upset

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Now, for the first time in years, he found himself praying. Not caring who listened. Not caring if anyone listened.
    Take anything.
    Take the game.
    Take my career.
    Take whatever you want.

    Just let him wake up.
    Because Shane couldn't be gone.
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    Cliff Marlow isn't the one who sends Shane Hollander to the hospital.
    Ilya Rozanov is.
    And when the worst thing Ilya can imagine happens, keeping their relationship a secret becomes impossible.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a straight man. So what if he can't get hard every time he tries to have sex with a woman? So what if he drinks himself silly just so he has an excuse to sneak into his captains bedroom?

    He was straight.

    Right?

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    Shane Hollander is convinced he's straight, Ilya Rozanov convinces him otherwise.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    On a flight to a hockey tournament, the plane goes down.
    Now the Montreal Metros and the Ottowa Centaurs are stuck together in a snowed-in hotel.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    When Rozanov goes down on the ice, the world grinds to a halt. What follows is a blur of sirens, hospital lights, confessions and the news that no one was prepared for. Some things can be saved. Others can't.

    enjoy my short playlist for this fic here! <3 https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4MdMQ9ilWjbeSgbCkFDkgY?si=rKjKX4xNS-KR8UgKLJqPYg

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    12 Jun 2026