heartofash



Recent works

Recent series

  1. Summary

    Works based off the Whumptober 2023 prompts.

    Words:
    16,168
    Works:
    7
    Bookmarks:
    3

Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane’s heart skipped as he watched Ilya’s eyes squeeze shut, a groan leaving his mouth. Not the deep breathy groan Shane was used to hearing; the one that sent a familiar heat curling low in his gut, that made him absurdly proud of how easily he could undo Ilya Rozanov.

    No, it was a bit higher, more strained.

    “Hey, what’s wrong?” He quickly pushed himself more upright, hands hovering but hesitating to touch Ilya’s still frozen form.

    or
    Ilya has chronic pain.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    24,492
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    186
    Kudos:
    1,559
    Bookmarks:
    402
    Hits:
    41,734

    26 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 19

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane is thirteen when he meets Ilya, but he kind of feels like he’s been connected to him his whole life.

    Or, Yuna Hollander and Irina Rozanova met in Paris almost two decades ago and stayed friends. When Irina needs an escape, she asks Yuna if she and her son can come for a visit.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,550
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    63
    Bookmarks:
    19
    Hits:
    726

    05 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 38

    Tags
    Summary

    He’s still drunk—that much is clear when he smiles crookedly at Eddie, watching him from beneath his lashes.

    Eddie turns his face up from his phone and the neon lights paint his face in greens and blues, those dark eyes of his catching reflections in a way that makes them look almost ethereal. 

    Buck wants to— he wants to—

    His fingers tense against the brick at his back.

    Oh, it doesn’t matter.

    None of it really matters, because Eddie smiles at him. It dimples his cheeks and turns his eyes into half-moons. Buck’s own mouth lifts in a helpless mirror of it, joy blooming in his chest.

    Eddie closes the distance between them in a few casual strides, one hand hooked in his pocket and the other holding his phone to track their Uber. He stops just short of Buck’s feet. It’s not close enough, but at least Buck can feel the heat of him now.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    19,630
    Chapters:
    3/8
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    105
    Bookmarks:
    38
    Hits:
    2,368

    01 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 82

    Tags
    Summary

    Yuliya Alexeyevna Rozanova arrived in Ottawa in the middle of July at three PM Canadian time.

    She had a single carry-on with some clothes from Russia, one of two surviving pictures of her grandmother, and a stuffed animal that had been with her since infancy.

     

    ;

     

    or: ilya's niece is disinherited and sent away to live in canada

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    19,066
    Chapters:
    5/23
    Comments:
    114
    Kudos:
    337
    Bookmarks:
    82
    Hits:
    7,680

    25 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    At twelve, Ilya Rozanov is sent to Canada to be trained by the best of the best.

    Shane Hollander is immediately mesmerized by the small boy with golden curls and broken English standing on his front doorstep.

    The friendship that develops between them blossoms into something more, until one day Ilya suddenly leaves without warning.

    They meet again in 2008 as strangers.

    A lot of things have changed.

    OR
    Childhood AU about two boys too frightened to fall in love, but they do it nonetheless.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    41,045
    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
    346
    Kudos:
    2,311
    Bookmarks:
    833
    Hits:
    55,464

    23 May 2026