greymcknot
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a decision to stop needing things softer than they are by greymcknot
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Jun 2026
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The room moves around him, nurses in and out to check on his progress and remove his IV. A new doctor comes in with discharge papers, instructions about PT that Hollander studiously writes down. Ilya lets himself be moved and nods when it seems appropriate. But he hears none of it. The blood rushes through his ears and one word echoes in his chest over and over again. Husband.
In 2025, Ilya suffers a hit on the ice and wakes up in the hospital. Shane Hollander is there, holding his hand. But the last thing Ilya remembers is a tuna melt (aaaaaaand Rose Landry).
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Divided by lovers and families and continents, Svetlana finds herself wanting roots for the first time in her life. Everyone is leaving her behind and Sveta can't keep still. When Shane offers her a lifeline, she jumps on a plane determined to start anew, to find a new home. She meets Rose Landry.
Series title comes from "Nauseous" by Conan Gray.
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Rose Landry has never had an orgasm. It's just never happened for her: a fact of life, trivia about her body she leaves off the casting sheet. After her break-up with another (gay) co-star, she goes along with Svetlana's suggestion to hook up with Boston forward Cliff Marleau. And suddenly, her body is open to possibilities. Told over a series of Hollanov holidays and family gatherings, Rose and Cliff tumble in and out of each other's beds and hearts. Is it casual now?
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A silly little one-shot because I couldn't get a bloody Hollanov hook up out of my mind. Set at the All-Stars game in Tampa 2017, in an AU where Rose hasn't broken up with Shane yet, Alexei has flown to Florida to confront Ilya about not answering his calls, and Hollanov haven't laid eyes on each other in person since the club. There's fun hockey with a lot of innuendo! Then when Shane sees how Alexei treats Ilya, he goes feral. Yes, Shane walks Ilya like a dog but never forget that this kitten's got teeth, too.
OR: Shane beats up Alexei and it's hot.
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A moment passed in silence, their last words hanging in the air between them. Neither of them moved, but to Ella, the space between them seemed to be shrinking. Like the earth was removing parts of itself to pull them closer to each other, dimensions of space and time reverberating to nothingness until these two people could almost touch.
Ella Lopez has always felt different, but it isn't until she finds herself attracted to someone new that she starts to ask questions about what that difference means. As she begins to uncover the celestial mysteries that seem to entangle her life, she and the archangel Michael grow closer. While heavenly plots, miracles, and meddling friends threaten their growing romance, Michael and Ella must both confront the darkness that lies inside them. Character development, yearning, angst, and slow-burn romance ensue. Chloe's miracle status and Ella's relationship with Azrael will matter to the plot.
“This horror will grow mild, this darkness light.”
― John Milton, Paradise Lost
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In late 2014, celebrity photos start dropping. Ilya deletes his texts, his photos, a video he should never have taken. It isn't soon enough.
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19 Jun 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
one of my favorite marriage-of-convenience hollanov plots.
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I'm Reading Your Lips (You're Speaking My Language) by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”
“Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.
“No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”
“Go fuck yourself.”
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Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.
And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?
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- Part 1 of Competition is Better With a Friend
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14 Jun 2026
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Shane speaks Russian and Hollanov are public friends. The coming-out scene of my hopes and dreams, Hollanders the people you are.
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thaw by diazette
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 Nov 2025
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Ten minutes passed, and Ilya, who normally could drift off easily, only felt more and more wired. He definitely didn't want sex while the other person was feeling bad. The thought made him nauseous. But he found himself still yearning for the release that came with being with Hollander. If not the physical release, the emotional and mental one. Behind his eyelids, all he could see were those damn freckles.
Ilya gnawed on his lip and decided to toe a line they haven't crossed yet. Ironically, this was one that usually came way before every other line they've already crossed. He picked back up his phone.
Lily: You are sleeping for a few hours in the hotel.
Jane: Yeah? And?
Lily: Does it matter if you are sleeping in your room, or in mine?
---or; shane and ilya sleep together, literally; ilya pines, and pines, and pines.
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14 Jun 2026
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Closer to where you are (is where I must be) by sistercacao
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jun 2026
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“Ilya, what are we gonna do?” Shane says.
Ilya finishes whatever he has been doing on his phone, and tosses it gently to the bed beside him. He crosses the room to Shane, stands in front of him, squeezes into his shoulders with his big hands, rubbing them like he means to warm them up.
“Looks like we will have a little vacation,” he says, with a big obnoxious grin.
Boston and Montreal are sent to Paris to play against each other in an exhibition series in January 2017. Ilya and Shane decide to stay in Paris for one more night. Just one more night, so they can talk. Maybe finally understand each other.
They aren't expecting a volcano to erupt in Iceland and close all the airspace in Europe, leaving them stranded there. Together.
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12 Jun 2026
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The happiness this fic gives me cannot be contained within a bookmark note, alas.
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“Hollander. Relax. So you lost one game,” Ilya said. “Big deal. Win next time.”
“It is a big deal,” Shane said. His hands were clenched tightly into fists. “It’s not just the game. You know I can’t afford to fuck up like this, not this close to playoffs. It’s a pretty big deal. Fuck. And it’s my fault. I wasn’t focused. I can play better than that, and I just… didn’t.”
“Okay, your fault, so what?” Ilya shrugged. “You think you should be punished for this?”Series
- Part 2 of missing scenes