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    The first thing that people notice when they look at Ilya is the way that the word disappointment carves itself in jagged, angry letters along his jawline. This is not the worst mark he bears—it’s just the most visible.

    (In which the most hurtful things your soulmate has thought about themself appear as words cut into your body. Shane and Ilya find reasons to love each other anyway.)

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    20 Jun 2026

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    02 Jun 2026

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    thatdayisjustnogood social media aus

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    29 May 2026

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    He’s just about ready to doze off—his ritualistic pre-dinner, thirty-minute nap—when, suddenly, Ilya says, “Huh. Interesting.”

    Shane cracks one eye open. “Hmm?”

    “Oh, nothing, малыш,” he replies, though his brows are furrowed when he says it. Shane’s even more curious now.

    “No, really, what is it?”

    Ilya must lose some internal debate; a deep sigh leaves his body before, wordlessly, he turns his phone to Shane.

    The bright light makes him squint, still not used to Ilya and his affinity for both using the light-mode feature and turning the brightness in his phone to a maximum. He forgoes scolding him when, after his eyes have adjusted, he reads: Metros acquires Fil-Canadian Rivera; second Asian player in franchise history after Hollander.

    At first he thinks, oh, that’s my name. Shane hasn’t seen his name mentioned remotely near the words ‘Montreal Metros’ ever since he transferred to Ottawa three years ago. Then, and this is when it finally dawns on him, Shane thinks: second?

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    15 May 2026

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    The first thing you should know about time loops is that they’re really fucking hard to break. The second thing is that you can never break one in such a way that it is incapable of returning.

    The third thing you should know is that everyone around you has probably been stuck in a time loop at one point or another, and they made it out alive. This is only comforting if you’re a numbers guy, or if you’re the kind of guy who talks to others about how it feels to live the same day over and over and over and over and over and over again.

    Shame if you’re not; the most important thing you should know about breaking a time loop is that it helps to tell someone you’re trapped in one in the first place.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Literally the Communist Manifesto

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    07 Apr 2026

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    As soon as Ilya realizes that he has to kill himself, his brain immediately latches onto one indisputable fact: someone is going to have to find his body. There is no way around that, but not even the premature guilt for whoever has the unpleasant task is enough to talk him out of it, anymore.

    If he hadn’t ghosted Galina, she’d probably tell him that he cares so much about it because of his own experience finding his mother. She’d also probably tell him that the fact that losing Shane Hollander is enough to make him kill himself means that he’s got a long, nonoptional date with a padded room clogging up his calendar for the foreseeable future. She already has a lot of fucking opinions about Shane and their fucked up situation, and Ilya really is fucking sick of hearing about it because he will not let her ruin the one good fucking thing he has.

    Had.

    (or: there is no plane crash. there is still a catastrophe.)

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    30 Mar 2026

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    Nick and Charlie are in their early 30s, already married, and focused on raising their family these days. Join the Nelson-Spring family for a lot of fluff, a little drama, and the occasional smut.

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    28 Aug 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 34

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    “Imogen please...” and she can’t finish. She never could with her. Something about those stupid beautiful eyes stops the words, an icy block that chokes them all back down. But maybe it’s different this time. Maybe it’s not. But it feels different. She still wants soft hazelnut hair between her fingers, still wants rose tinted lips to say her name like something pure. Something worthy. Still wants to stand forehead to forehead and breathe with her until their lungs work in sync. She still wants to kiss her. But maybe it’s different this time. Because it feels different. It feels like if she did, Imogen would kiss her back.

    Or, comphet Imogen and tired Sahar girlfailure their way through a homoerotic female friendship.

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    25 Feb 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 39

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    “If you’re seeking a god,” Charlie used to pant, “I’ll give you an altar.” Dear Christ, Mother Mary, he’d hope they wouldn’t be discovered.

    “You will, hmm?”

    “Upon which you can worship-” Charlie would stutter out, “me, your grace.”

    It's 1790, and Charlie and his partner are living in Italy, madly in love. Charlie's an immortal vampire and his partner isn't, so he passed away after a long life.

    It's January 2024. Charlie's living in England, and through a strange coincidence, he stumbles across a very... familiar restaurant server.

    It's his partner, reincarnated. Meet Nick.

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    10 Oct 2024

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    Why did hearing a pretty voice coming out of an even prettier man have to turn Will’s brain completely to mush?

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    29 Jun 2024

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    “My dear brother,” Kayla begins, “my lovely, kind-hearted, smiley, morning person brother, is neurotic.”

    Nico waits. This is, apparently, the end of her sentence, as she does not continue.

    “I am aware,” he says slowly. “I have been present during every rant about Hollywood inaccuracies about medical sciences.”

    She nods sagely. “This is true. You have. You are, however, by virtue of his cripplingly low self esteem and fervent belief that his mere existence is a Literal Actual Curse, spared from much of his most…colourful…contingencies.”

    “Contingencies,” Nico repeats.

    Kayla nods again.

    “Yes. You see, dear future brother-in-law —”

    “Cease,” Nico snaps, reddening.

    “— our lovely William, also known as your Special Guy, according to Nico With Severe Blood Loss.” continues Kayla, not ceasing, “is under the impression that you, like all people, have a Limit.”
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    OR: A pursuit of love, limits, and Relationship Investment.

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    05 Jun 2024

  13. Public Bookmark 56

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    For once, Will feels like he can actually enjoy this summer. After all, there's no wars, no one is dying, and he has a boyfriend. An Actual Boyfriend.

    That's all, right?

    Post-Blood of Olympus. Canon Divergence.

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    28 May 2024

  14. Public Bookmark 47

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    It's like, as if like somebody was gripping my-

     

    “You’re not sick,” Nico murmurs, pressing the back of his hand to Will’s forehead. Will mutters something about bliss, leaning into Nico’s hand; he smiles again, but it is strained, and at odds with the glassy look in his eyes. The sharp, rapid breaths.

     

    -throat and squeezing, and I feel like-

     

    “Just don’t — feel good.”

     

    -I'm being choked, and I can't breathe, and I shake, and-

     

    “You’re having a panic attack, Will."

     

    -I convulse, and sometimes-

     

    Will shrugs. He gags again, but clamps his mouth shut before it goes anywhere, breathing deeply and carefully through clenched teeth, squeezing his eyes shut. His heart pounds faster, and the rapid movement of his chest grows shallow, but he manages to choke back his bile, swallow down whatever nausea is plaguing him.

     

    -when I'm trying to sleep, and-

     

    “I’m — fine.” His laboured breathing is the loudest sound in the cabin. In the camp. “I’m handling it.”

     

    -I have these, these waking, uh, dreams..."

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    27 May 2024

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    In these moments, Nico understands the appeal of statues. He believes Will should be carved from marble, every dimple, every freckle, every muscle, preserved for years. Will deserves to be remembered for generations to come, gazed upon the way Nico gazes upon him. With awe and admiration, no other emotion would do him justice.

    Back in the day, Will would’ve been a god. People would’ve worshiped him, thrown offerings to him, prayed to him. They would’ve known him, his name, his accomplishments, his duties.

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    14 May 2024

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    09 May 2024

  17. Public Bookmark 23

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    In an attempt to impress his crush, Will Solace, Nico has decided to spend more time with the rest of Cabin 7. Will's little sister Gracie is first to latch onto Nico, claiming him as her 'best girly-pops.'
    He is appalled, but also intrigued. After being forced into that awful Princess Aurora costume, however, he is pretty much just appalled.

    Will, under the impression that he and Nico are already together, is just happy to be there.

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    "Cute dress, man."

    "Shut your trap, Jackson." Nico hissed, humiliated at being caught by Percy, of all people, in this costume.

    "What? It's totally a compliment." He teased.

    "I will beat you up until you are a very deformed little ball, and then roast you over the campfire like a rotisserie chicken." Nico threatened, looking altogether very unthreatening in his princess Aurora get up.

    Percy pursed his lips together to hold back a laugh. "Whatever you say, Princess."

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    06 May 2024

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    He can think of only one thing to say, one thing that would take away all this hurt, that would send Will away, one thing that Will has been inevitably yearning to do. Just like everybody else.

    Quietly, he says, “Then leave.”

    Will makes a wounded sound and releases Nico’s collar as if he’s suddenly revolted by the idea of touching him. Tears finally drip down from Will’s eyes in rivulets, like clear rivers breaking apart from hard ice. He shoves Nico so hard he hits the bedpost, falling onto the mattress.

    “Fuck you,” Will says, trembling. Then he leaves.

    Or, after a bad fight with Will, Nico heads to the Underworld to find comfort. It's a good thing he has an amazing family.

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    21 Apr 2024

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    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    16 Apr 2024

  20. Public Bookmark 47

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    “Are we on a quest?” Will asks, five minutes out on the road.

    “Eight year olds don’t go on quests.”

    “Diomedes was ten when he fought the Trojan war.”

    “Are you Diomedes?”

    “No.”

    “Are you ten?”

    “No.”

    “Then no quests for you.”

    “Aw.”

    “Your quest can be being quiet for twenty minutes,” Michael grumbles, making a face when Will sticks his tongue out at him.
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    OR: Lee sneaks his brothers out of camp, mid-December, for a very important errand.

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    10 Apr 2024

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