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    This is going to hurt, Shane knows that, but really, it’s his own damn fault. He has been behaving foolishly for years now and has gotten himself wrapped up in something he can’t realistically have. He knows the fans would be outraged and surely feel betrayed by him steadily lying to them this whole time. No one in his profession would accept him for who he is, let alone what he’s been doing and with who. If he kept going and it got out there was a good chance he would lose everything important to him and be left with nothing and completely heart broken. That’s why tonight is the night he’s going to break things off with Ilya Rozanov.

    Or the one where Shane tries to break things off with Ilya but they end up making love instead

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Shane joins Ilya on a quick trip to Moscow, which soon transforms into a nightmare. Ilya is arrested and targeted so harshly that he's not sure Russia will let him go this time.
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    Shane witnesses Ilya's family.
    Alexei and Ilya's relationship is explored.
    Yuna flies to Russia.
    Lots of Svetlana.
    Healing journey fluff afterwards.

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    Chapters:
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    18 Jun 2026

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    Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet.

    Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth.

    Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up.

    Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite
    now a multi-chapter saga bc i couldn't help myself

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    17 Jun 2026

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    hollyadmirals24: Male seeking help improving at oral sex. Clean, ready to learn and willing to host. M only. Strictly platonic. Message for details.
     

    or: shane and ilya are hockey players for the mcgill marauders. after a disastrous night with rose, shane puts a drunken ad on craigslist asking for help with oral sex. his teammate, ilya, replies.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is Harbor High’s quiet hockey star: brilliant, disciplined, closeted, destined for the NHL, admired from distance but never understood. When his mother Yuna brings home Ilya Rozanov, a sharp-tongued Russian teen with nowhere left to go, Shane’s carefully controlled life begins to unravel. Ilya is carrying grief, secrets, and a past everyone is eager to judge. He is also annoying and now he's living in Shane's family's poolhouse. Shane can't stop looking at him.

    Thrown together by circumstance, school, and (bad) parental choices, Shane and Ilya become impossible for each other to ignore. In a sunny world full of beach-house parties, polished lies, rich-kid cruelty, and hidden longing, their tangled up lives turns into something more dangerously exhilarating: love.

    Or: Heated Rivalry, but make it The OC.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    In a world where homophobia and queer fear doesn't exist, in a world where love can happen out in the open for anyone and everyone, Shane Hollander is still stubbornly single. As the Captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, he insists he's too focused on hockey and his career for a relationship, when in reality, old fears of being seen as "the hockey weirdo" keep him from unmasking.

    That is, until Ilya Rozanov enters his life. The newly single Captain of the Ottawa Centaurs, after a decade-long relationship ends amicably, is now interested in the one man who won't give him the time of day.

    So when Shane, while on National Television, tells Ilya he'll have to "impress him" to earn that first date, Ilya takes it as the greatest challenge of his life. What follows is a whirlwind of grand romantic gestures, public flirting, chirping (flirting) on the ice, social media ploys and and ever escalating spectacle. All while the NHL, their friends, their family, their teams, and fans across the continent watch, cheer, and place bets on when Shane will finally say yes.

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    Chapters:
    8/8
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    09 Jun 2026

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    After insulting a suspiciously vindictive fortune teller at a street fair, Ilya Rozanov wakes up cursed with the ability to hear people’s thoughts through touch.

    Which becomes a serious problem when he discovers his coworker Shane Hollander, who supposedly can’t stand him, is apparently thinking about him in extremely inappropriate ways constantly.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Ilya was standing in the tunnel to his right; he was quiet now, eyes glued to one place. Shane looked over, watching as Marleau wrapped his arms around Rozanov from behind. Watched the way Ilya’s body slowly lowered to the ground as a guttural cry tore out of his mouth.

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    You're really going to have to trust me on this one.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    In the center of a cruel world of rigid norms, they are two soulmates, two bodies, better halves who are meant for each other in every definition of the word. Only problem? They are meant to contradict each other as rivals, yet, there they are, fitting in more ways than one.
    This is a story through HR, TLG and Post TLG in an alternative timeline. A soulmate and D/S AU, an experiment of 'What if they were soulmates marked with their first words to each other?In a D/S world where we have dominant!Ilya and submissive!Shane?"
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    How the fuck am I supposed to let anyone else touch my body when it is actively spasming every day I spend far from you?You are in my every waking thought, in every dream so much so that I can almost feel my soul aching for you.
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    “Ilya is my soulmate.” Ilya watched the amusement recede from their face.He reached, placing his hand on Shane’s nape, his thumb stroking his artery soothingly, encouraging him to continue –silently screaming that no matter what happened, Ilya would be there to take care of it.
    Shane exhaled loudly as if to prevent himself from passing out before his next words caused his demise. “And we are in a dynamic.”
    All heaven and hell broke loose.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    I want to wake up to you tomorrow. If you don’t want that, that’s okay, but give me my agency, Ilya. Believe me when I say I want you or let me try to pick up the pieces without you.

    Five months ago, Ilya walked out of Shane’s life and their marriage. Shane has been trying to pick up the pieces. A late night phone call could either unravel everything or be the start of a new beginning.

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    Chapters:
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    02 Jun 2026

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    Shane: Hi. This is Shane Hollander.
    Lily: ???
    Shane: From the bar? You left me your number.
    Shane: This is Lily right?
    Lily: Sure.
    Lily: Hello Shane.
    Shane: Hi.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Cliff: who handles yours? Mines handled by my team

    Cliff: my manager says its good tactic or some shit

    Ilya: oh so your team interacts with the account?

    Ilya: they know like inside bs?

    Cliff: insider, yeah yeah, kind off, they say its good publicity

    Cliff: and you can control what goes out or what not

    Ilya: oooo smart

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    Hm. Insider.

    To be clear. If he did this, its not like the account will be the front runner or anything. Let alone get insider bullshit but still. It'll probably help with his english right, it'll also make him updated on the rival's captain.

    It just make sense. And who knows it'll also help him know Hollander's strategy, see. It make sense. Thats all.

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    What if Rozanov was too enamored by Hollander after what happened in the hotel gym. Couldn't get enough of him that he made an update account to have a reason to watch his every move.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    “You want to talk to people about me?” Shane asked quietly.

    There was something small and confused in the question. But Ilya was still furious and raw.

    “Well I would,” he sneered, “if there was anything about you that was fucking interesting to talk about! It would be nice to not be so fucking bored and miserable!”

    The second the words left his mouth, he watched the pain roll across Shane's features like a thousand fractures shattering through glass.

    Ilya had seen Shane nearly break ribs. He had seen him miss game-winning shots, take hits that left bruises blooming purple and black across his skin. He had never seen this.

    Shane closed his eyes for a long moment. He shook his head slightly, a tiny movement, then nodded once as if agreeing with something only he could hear. His face twisted briefly with a fresh wave of pain before he forced it to still.

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    What if Shane and Ilya don't make up so easily after the Boxing Day fight? The Centaur's plane never malfunctions, so Shane never proposes. Instead, Ilya gives him an ultimatum on coming out and going public. It backfires spectacularly.

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    Chapters:
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    01 Jun 2026

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    It’s just sex between rivals until Ilya kisses Shane’s forehead and Shane reacts like it’s a declaration of war. Trying to act normal becomes impossible when Ilya flirts with another girl and Shane gets possessive fast. Cliff and Hayden finding out should have been the only following disaster, but between growing rumors about Hayden and Cliff dating, a blackmail recording that could destroy both their careers, and feelings they can no longer pretend away, Shane and Ilya are running out of ways to convince themselves this is only about sex.

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    Chapters:
    17/17
    Comments:
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    24,985

    01 Jun 2026

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    Basically: Ilya gets concussed and the hospital calls Shane (who didn’t know that Ilya had put him down as his emergency contact) and who immediately races to Boston.

    (This is set during the hockey season after the last episode. They have come out to Shane’s parents and are ‘officially’ boyfriends, but Shane still plays for the Metros and Ilya still plays for Boston.)

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    2/2
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    74
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    3,135
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    421
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    30,377

    01 Jun 2026

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    With thousands of adoring fans screaming out onto the ice, Rozanov knows he can’t lash out at any player who body checks Hollander (except himself, duh) without raising suspicion.

    But when Shane gets attacked walking out of Ilya’s apartment complex, all bets are off.

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    53,571

    31 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov never hooked up at the CCM commercial.

    Now it's 2017. Yuna Hollander is concerned that Shane doesn't have many friends, so she signs him up on a buddy network website.
    Shane gets paired with someone else looking for a 'buddy', not knowing that it's his on-ice rival, Ilya Rozanov.

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    Chapters:
    9/9
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    1,559
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    12,030
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    2,570
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    201,056

    28 May 2026

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    Ilya hurts Shane.

    It’s an accident, of course, but his mind goes to the only place it knows how afterwards: He deserves to hurt too.

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    2/2
    Comments:
    197
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    4,295
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    1,011
    Hits:
    42,574

    28 May 2026

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    The plane carrying the Voyageurs home from Houston crashes just after take-off.

    Shane is on board.

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    17/17
    Comments:
    2,154
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    8,146
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    2,740
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    181,939

    28 May 2026

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    It had been a very weird day, but Shane wasn’t going to jerk off about it a second time.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    612
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    4,127
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    34,342

    28 May 2026

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