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    Ilya Rozanov, celebrated hockey star, gets perilously lost in the wilderness.

    Shane Hollander, wilderness expert and #1 Rozanov hater, finds him.

    They're stuck in the woods. Completely alone. Together.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Chapters 1-6 just 10/10, no notes! Ilya gets high and gets himself lost in the woods, then falls out of a tree trying to see better. Along comes bitter Shane who got injured and had to quit hockey... he has convinced himself he hates Ilya, but of course it's jealousy and now- DESIRE. Ilya shoots his shot as subtly as possible but thanks to the tism, Shane misses it. Ilya crashes out and says what he wants. They go the oral route then BOFFUM act stupid cause of course they do. Shane says he doesn't like him which of course hurts Ilya's feelings DESPITE the fact that he started it. lol Shane builds him a chair and blames it on being a Metros fan. LOLOLOL Shane was forced to literally throw himself on Ilya to get him to stop the interrogation.
    Ch 7 just sexy time and washing off in the creek. Shane has condoms but they'll need to get creative for lubricant in the next ch... Ilya is still suspicious of Shane's confession of not liking him
    Ch 8 aloe vera gel saved the day. Ilya learns about navigation, they have sex, then Shane impetuously asks about his draft day. Ilya tries to avoid the topic of hockey cause it clearly pisses shane off, but he still got pissed, Ilya told him about russia and the fam and now Shane feels bad!
    Ch 9 they argue over Champ then she gets lost. They find her and Shane apologizes

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    "Hi, solnyshko.”
    The Russian pet name set a firework off inside Shane's mind as he heard it cooed from behind him. The intonation was just as he remembered, but the voice was much deeper.

    He turned and felt himself short circuit. It took every ounce of willpower to not let his jaw drop cartoonishly to the floor. Shane would recognize his individual features anywhere, even after 5 years. But it was as if someone had snapped their fingers and the smug, silly Russian boy who had been attached to Shane's hip for 3 summers was transformed into some sort of fucking Adonis right before his eyes.

    “Ilya-” was all Shane managed before strong arms were wrapped around his waist and lifting him off the ground in a greeting all too familiar from years ago.

     

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    When Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov spent their summers as teens in an elite hockey camp, they quickly became inseparable friends. But they lose touch when Shane moves on as a prospect for the NHL and Ilya for the KHL.

    Years later, Montreal makes a bold move to take the hottest player in the KHL. After hearing of the Russian's reputation, the Montreal Captain is tasked with keeping his old best friend and new teammate out of trouble.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    This summer would be Shane Hollander’s first year as head lifeguard. The Joint had recently undergone a program expansion, partnering with the local schools for swim lessons and the local summer camp for Fun Zone Fridays, in which hoards of dusty elementary schoolers came from the nearby wilderness park to splash about and cause general mayhem.

    Part of this expansion included promoting not just Shane to head lifeguard, but Rozanov, arguably the most beloved staff member and biggest thorn in Shane’s side, to head swim instructor.

    Shane and Rozanov would be working all day, every weekday, at the same pool.

    It was going to be a long summer.

    Or: Shane and Ilya spend the whole summer working together shirtless by the pool, antagonizing each other and trying very hard not to fall in love. They fail.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Ilya found a puppy and needed a ride so he called Shane. They confessed liking each other and spent the night together. Planning a date and Shane came out to his parents. end of ch 6

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    2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.

    2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.

    When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.

    ***

    “So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”

    “We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”

    “No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Whew! Ilya drops off the face of the earth in 2014 and Shane gets injured in 2024. They are both in some crazy small town. Ilya has bakery and Shane coaches peewee girls hockey. Ilya has twins with Sveta but they never loved each other. Essentially, they have to heal from Vegas and are trying to find their way back to each other. Coach Hollander is close with the twins. Ilya and Shane haven't had sex in over 6 weeks trying to slow things down and build REAL intimacy, but they're both clearly over it. Therapist gave Shane terrible advice not knowing enough of the situation... as a therapist... tsk tsk tsk...
    CH 18 Shane goes to help his parents and they miss each other desperately. cinnamon rolls and I'd have folded like a cheap suit;
    CH 19 Shane tells Hayden he's gay and they discuss Vegas but not Ilya, then he goes to talk to Svetlana and it gets kinda dark but really necessary, then Shane goes home early and a recruiter tries to get him to coach bigger kids. Story ends with Shane asking Ilya to his house OMG OMG

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    @ russianbear clove 

     roz is so fucking funny man had two seconds to process and he spent them thinking about how to get that ass

    @ icemenace Ro - he's so real

    @ shaneybugbug Libby - oh he's been WAITING for this 

    @ iwant81 Abbie - he was so obviously joking oh my god 

    @ russianbear clove  - ummmm i don't think so

    @ iwant81 Abbie - rozanov likes girls english just isn't his first language so he accidentally made it look like something you freaks are taking advantage of

    @ russianbear clove - so he's joking or it was an accident??? Istg at least chose one

     

    or - Shane Hollander comes out and Ilya loses his mind

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    26 May 2026

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    finished ch 8 ROZY SHOOTING HIS SHOT but Shane was just out with Hunter. Poor Rozy
    Crowell threatens Hollanov and the rainbow Avengers assemble in NYC. Hollanov about to spend quality time… End of ch 11

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    “What is there to talk about?”

    “What’s there to talk about?!” Hollander scoffed, shaking his head. “You’re playing for my fucking team!”

    “I know.”

    “Why did you have to go and get traded?! You realise we’re going to have to see each other every day from now on, and play together, and-”

    “Yes,” Ilya interrupted. He didn’t want to know how long Hollander’s list was. “I know.”

    Hollander took a deep breath. “Okay, listen,” he said. “Just so we’re clear - we don’t know each other outside of playing against each other, right?”

    “Right.”

    “And we can’t- can’t hook up anymore.”

    ~

    OR: Ilya gets traded to Montreal in October 2014. He's lonely, and angry, and he misses Boston. He doesn't know if it helps that Hollander is there or not.

    title from Buckle by Florence and the Machine

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    15 May 2026

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    Read. Bookmarked for future updates maybe?

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    "I'm calling it 'Adopt a Stray,'" Cliff announced, pacing the rug. "Tomorrow night. Boston vs. Montreal. We announce a new 'tradition.' We say that Boston has noticed that not every team is as close as ours. We say we’re looking for 'strays'—players who aren’t really accepted by their team, always seem an outcast, that need a little extra team bonding or whatever. And the first 'stray' we’re adopting? Is Shane Hollander."

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    14 May 2026

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    LOVED

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    Welcome to my conspiracy theory that there is an alternate timeline to the Great Tuna Meltdown of October 2016. What would have happened if Shane *had* stayed the night? This is a look at the evening and morning that could have been.

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    08 May 2026

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    LOVED

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    Celeste Navarro:
    PAUSE.
    BACK UP.
    Did Jackie add Ilya to our WAGs group chat?

    Hannah Wilson:
    Is this even allowed?
    It kinda feels illegal.
    No offense, Rozanov. It’s just that you play for the other team.

    Ilya Rozanov:
    Is that…
    How you say? Double meaning?

    Celeste Navarro:
    HA!

    ----

    Or the one where Ilya Rozanov has a minor crash out after learning Rose Landry is still in the Metros WAG Group Chat but he hasn't been added & now he must infiltrate the group because he is the ultimate wife.

    **This is a current crack fic WIP that accidentally developed a plot. I hope to have updates posted once a week-ish, but there is no publishing schedule.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander only meant to attend a few hockey games — a small act of rebellion against the boyfriend who controlled every part of his life. But that night changes everything. The arena becomes a refuge, Rose becomes a friend, and the Montreal Metros become the first place he’s felt safe in years.

    No one knows he’s living with domestic violence.
    No one knows he’s planning to run.
    No one knows how much he’s breaking.

    And no one expects him to fall for Ilya Rozanov — the loud, brilliant, closeted Russian winger recently traded under suspicious circumstances.

    Ilya has secrets he can’t share, a past he can’t escape, and feelings he doesn’t know how to handle.

    Shane is learning how to live again.
    Ilya is learning how to feel again.
    Both are learning how to trust.

    But when the truth about their pasts threatens to surface, they’ll have to decide whether they can face it together — or lose each other trying.

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    Or: A story about healing, found family, and the terrifying, beautiful risk of choosing love after surviving what was meant to break you.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Not sure I'll finish this one... Shane is exhausting... end of ch 27 they finally had sex but Shane was overthinking thru the whole thing. He's been arrested for punching Laurent. Ilya got him out of jail.

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    The queer NHL players (begrudgingly) unite via group chats in the face of social media scandals.

    These stories take place on a (slightly loose) chronological timeline and make the most sense when read in order. However, they're all independent stories/scandals and can be read as standalones.

    All stories take place post TLG and include spoilers for the books.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.

    Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane's relationship first-and decide that instead of letting their captain move to Ottawa, they'll just kidnap his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    Shane beat the shit out of Comeau (his own teammate) after a dirty hit against Roz. Comeau later attacked Shane putting him in the hospital. Ilya crashes out in press conference. Marly, Vic and Rozy kidnap Shane. The team knows about their relationship. Shane is being courted heavy by Boston and Ilya. Shane and his parents surprise Ilya at a game. Boston wins and goes out to celebrate and while out, Shane learns he has been traded to Boston!!!!!!!!!!! Ch 13- Shane and Ilya are being domestic. Shane is upset the world heard Ilya call him Solnyshko and is struggling with it. The Bears welcome him via group chat and Hayden surprises him at breakfast.

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    “How can Montreal be snowed in?” Ilya asks. “They are not ready for winter?”

    “It’s Montreal, man,” Marleau snickers, like that's an explanation.

    Jane- 9:44 a.m.- Look on the bright side. If you’re stuck another day, you can come back here.

    ________

    After Ilya leaves Shane’s apartment for the first time, he knows he’s on thin ice and at risk of falling into more serious feelings. He’s ready to put distance back between them.

    A Montreal blizzard has other ideas.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    After days sharing Shane's montreal apartment, the Boston raiders are cleared for departure. they both cried as they separated then shane played horribly at his game and ilya couldn't pick up women at the bar for missing shane. shane stole ilya's sweatshirt and left one of his for ilya. the metros are being awful to shane. Marly knows about them and Yuna walked in on them but ilya lied about him being there to discuss publicity. CH 25 hayden is insufferable, shane and ilya miss each other and ilya warns shane about Russian espionage ch26 Ilya deals with his horrible brother and father in moscow before heading Sochi. they of course lose to Latvia. Marleau is on team canada and passing messages between ilya and shane. ilya and shane see ea other from a distance. so sad and sweet. ch 27 moscow is of course a shit show. back to the states and shane and rozy miss each other. that's it. Ch 28 Shane surprises Ilya in Boston after Stanley cup win OMG OMG

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    Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.

    When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:

    World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.

    What?

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    13 Apr 2026

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    Will book end at ch 20? maybe... time travel book. they finally admit they're in love. Poor Chris with his unrequited love, but he gets over it.

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