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“Go?” Rozanov repeats, and Shane thinks he manages to nod, thinks he manages to spin some kind of excuse that he knows Rozanov doesn’t really buy, but he needs to go. He needs to get out of here. He needs to find somewhere quiet and calm where he can ride out this panic and painful tightness until he can catch his breath again. He needs-
He needs to go.
“I’m sorry,” he says, turning heel and resisting the urge to just book it right for the front door only because he’d rather not have to explain to Hayden why he returned from a hookup with Boston Lily in men’s clothes that he certainly didn’t leave in.
It’s not until he makes it halfway up the stairs to Rozanov’s bedroom that it occurs to him in a cold rush that it isn’t just anxiety that makes it this hard to breathe.
“No,” he tells himself firmly, white knuckling the bannister and trying to take a deep breath just to prove that he can.
It wheezes.
(how the tuna meltdown is averted through the power of food allergies and anaphylaxis)
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12 Jun 2026
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biphasic
PenAndInkPrincess
Summary:“Go?” Rozanov repeats, and Shane thinks he manages to nod, thinks he manages to spin some kind of excuse that he knows Rozanov doesn’t really buy, but he needs to go. He needs to get out of here. He needs to find somewhere quiet and calm where he can ride out this panic and painful tightness until he can catch his breath again. He needs-
He needs to go.
“I’m sorry,” he says, turning heel and resisting the urge to just book it right for the front door only because he’d rather not have to explain to Hayden why he returned from a hookup with Boston Lily in men’s clothes that he certainly didn’t leave in.
It’s not until he makes it halfway up the stairs to Rozanov’s bedroom that it occurs to him in a cold rush that it isn’t just anxiety that makes it this hard to breathe.
“No,” he tells himself firmly, white knuckling the bannister and trying to take a deep breath just to prove that he can.
It wheezes.
(how the tuna meltdown is averted through the power of food allergies and anaphylaxis)
More shane allergies!
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It does mean missing out on things like barbeques and team dinners sometimes, but it’s not as if he would have been able to participate anyway. At this point in his life, risking someone not taking his allergies seriously would mean potentially missing games, which makes it unacceptable. Jackie always makes sure he has a dish or two that’s safe when he’s over at their house, but if he was going to be the one guy sitting and drinking ginger ale instead of taking part in sharing nachos or Korean barbeque or burgers or any other delicious thing he goes in knowing he can’t have anyway, there’s no point in making a fuss about it. He eats at home, has a drink with everyone else, and he calls it a day. Easy. Safe. Foolproof.
But also the reason it doesn’t occur to him that he hasn’t actually told Ilya about any of his allergies until it becomes immediately relevant five days into being at his cottage together.
(how ilya learns about shane's food allergies) (and how shane learns what it's like to have someone who always saves him a seat at the table) (and who also makes sure there's food he can eat on the table to start with)
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09 Jun 2026
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adrenergic
PenAndInkPrincess
Summary:It does mean missing out on things like barbeques and team dinners sometimes, but it’s not as if he would have been able to participate anyway. At this point in his life, risking someone not taking his allergies seriously would mean potentially missing games, which makes it unacceptable. Jackie always makes sure he has a dish or two that’s safe when he’s over at their house, but if he was going to be the one guy sitting and drinking ginger ale instead of taking part in sharing nachos or Korean barbeque or burgers or any other delicious thing he goes in knowing he can’t have anyway, there’s no point in making a fuss about it. He eats at home, has a drink with everyone else, and he calls it a day. Easy. Safe. Foolproof.
But also the reason it doesn’t occur to him that he hasn’t actually told Ilya about any of his allergies until it becomes immediately relevant five days into being at his cottage together.
(how ilya learns about shane's food allergies) (and how shane learns what it's like to have someone who always saves him a seat at the table) (and who also makes sure there's food he can eat on the table to start with)
Shane allergies AU.
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Conflict of Interest by lidiia28
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Jun 2026
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In 2007, Shane Hollander pathetically falls in unrequited love. It’s the biggest mistake of his life.
In the years that follow, it becomes almost easy to pretend Ilya Rozanov never really existed at all.
In 2014, Ilya Rozanov signs with the Toronto Guardians. He's determined to make Shane remember exactly what he once felt, but seems to have forgotten the many ways in which he ruined Shane Hollander's life.
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08 May 2026
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Conflict of Interest
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Ilya and Shane met in 2007 when Ilya came to Canada but things went south and they meet again when Ilya joins the NHL in 2014. 2007 and 2014 plots being told simultaneously. -
The Discipline Of It by Fangirl_Shrieks
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Apr 2026
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Shane was fourteen the first time a number felt like safety.
The nutritionist worked out of an office in Kanata, framed certificates, a calm voice, laminated charts with columns. She explained it simply: fuel in, output required, timing of each. She said it was a starting point.
Shane took notes in the margins the way he took notes on everything—completely, past what was required. Yuna had found the nutritionist herself, sat beside him, and took notes too.
Like mother, like son.
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Or: Shane’s system works until it doesn’t; Ilya notices first.
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28 Apr 2026
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Fic centered around Shane's disordered eating and his relationship with Yuna which results in two very difficult fights. Has some lovely writing and motifs.
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"You are a twenty-four-year-old man who just won the Stanley Cup. You have a quilting room. You have a design wall. You have little bins. With labels."
"Organization is important."
Or the 5+1 of Shane Hollander's grandma hobbies
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- Part 1 of babushka (aka shane's grandma lifestyle)
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12 Apr 2026
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Shane who has stereotypical grandma hobbies. Also its a bit au.
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let the bird of loudest lay by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 May 2026
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”It’s not bad” says his mom, carefully. “Very Canadian, sponsors are happy about that.” That, and not much else, he can tell. A loon is neither masculine nor impressive. A disappointment, to those who hoped he’d have something like a wolf, himself included. His dad tries to bake him the traditional settling cake, in the shape of the new adults’ daemon, but his cake decorating skills aren’t great, so it mostly looks like a grey football. And Shanes’ strict diet doesn’t allow for cake.
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Shane Hollander, the soul he didn't choose to have, the boy he didn't choose to love, and the life that, despite all odds, might just end up worth living.
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10 Apr 2026
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Daemon au of heated rivalry wherein Shane has a loon daemon and lots of... I'm just going to summarize it as self-hatred
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holy matrimony by lowkey_existential_despair
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Feb 2026
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There’s a sign in front of Shane. It says Welcome to Scott Hunter and Kip Grady’s Happily Ever After in a cursive font that makes Shane think of Etsy. Shane’s stomach churns. He briefly squeezes his empty ring finger. He feels, all at once, like he might cry. Instead, he swallows, and breathes, and pastes a smile on his face, and marches his ass down to Scott and Kip’s fucking wedding of the century.
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- Part 1 of two weddings and a scandal
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- English
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- 31,700
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- 6/6
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31 Mar 2026
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Fic where Shane and Ilya weren't outed to anyone ever and instead were secretly married in 2017. Things come to ahead at Scott and Kip's wedding. Alternatively sweet and heartbreaking.
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Future, In The Abstract by darlingofdots
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
15 Jun 2026
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There were questions the medical staff were entitled to ask and routine answers he was mandated to give, but Shane abso-fucking-lutely had not informed anybody on the Voyageurs staff that he was an omega or, what the fuck, given permission for them to make decisions about his contraceptive methods.
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30 Mar 2026
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ABO fic focusing on medical ethics with Shane. Not a happy read but super interesting and there's a bibliography for further reading!
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It's the end of the universe as we know it, and Julian does not feel fine.
An AU in which the Dominion's use of biological warfare goes differently.
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13 Mar 2026
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Dominion bioweapon kills off over 90% of the population. Julian moves forward with those he has left. Made me cry multiple times.
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This Sanctuary That We Call Home by Retro_Hussy (retro_hussy)
Fandoms: Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
25 Nov 2024
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After Deep Space Nine is moved to the mouth of the wormhole, Commander Benjamin Sisko discovers the station has inherited a rather strange couple amongst its residents.
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06 Mar 2026
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Julian and Garak were a couple on Terok Nor and stay when the federation come. Thus their relationship is now Sisko's problem.
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Hero's Journey by alleycatforthelulz
Fandoms: OMORI (Video Game), Pocket Monsters | Pokemon - All Media Types
01 Jan 2026
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After learning the TruthTM, Hero is promptly isekai'd to the world of Pokemon. Hijinks (and processing) ensue.
(Meant to be more lowkey and a bit episodic but we'll see how that goes!)
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21 Jan 2026
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Hero-centric fic! Specfically, Hero gets sent to the Pokemon world (Alola) after the game. Lots of malewife Hero content along with you know plenty of Hero struggling with his emotions. Also, he gets some Pokemon and friends and stuff so there's tons of various emotions.
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Ken can't do anything about his mom's death. He doesn't even live in the same town anymore.
But he can do something about all those other murders, and maybe it'll make things hurt less?
Everyone who knows him is understandably concerned. (P4 before P3)
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15 Jan 2026
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Ken is Dojima's nephew and goes to live with him after his mother dies and then Persona 4 immediately begins happening before the events of Persona 3. Also with Marie as the wild card.
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Ken gets injured in Tartarus. It shakes the team up more than they expected.
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- Part 2 of persowna 🥺
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13 Jan 2026
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Ken centric fic where he gets injured following October 4th. Lots of Ken's mental health related angst as well as you angst related to teenagers not being equipped to handle the orphaned child, and related to October 4th in general. It's great.
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Putting up with Seifer’s antagonistic bouts of unchecked emotion only pushed me to get stronger... The thought of beating that guy and wiping that smug grin off his face served as a good motivator, and he made for a good sparring partner—I wouldn’t exactly call him my “rival”, or whatever weird thing that self-described “romantic” guy called it... But Seifer’s shitty attitude made me want to train harder to make something of myself, that’s all I needed to know. I still don’t understand what his weird obsession with me is...
One time when he was being an asshole he called me an “Ice Queen”, but... Somehow that made me remember our weird joint training mission with Trabia Garden, to that isolated village in the northern snowfields... I always thought it was a fever dream brought on by hypothermia—a dying woman in a heavy fur cloak reaching out to me, a blinding snowstorm, the harsh sound of the wind... then I woke up fevered in the village inn. Sometimes I still dream of a howling arctic wind... I don’t know if that really happened, or what it means...
[Branching timeline of the events of FFVIII, after a dying Sorceress in the snowfields of Trabia found a young boy to give her desperate hopes to.]
Bookmarked by ari
12 Dec 2025
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Squall/Seifer fic where Squall became a sorceress before the beginning of the game but has been suppressing it. Also, seifer doesn't completely screw himself over during his exam so things start changing.
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whisper, writings, warmth. by リリス - riris (arurun)
Fandoms: Pocket Monsters | Pokemon - All Media Types, Pocket Monsters | Pokemon (Main Video Game Series), Pocket Monsters: Diamond & Pearl & Platinum | Pokemon Diamond Pearl Platinum Versions
02 Feb 2026
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Lucas can't give verbal orders, and Barry can't focus on the right things sometimes-- but they leave Twinleaf, get a Pokedex, and try becoming trainers anyways.
"...are you guys teaching Chimchar sign language?" Dawn asks, a brow raised.
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- Part 1 of Pokemon, Gotta Novelize Them All.
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08 Dec 2025
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Lucas "Luce" isekai in Sinnoh who has difficulty speaking due to an injury. Great friendship dynamic with Barry and Dawn.
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Modern Soulmate AU where any marks on your skin appear on your soulmate's for some time of the day. Soulmates can be platonic, but if they fall in love and its unrequited, they die slowly.
In which Kim Dokja does everything except be honest and Yoo Jonghyuk thinks his soulmate is dead.
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22 Nov 2025
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Modern soulmate au KDJ/YJH fic. KDJ sure makes some choices and I sure am dying.
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The Crimson-Eyed Girl. by Jaynosurname
Fandoms: 英雄伝説 空の軌跡 | Sora no Kiseki | The Legend of Heroes: Trails in the Sky Series (Video Games)
07 Aug 2025
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Joshua and Karin have been adjusting to life at the Mercia Orphanage after the Hundred Days War shattered the world they knew. A new, unexpected arrival sets in stone a journey Joshua would never imagine he'd be a part of.
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- Part 1 of The Eclipsed Sun, an Estelle Enforcer Au
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21 Oct 2025
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Enforcer Estelle au fic. Estelle is Bestelle so I'm here for more fic about her. Whether the au continues from this start or restarts later I think it's a cool idea.
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The Shark in Your Water by sunsets12
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, Hunger Games Series - All Media Types
27 Jan 2026
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When people are desperate they turn to faith. Panem has done a good job creating a truly secular society, stamping out the religions of the past, but nothing can stop new gods from rising.
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Or: When Gaea curses Percy to live in a world without the gods, he winds up in District 4 and is chosen as tribute for the 70th Hunger Games. From there, everything just kind of spirals.
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- Part 1 of The Shark in Your Water
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- 35/?
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21 Aug 2025
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A Hunger Games/PJO crossover with Percy ending up in Panem in District 4 and then being a victor. Also he's turning into a god.
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My Boy Builds Coffins by sunsets12
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, Hades & Persephone Series - Scarlett St. Clair
20 Aug 2025
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“We’re gonna get married, and we’re gonna have a baby, and we’re gonna name him Nico if he’s a boy and also Nico if she’s a girl.”
Hades stared at him like he lost his mind.
"It can be unisex."
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Or, Percy is reincarnated into "A Touch of Darkness" By Scarlett St. Clair. He has a lot of feelings about this. Most of them aren't good.
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- Part 2 of Percy Jackson Crack Crossover Fics
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21 Aug 2025
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Never read Touch of Darkness, but Percy reincarnated as Persephone in another world does it for me as a concept. Interested to see where it goes from there
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'There's no point in granting favors in the first place, since there's no way I can fulfill them,' is what Tsunayoshi begins to think, and since he can't do anything to help others, Tsunayoshi begins to also think something like: 'what's the purpose of my existence?'
(The pure flame in his heart begins to gutter and dim.)
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In which no mafia-hired tutors were sent when Tsunayoshi turned thirteen, the Decimo Vongola sees no reason to involve the CEDEF Head's brat if he can help it, and leaving a Sky at loose ends was probably not the best decision ever made.X-Post from FFNet; 12133121
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- Part 1 of how bright the fires inside us
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21 Jul 2025
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Tsuna gets stuck with the seal for longer au and this has repercussions au.