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    Shane Hollander never expected to find meaning after a devastating injury ended his rise in the MMA world. Teaching Brazilian Jiu Jitsu classes at his best friend's gym wasn't the future he imagined, but it's the only place he still feels useful.

    Everything changes when Shane has to substitute for an advanced kid's class, where he meets Anya Rozanov, a sharp-witted five-year-old with no fear and too much energy. Her father, Ilya, watches every lesson with the intensity of someone who's lost more than he lets on.

    Shane and Ilya are pulled together by Anya, but they slowly begin to understand the ways they're both hurting. Shane begins to wonder if he's allowed to want a life outside of the cage, and Ilya wonders if someone like him can build a future that isn't defined by survival.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    "If I'm a brat does that make you better or worse?" Hudson questioned.

    Connor looked at him with his eyes a bit lit up, in that way where Hudson knew meant he thought he had a good bit to do. But this was different, it wasn't a bit so much as… well. Flirting.

    "Be a brat and find out."

    Hudson stared at him for a few moments, trying to decide what to do with that information.

    "I don't know if you could handle me being a brat, Con. You're too sweet," Hudson decided, crossing his arms over his chest. Maybe a bit of a challenge, maybe not. Hudson loved nothing if not poking bears to see what happened.

    Connors eyes flicked back and forth before they melted into something more serene. Confident… maybe even cocky.

    "Yeah, alright," Connor shrugged, like he was dismissing the thought but for Hudson's sake. "Like you wouldn't fold the minute I actually start telling you what to do."

    or the one where huddy hasn't bottomed before and connor is more than willing to show him the ropes

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    30 Apr 2026

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    "You will bend for me many times, I think, before this production is over."

    Shane means to say no. He means to tell Ilya Rozanov—arrogant Bolshoi principal dancer and professional pain in his ass—to fuck off and stop moving set pieces without permission. Instead, he ends up on his knees in a dressing room, which is definitely not how the Royal Winnipeg Ballet’s stage manager is supposed to handle conflict resolution.

    Three weeks until opening night. One impossible rivalry. And absolutely no way this ends well.

    or: Ilya comes to Winnipeg for The Nutcracker. Shane tries very hard to hate him. The mind-blowing hate-sex doesn’t help.

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    24 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    19 Apr 2026

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    His entire body felt tense as the door was pushed open. He trained his eyes on the floor, monologuing before he could stop himself,

    “Just so you know, my buddies paid for this dance for me and I’m sure you’re very nice and very pretty and good at what you do but I’m actually gay so you can just- Do what you need to do but I don’t want you to be offended because I’m not as into this as you’re probably…usually…used to…”

    He trailed away as he looked up, and met the eyes of the very tall, very broad, very handsome man leaning against the doorframe.

    They stared at each other, and Shane blinked, struck dumb.

    Or, the night of JJ's bachelor party, Shane is forced into a lap dance he very much does not want. Until he does, and everything changes.

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    08 Apr 2026

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    Platonic. What a crazy word to describe them.

    (Or: Connor and Hudson have a telepathic soulmate bond and still suck at communicating their feelings, somehow).

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Twin!verse is where Hudson and Shane are identical twins raised together, and Connor and Ilya are identical twins (separated at birth).

    It follows the stories and relationships between all four of them!

    Basically Hollanov x HudCon (incest!version)

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    05 Apr 2026

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    That Oscar's after party got me messed up. So...this

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    01 Apr 2026

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    Does Hudson come back to acting? Does he ever find out Connor Storrie stood up for him? Does Connor ever find out if his help was too little or too late? Will they ever meet? What would happen if they did……

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    26 Mar 2026

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    When the unsentimental financial imperative of the NHL sees Shane traded to the Boston Raiders, he and Ilya are thrown into closer extended proximity than ever before. As they adjust to life as teammates, they are forced to contend with the nature of their relationship -and must answer for themselves: is it even a relationship at all?
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    Sliding down the wall, Shane hunched over his untied sneakers, shoved on hastily when Coach had called him in for a meeting after morning skate.

    “Boston wanted you specifically. I’ve already spoken to their GM. You’re flying this evening or tomorrow morning: I’ll confirm once the paperwork clears.”

    “Mom,” Shane managed.

    “Oh sweetie. I know, okay. Those fuckers, how dare they do this! Two fucking cups! Now all of a sudden they decide they want a reset and you’re going to fund it.”

    Shane put his head between his knees and tried to breathe. God, Boston. They hated him there; it was so far away; he was fucking their captain.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    Hudson swallowed. “Sorry, Con. That got, um. Intense.”

    “Hudson,” Connor whispered, coarse as though he were speaking through sandpaper. He’d dropped the accent. “I thought you said you were a beta.”

    He blinked. “Uh. Yeah, dude. Why?”

    “You smell like you’re in heat.”

     

    In the upcoming series Heated Rivalry, Shane Hollander is an omega. So Hudson accidentally went full method and became one.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    Mystery Work

    Part of mzprivate
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    04 Mar 2026

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    Connor and Hudson spend a quiet night together after the Golden Globes.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    "Is this like - a prank?" Shane finally asked, looking down at the underwear again. For such a small piece of fabric they felt like they were drawing their own gravitational pull in the room, had their own centre of gravity. There was a little heart charm on them, sitting in the middle front hem as a decoration.

    "No," Ilya answered steadily, and when Shane looked back up his eyes were still locked on him.

    "Then what is it?" Shane asked, touching the fabric again and dragging them a little to the side, like maybe they were hiding something that would make him understand.

    "A present. For you," Ilya explained, in that bored tone like he'd said it all before. Which technically he had, but it didn't make Shane understand it any better.

    Shane must have looked even more confused, because Ilya tutted and spoke up again.

    "To wear, Shane, you have heard of underwear, yes?"

    or the one where ilya buys his fwb, totally casual situationship shane a pair of panties to try

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    22 Feb 2026

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    "The hotel," Ilya repeated in a flat tone, cupping under Shane's jaw. "What hotel?"

    "Uh," Shane replied again, because he had no fucking clue. "I just need to not be here."

    "Hollander," Ilya said firmly, squeezing his chin. Shane melted, just a bit, but he tried to remain determined when he started to look for his shorts. Ilya's hand didn't allow for much movement though, his head unable to turn. "Shane, tell me now. Are you going into heat?"

    or the one where ilya calling shane by his first name sends him into heat

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Hudson parted their lips, letting his head knock against the wall as he sighed softly, wondering how this ends. There was no one to call cut, and he and Connor-

    Well actually, Connor had moved his mouth down to his neck, and had started to slowly press some kisses into the side of it. Did that happen in the script?

    Hudson made a little noise that he cut off by biting his lip, his hands tightening on Connor's waist. He fluttered his eyelids, trying to find the resolve to cut Connor off because this really was getting a bit dangerous for him, especially with the involvement of neck kisses.

    A second later, Connor ended it for them. He made a sudden little pop noise with his mouth as he pulled away, gasping and looking up at Hudson with wide eyes.

    "Shit. I'm so sorry. I don't think that happens," Connor said to him, clearly back in his body because the accent had dropped.

    or the one where hudcon decide to practice their first on screen kiss and one thing leads to another

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    22 Feb 2026

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    San’s parents were soulmates. Before he learned anything about soulmates in elementary school, he knew what it meant. Soulmates were fated, born for each other, to be with each other. Soulmates were beautiful. He remembers the pit in his stomach when his teacher explained that most people didn’t have a soulmate. He watched his mum and dad every day, saw the way they moved around each other, worked together, and loved each other from the depths of their souls.

    He couldn’t imagine not having that for himself, and for a long time, he looked to the sky every night and hoped that someone out there was born to be with him, born for him.

    This wasn’t what he thought having a soulmate would be like. Not what he pictured. He had to remind himself that he and Wooyoung didn’t fit the mold of typical soulmates. They were idols. Cursed to be with each other nearly every waking moment, day and night, but forced to maintain distance.

    An incredibly ironic tragedy.

     

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    San wakes up with a soulmark; It’s going to change everything.

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    29 Dec 2025

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    Wooyoung isn’t the only one sharing too much.

    Soon, he learns that Sunny’s phone is not a secret one that he’s bought with his hard-earned allowance and smuggled in like Wooyoung, but that he’s earned temporary phone privileges for doing well on his last evaluation. Sunny says he’s expecting to lose them soon, struggling to keep up with his dance classes. He finds singing easier, reads manga in his free time, and if he didn’t want to be an idol, he’d continue with taekwondo.

    It’s enough information that if Wooyoung really wanted, he could probably find the guy.

    5+1 times Wooyoung matches with San on a dating app. 

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    26 Oct 2025

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    The last time the director pulled Wooyoung into his office, he was reprimanded for wearing this very same skirt: a sleek, black, stretchy material barely covering his ass cheeks, one size too small.

    It was subtle, but he could pinpoint the exact moment San noticed his improper attire— when a sharp breath hissed between his teeth.

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    How Wooyoung plays the role of an office siren and seduces his supervisor by constantly breaking dress code, but he bit off way more than he can chew.

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    13 Oct 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 19

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    An accidental death alters the lives of three people forever. The butterfly effect.

    San and his favorite mechanic Wooyoung are kidnapped by an unhinged madman and trapped in a windowless room sealed by 8 elaborate locks. They're offered to complete sexual acts for water, food, and hints, in order to solve the puzzles hidden throughout the room. How far they go is entirely up to their own capabilities— or their desperation as the isolation settles in.

    In that tiny room, they're forced to confront the darkness settled in the depth of their hearts. Do they work together to overcome their demons? Or do they descend into madness…

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    13 Oct 2025

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