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After the war, Harry Potter learns how to live — not as a hero, but as a man trying to figure out who he is when the world stops demanding he save it. Theo Nott has never truly belonged anywhere, and maybe he’s tired of pretending otherwise.
A shared house, midnight conversations, a war they’re both still bleeding from, and a love neither of them saw coming.
A story about second chances, quiet longing, messy healing, and falling in love when you least expect it.
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09 Jul 2026
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you're on your own kid, you always have been by Psychic_Queen05
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
25 Jan 2024
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“Then help me. What happened?” He was dangerously close to begging, and he would hate himself for it if he did, but he would hate himself more if he allowed Harry to willingly spill his own blood without any resistance from his part.
“I’m fucking unclean. My blood is dirty, Nott.” The words were spit out like they were venom, poison on Harry’s tongue and before that statement, those words could process in his own mind, Harry was continuing, “There. Is that what you wanted me to say? There. Fine. I had a fucking dream that I was back with the Dursleys’ and they told me that me that I was a dirty-blooded, freak again and I woke up, panicked and tried to-to-”
or Harry's fear of being known fights against Theo's thirst to understand
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09 Jul 2026
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“Something for my friend,” Eddie tells them, casting another glance to the side. “He’s… not having the best day.”
“Ah,” the bartender softens, nodding with a knowing expression. They’re gorgeous, dark curly hair cropped short, smoky eye makeup and red lipstick, grinning brightly, multiple piercings glinting in the dim light. “Got dumped, I’m guessing?”
Eddie bites his lip, considering. “Do you, um. He’s bi. And I heard somewhere it’s like… awareness week for that, or something? Do you have a drink for that? He’s big into fruity cocktails when he’s not at home.”
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08 Jul 2026
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Buck clenches his jaw hard and drops his head on his chest as he waits for the alarm to stop, his hands still covering his ears but even tighter, his eardrums throbbing with the abrasive sound, but it doesn't stop; it keeps ringing and ringing and it’s so violent that Buck can feel it inside him, his bones and muscles vibrating harshly with each splitting boom and it makes his knees hit the ground because it’s much more than he can handle.
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Buck gets hurt and temporarily loses his hearing.
Bad Things Happen Bingo: Loss of Hearing
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- Part 12 of Bad Things Happen Bingo - 2
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08 Jul 2026
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oh pretty baby, and if it's quite alright, i need you baby by madforyou
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
29 Jun 2026
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No. Whatever it is, no. Eddie would like Buck to stop chasing whatever that thing is. Would like to grab the thought out of Buck’s concussed head and throw it out a window.
Buck’s face drops into something serious, eyes wide. “You called me baby.”
There it is. Out the window it did not go.
“No, I didn’t,” Eddie says.
Very smooth. Convincing.
“You did.” Buck points at him, floppy and triumphant. “At the— the thing. With the— you said it. You called me baby.”
“I didn’t say that.”
“Eddie.” Buck is delighted. “I heard you. I was concussed, not deaf.”
“I didn’t call you baby,” Eddie scoffs. “I called you a baby. Because you got a bump on the head and were crying about it.”
“That’s not—” Buck starts.
“You were being a baby,” Eddie continues, standing now, because a moving target is harder to hit. “I’m gonna go tell the others you’re awake.”
“Eddie.”
“Rest your head, bud.”
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Eddie calls Buck baby by accident.Bookmarked by actuallyitsalex
08 Jul 2026