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    Ilya has a photoshoot and they’ve made him shave off his happy trail! Naturally, Shane is absolutely devastated and needs to make sure that an incident like this never occurs again.

    Heavily inspired by the time Connor Storrie shaved off his own happy trail for a photoshoot and we all lost our minds.

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    13 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Shane loves Ilya's body hair

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    Week 2 Challenge Prompt: Shane comes out to Montreal Team.
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    Shane comes out to Montreal during training camp after the summer at The Cottage. He does it before practice thinking he can just say it and it will be over. Rip off the band-aid. Private life is private no big deal.

    Unfortunately for Shane, he doesn't know he's autistic and the "panic attacks" he thought he had under control were really autistic meltdowns from an overwhelmed nervous system.

    When the tension in the locker room & practice creates a cascading effect in Shane's mind he experiences one of the worst episodes since childhood.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    Shane has a panic attack after he comes out to his team

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    Based off a Tumblr post by rainbow-femme
    (They came up with the WHOLE idea, I just turned it into a fic)

    Shane Hollander has exactly two modes with greeting cards: "Love, Shane" and emotional devastation. Ilya has watched the damage—Hayden sobbing in the kitchen and Yuna going quiet over the birthday cake. He thought he understood what he was in for.

    He did not understand.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Shane writes devastating birthday cards

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    Shane lifts one eyelid again to look at Rozanov. His eyes are red-rimmed. Like he’s been crying. “Why…why aren’t you in Boston?”

    Rozanov’s brow furrows. “Why would I be in Boston?”

    “You, you’re captain. Raiders. Boston.”

    The room is silent except for the beeping of monitors.

    In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt.

    There’s a lot to get used to.

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    29 May 2026

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    Hollanov amnesia fic

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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

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    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

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    28 May 2026

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    So good. Shane comes out to MTL and they reject him so he goes to NY instead