tolya (SolarSystem)
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Snake and Otacon don't fit in the shapes made out for them.
“David.” They both flinched. David’s breath hitched for a moment as if he hadn’t meant to let it slip. Then, slowly: “That's… my name.” Hal’s eyes grew wide as Snake, no- David’s eyes peered through his bangs to meet his. -
if i was to hold one hand over my face now by tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandoms: Metal Gear (Video Games)
26 Mar 2026
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Days go by. Hal wants and wants and wants.
How could he explain that he could break his arm without even trying? Without meaning to? He could tear through his skin and flesh with his dull nails- get too excited and blink back to a bloodbath. He was a powder keg waiting to go and Hal's touch was a flame in the freezing cold.
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- Part 2 of guardian angel
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Hal stumbles across something in Snake's closet.
Snake stiffened even more, rubbing his hand over his wrist. The gap between his next reply was even longer, and when he spoke, it felt like each syllable was pulling teeth from his mouth. "Wanted. Wanted to feel close."
Hal allowed those words to process in his head. The gears slowly churned. "To me?"
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- Part 1 of guardian angel
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But the thing is, Snake's been trained to wait. One of the hardest parts of Miller's regimen weren't the grueling drills that pushed your body to its limit- it was learning to do nothing but stare at a vacant wall for hours and still remain alert. Most rookies cracked within the first few hours. Those who did were sentenced to suffer another eternity in hell.
Compared to that, watching Hal slowly come apart under his hands is a goddamn treat.
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A mission goes wrong and Hal is gone. But he's still there to pick up the pieces.
His calloused thumb brushes against Hal's lovely, bloodied face and Snake doesn't try to take more beyond that. His love is the kind of love that rots.
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An AU where Snake remained in the government's clutches as the perfect soldier of the Les Enfants Terrible project and is sent to investigate Armstech and their secret development of the bioweapon Foxdie. Hal works at Armstech as an engineer and catches his eye. Believing to find him suspicious, Snake keeps watch over him, only to quickly fall in love with him.
Hal is attacked by mercenaries when he gets too close to the discovery of Foxdie and is rescued by Snake, who he finds out has been stalking him. Together, Snake learns how to accept that he's a person, and Hal learns how to live without a mask.
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i would hold you in my arms and the world would end in love by tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandom I Am Your Beast (Video Game)
01 May 2025
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Because you're my friend, babe.
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lay me down on eye-white snow
my slow brooding bed of robin wings
my body slit & smearing everywhere.
I will not name this new opening a wound.
here, there is no pain I didn't beg for.
I heard the howl, didn't dare run.
stood waiting for the sweet blades
of jaw & claw. you found me
wasted no time making a myth
of my thigh, my flesh turned to wind
the earth under me wet with my life.
I pray this is what they mean by always
that heaven is a persistent mouth.
Baby, I want you forever this way:
fangs covered in me, moon dyed red
bouncing off front teeth, my body
only certain how to twitch, your belly
round with my joy.- Poem Where I Be a Doe & You, by Effect, Are a Wolf by Danez Smith
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may the best man win by aphidus, tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandom I Am Your Beast (Video Game)
30 May 2025
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to the finish line and back
[an f1 au for iayb]
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Hate the way you look at me kid.
Why?
He only spoke to him—really spoke to him—drunk. Then Snake became much the same.
“I wanted to do this project with you because of your viewpoint,” he continues and Snake drifts back. “The way you see things. I already know you’re beyond physically capable, but. We’re a lot alike. In some respects. Our lineages, our ghosts.” He pauses to consider, then looks at him in the dark and Snake wonders how much he can see. Average in a way he wishes he could trade for. “Just, sometimes, you worry me.”
He hates that, too. He looks away and drinks and listens to the yowl out there while the faces hang and blink phosphate in the treeline. Nothing moves.
“No need,” he eventually says. “Perfectly fine.”
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- Part 1 of man o'war & blue bell
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
25 Jun 2026
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one year after Hal left home, he enrolled at MIT, where he meets his new roommate.
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
22 Jun 2026
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His big brother...
"His name was Adamska, a Russian name or so I've been told." Otacon said one day, a week or two after Big Shell, out of the blue. Snake had seen it coming, knew it was gonna happen sooner or later, but it was one thing to know and another thing to face. "You know him as Revolver Ocelot though."
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Ocelot was one of the worse men alive and Hal Emmerich was his favorite brother.Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
20 Jun 2026
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Summer nights and the things we do (or don't) wear in the heat. (rushed quickfic)
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
09 Jun 2026
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Rumors of succubi in a local dungeon means Satya will have to prepare a love potion as precautionary antidote, but Niran has other ideas of how it could be used. Strange, how the elixir doesn't work the way it's supposed to.
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
09 Jun 2026