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Years before joining the 118, Buck’s travels take him to El Paso, where he meets Christopher. When Eddie comes back from Afghanistan and Shannon leaves, Buck ends up staying. As bills pile up, the best move is for them to get married, just for convenience, they’ll divorce when Eddie comes back from his re-enlistment.
Then Eddie gets injured and it’s just easier to stay married for a little longer, while Buck gets started at the 118. However, Buck doesn’t mention his ‘husband’ and kid, not feeling like they’re his to keep. When Eddie gets the offer from Bobby, they decide to lie and pretend they don’t know each other, so they can work together.
The whole lie gets out of hand as feelings start to become real, until it all comes to a head in the aftermath of the fire engine explosion.
AKA: Secret marriage of convenience buddie slow burn AU, where Buck and Eddie have been married for years so Buck could adopt Chris and no one at the 118 knows.
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- Part 1 of The I Do Verse
- Part 1 of All the Different Ways to Say I Do
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12 Jul 2026
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“Oh… you really are a bad stereotype,” A soft chuckle is carried on the wind, enters and fills his apartment with a surprising amount of warmth. “What was the plan, exactly? We’re a few stories off the ground… Do you have a lot of flying enemies? Is my arrival just a typical Tuesday night for you?” Spider-Man’s face pops into view and Buck feels his own countenance fall into something softer.
“First of all, it is absolutely Thursday evening bug boy,” Buck starts and the hero groans, goading a small laugh out of the firefighter. “Second of all…. There was no real plan. I kind of thought you were just going to be some weird kid’s broken drone and I could scare them a little bit.” Buck shrugs halfheartedly, a small grin stretching across his face at an alarming speed.
“You take joy out of scaring kids?” Spider-Man replies, a tinge of something serious in his voice.
“Nah, but I do take joy in giving them the gift of being able to scare their own little friends,” He answers haughtily. “Speaking of, why were you here to scare me… friend?”
“So you’re an EMT if I’m not mistaken?”
A Spider-Man!Eddie AU
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12 Jul 2026
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“Is it weird that I’ve always wanted someone to kiss me like that?” Eddie says, mouth completely skipping that whole ask-brain-for-permission-first thing.
“No weirder than me always wanting to kiss someone like that,” Buck replies.
Every bit of oxygen is sucked out of the room. The movie is still playing, but Eddie can’t hear it over the ringing in his ears. His eyes snap to Buck, who is rhythmically puffing his cheeks out and picking at the label on his bottle of soda.
Five time Buck and Eddie kiss platonically, and one time they don't.
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12 Jul 2026
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“You want to sub for me?” Buck asks, surprised but not altogether unwilling.
Eddie sets his jaw and averts his gaze. This is a horrible idea. It’s letting down one defense too many, even in front of Buck. He’s been mulling this over for days, finally working up the courage one night when they have the house to themselves.
“Not if—I mean, if you don’t want—Never mind, I shouldn’t have asked.”
“Eddie.” Buck says his name with such comfort, such love, that Eddie can’t help but look up. “I would love to do that with you.”
or, Eddie subs for the first time and learns that being soft dommed by Buck can heal him
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12 Jul 2026
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Dinner's ready, just pop it in the oven. Dessert's in the bedroom ;)
A silly scribble of a winking emoji shouldn't make his pulse quicken like this– they've been together long enough that he knows exactly what Buck's capable of planning– but heat pools low in his belly anyway. He lifts the foil to find his favorite pasta, still warm in the oven Buck left on low. His stomach growls, but the promise of what's waiting down the hall makes food suddenly seem less urgent.
Ever since Eddie was a child, his mother always scolded him for eating dessert before dinner. It was a bad habit.
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or; Eddie comes home and is greeted with a sleeping Buck and a full-course meal. one in the same.
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12 Jul 2026
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And Buck’s there, face just inches from Eddie’s, forearm braced against Eddie’s sternum so that he feels it every time his ribs expand. It’s all heat and strength and that fizz below his skin that makes him feel like he might be losing his mind. They’re so close like this that for a second he actually thinks Buck might be about to kiss him.
Buck doesn’t say anything, just licks his lips, eyes trained on his mouth like he can’t meet his eye. Eddie waits a beat, then baits him, “Chain of command.”
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Eddie baits Buck into spanking him.
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Under one of my 9-1-1 Buddie One Shots ‘Manhandled’ I got the comment “You should make a full fic on this topic” By the user ZhongXuan and I decided to comply.
So thank you ZhongXuan! :3Buck thinks he can’t be lifted up due to his size. Eddie proves him wrong. And yes, there will be smut ;)
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11 Jul 2026
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You're So Attractive; How Did That Happen by sparklepocalypse
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
13 Oct 2023
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Henry is a big man. He’s tall — taller than either of his siblings and most of his cousins. His shoulders are broad. Years on horseback have helped him develop decent muscle mass. So when Alex storms into his life like a beautiful, infuriating tornado, Henry fully expects to continue feeling big.
But Alex has ways of making Henry feel small, cherished, even precious.
(Or, three things about Alex that make Henry feel wonderfully small, and one thing that doesn't.)
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- Part 13 of Kinktober 2023
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11 Jul 2026
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No time to D-I-Y?
Try D-I-A-Z instead!
Experienced handyman in the LA area. No job too small. Competitive rates for excellent work. Call for a quote.
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Buck's timing is almost as bad as his luck.
With a fresh set of injuries that have him benched for the foreseeable future, all he has is his brand-new, empty 'fixer-upper' house. It's livable, but it's not exactly comfortable, and to get everyone off his back, he decides he needs to hire someone. Simple.
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A Handyman Eddie AU
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- Part 1 of handyman au
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11 Jul 2026
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The idea comes to him on one of his drives through the mountains.
He’s driving up, and up, and up until the road has a steep, sheer drop on one side, and nobody’s driving alongside him. He’s headed to the top of a mountain. There’s a gravel pull-off right before a hairpin turn. The turn is protected by a flimsy guardrail.
Eddie parks on the pull-off and walks over to look past the guardrail.
Nothing underneath. Just dry underbrush. A shallow stream right at the bottom. Thin vegetation. If a car missed the curve at a fair speed, it would plummet down the cliff. Next to no chance of survival.
And Eddie’s known to drive, to clear his own head. He used to do it to find hiking trails for him and Buck, or roadside attractions or activities that Christopher might like. It’s a known hobby of his. He’s a good driver.
So it’s not convincing if he crashes in good weather. He’ll have to wait for a storm.
But it’ll work. It has to work.
(Or: Eddie and all the ways you shouldn't love your loved ones.)
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- Part 1 of darkness on the edge of town
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11 Jul 2026
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Buck and Eddie enjoy each other's boby in-between rounds.
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11 Jul 2026
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It’s a rush, having sex with Buck. And he thinks part of it is probably down to this, the fact that it’s something that finally feels right-sized after a lifetime of not. That’s a big part of it, but another part of it is that it’s him.
Him. Everything. The way it feels like they could consume each other like fire and it still wouldn’t be enough.
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11 Jul 2026
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“Hey, Captain.”
“What are you doing up?” Eddie asked. A fair question—it was before dawn on a Sunday, and Buck wasn’t a big morning person unless he had to be.
“I heard you,” Buck said.
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10 Jul 2026
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“Huh, you know, I never thought about it like that,” Eddie says, out of the blue.
Buck glances up from his plate, “About what?” he asks.
“It actually makes sense— Us being together, I mean,” Eddie explains, casually, gesturing with his hands.
Buck almost chokes, “What?”
(Or, everyone in New México calls Eddie gay, assuming he’s with Buck. He thinks they might be onto something…)
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10 Jul 2026
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He could get her off like this, easy as anything.
But he won’t. Not yet. It’s not about that.
“He loves it, you know? Can’t get enough of it,” she says, sharp nails digging into his forearm. She’s got a grasp on him where his hand disappears between her legs. Keeping him there, yanking him away. Both at once, maybe, like she hasn’t decided yet. “I fucked him as often as he fucked me. More, sometimes.”
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08 Jul 2026
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i see you, i feel you (i'm sorry that i took so long to get here) by Iover_of_mine (I_almost_do) for tidesreach
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
07 Jul 2026
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“Your family is adorable,” she says with a smile, before turning her attention to the drawer to get Eddie’s change.
“Oh,” he breathes, blinking a couple of times, “thank you.”
It’s the only reaction that feels correct. That is his family. Unconventional, maybe, but real in every way that matters.
“How long have you been married?” She asks, finally handing him the change, and his brain comes to a screeching halt as he looks at her properly.
Hailey, as per the name tag pinned next to a little rainbow flag, who can’t be more than a few months older than Chris, thinks he’s married to Buck.
He doesn’t know exactly what to do.
“We’re,” he tries, before clearing his throat, “we’re not married.”
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Eddie just wanted to buy some ice cream.Bookmarked by ShadowToYourLight
08 Jul 2026
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“So…” he drags out the word, long and languid, taking another pull from his bottle. Pushes harder. “That’d be okay with you?”
“What would?”
“If I… you know, brought someone here?” Buck drapes his arm over the back of the couch, expectant. Eager for Eddie’s answer.
Eddie just shrugs.
So Buck shoves. “Maybe we need to make some rules?”
“Rules?” Now Eddie’s frowning.
“Y-yeah. Or, like, a system. For… guests?”
Eddie’s eyes narrow in confusion and then widen. He chokes a little, coughs, and when he speaks, his voice has dropped an octave, husky at the edges. “What’d you have in mind?”
or: Buck and Eddie implement a system for sexiling each other. Except it only works if you respect the system.
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07 Jul 2026
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About a week after starting back at the 118, and about three weeks before he was supposed to start getting a steady check again, Buck quietly moved out of his loft—
—and into his jeep.
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07 Jul 2026
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Buck and Eddie go grocery shopping after dinner before Chris gets home but Buck feels a pain in his chest.
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07 Jul 2026
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But Eddie must have felt him vigorously nodding, because the next moment he feels Eddie's hands leave his pants and pick him up. Buck instinctively wraps his legs around Eddie's waist, as they find each other's lips. The kiss was hot, and desperate, Eddie’s lips moving in response to his. It was all too easy for them to get lost in the feeling, nipping at each other. Buck barely heard the ding of the elevator doors opening, and a soft cough echoing through the small room.
Or Buck and Eddie go on their first date, then Eddie helps Buck fulfill a fantasy
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- Part 2 of I'm Going Out on a Line for You
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07 Jul 2026