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  1. Public Bookmark 69

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    Mid-summer in Colorado and it's been snowing for three weeks. Dean and Sam's investigation turns to survival as they are hunted by an ancient, malevolent creature who seeks nothing other than to take their lives. Especially Cas's.

    Set somewhere post the end of season 5. No spoilers for season 6.

    Pre-Dean/Cas

    Edited for the first time October 2019 - for old times sake and because I never had the time when it was written.

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    26 May 2026

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    Five times Castiel takes care of Dean, and one time Dean returns the favor.

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    An angel's fall from grace, measured in blood loss.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    Dean has lived under the pretence of being a switch since he presented as a teen twenty years ago. He gets by, but his body makes ignoring his true designation harder and harder the older he becomes.

    Enter Castiel, a dom so different to everyone Dean has ever been with. Can he help him embrace his submissive side in a healthy way?

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    25 Mar 2026

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    Dean has been procrastinating on his suicide for a long time.

    It's been years now, he thinks. Like yet another apocalypse that's been happening silently in the background of all the others the Winchester brothers keep surviving. But this one, this special apocalypse is his own, personal, intimate one.

    Mary died a year ago, already. At forty-one, Dean's body has been broken so many times he can't hunt anymore. His relationship with Sam is slowly dying out and Cas only visits once every few weeks.

    He's alone.

    So he tries to blow his head off. He misses, of course, like the failure he is.

    But Cas comes back into his life when he's the most needed. He tends to his wounds and tries to help Dean exhume what's been buried for decades: himself.

    What if Dean actually likes talking about his feelings? What if he doesn't want to lie anymore? What if he's not straight? What if he's not who he thought he was?

    What if there's still hope?

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    20 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 98

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    Set-mid Season 6.

    Castiel is exhausted between fighting the civil war in Heaven, trying to find Purgatory for Crowley and helping the Winchesters. He's torn between Destiny, Duty, Loyalty and Service. Taken for granted, it's only a matter of time before he breaks.

    Basically what happens when Dean and Sam drive the angel to the brink of exhaustion. Some secrets come to light concerning God and Cas' divine mission and plus, Balthazar turns out to be a great big brother after all.

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    20 Mar 2026