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    15 May 2026

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    Connor tells himself he’ll be fine at the GLAAD awards without Hudson. They’ve been doing their own thing: going to fashion shows, award shows, even getting casted in new films as individuals.

    But Connor being “fine” is the equivalent to texting Hudson every 10 minutes to help fill the void he has been feeling without his person there. He has had to face Francois all night and it’s eating him alive having to do it alone.

    Little does he know, Hudson has been planning from the start to fill the void in a different way.

    Or: Connor is anxious without Hudson at the GLAAD awards, Hudson surprises him at the afterparty, and tension leads to a night in Hudson’s hotel room.

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    23 Mar 2026

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    Sometimes fanfiction gets you hot and horny. And sometimes it gets Hudson on his knees for Connor.

    OR: What starts as innocent lurking into a Shane/Ilya smut fic quickly turns into crossing every line Hudson thought he could keep.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    Hudson. Connor.

    Not gay, not straight.

    Just erotically codependent roommates that fall into an undernegotiated BDSM relationship.

    (OR: Hudson and Connor were never cast together in Heated Rivalry, but instead are two struggling actors making dumb Tik Toks together).

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Shane felt Finn’s sudden rage, the way he resented Dane for how nothing ever touched him—and underneath that, the way Finn, inexplicably, wanted to be the thing that could. “Just because your life doesn’t matter doesn’t mean you get to fuck up mine.”
    Ilya’s eyes widened, just for a moment, sparking with something close to hurt before narrowing back into coldness. “I’ll be ready for your mandatory tour in the morning, Prince Finn.” He turned his back on the camera, still shirtless of course, but somehow it looked defenseless now, instead of cocky.
    “I—” Shane said, and reached toward the screen.
    Ilya shook his head, ever so slightly, and walked out of the room. Shane stared at the empty space where he’d been, bereft.
    “And cut,” Scott said. “Holy shit.”
    Ilya walked back into view, sat down in his chair, smirk firmly back in place. Shane’s hands were trembling.
    “Well,” Kip said. “I think it’s safe to say the chemistry is there.”

     

    Or, Shane and Ilya are cast in a production of Ember & Ice and eventually they fuck about it.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander always had a strategy. He had a strategy for winning the Cup, a strategy for managing the press, and a strategy for keeping his relationship with his rival-turned-boyfriend, Ilya Rozanov, strictly in the dark. He really was good at managing it all… Right up until the moment a medical impossibility turned into a positive pregnancy test, and the only man Shane ever loved asked him to do the one thing he couldn’t: tell the truth.

    Five years post-breakup, Shane is technically winning. He has the trophies, the privacy, and their brilliant daughter, Airi. And he is perfectly co-parenting with his ex, Ilya Rozanov. The rules are simple: minimal contact, polite text messages about their daughter, and absolutely no acknowledging about their past.

    Until Yuna Hollander decides to intervene. Suddenly, the ocean Shane put between them is gone. Shane’s new strategy is simple: survive seven days with Ilya without falling apart.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    Ilya is watching the sun rise over the lake at the cottage when Shane joins him and makes a little request.

    “So, I was wondering…next time we fuck…would you like to, uh, skip the condom? Because I’ve been thinking about feeling you skin-to-skin inside me for a while now, and it’s been driving me—”
    Shane did not get a chance to complete his sentence because Ilya had hauled him over and was giving him a kiss, fierce and biting and ravenous.
    After many glorious moments of kissing, the sun warm on their cheeks, Ilya pulled back. Shane licked his lips and gave Ilya a darting glance before looking away. “Anyway, yeah, it’s been driving me insane,” he said, and cleared his throat.
    “Well now that you said it, it makes me insane too,” Ilya replied. “Come.” He stood and hauled Shane up along with him. “Chop chop, Hollander. No time to waste.”

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    26 Feb 2026

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    They haven't fucked. It's a line nobody dares to cross. Or even wants to. They shouldn't. And to be fair, most of the time they wouldn't even be able to anyway. The days that they were able to see each other were few and far in between. Those few relaxing days around New Years had been a big test of what ifs, but nobody had ever shifted a toe out of their carefully drawn limit.

    But tonight, tonight they are at the fucking Golden Globes. Together. Feeling like they are standing on the top of the world, hand in hand. And Connor keeps wondering. Again. About the what if. What if this gaze that he keeps catching on Hudson's beautiful face really carries the same sentiment he feels deep within his very own soul.
    ...

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    Months full of tension and yearning are enough.
    The feeling of standing on top of the world together finally cracks fully through their "best-friends" facade.
    It's now or never and they both know it.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    “You have no idea who your parents really are, do you?” the Russian asked seriously after a few minutes passed of them staring at one another, though it was really more Shane glaring and heaving while Ilya calmly observed him with an unsure glint in his eye.

    “I have no idea what I’m doing here and what you want with them. If this is some kind of stupid business dispute, I have bad news for you, asshole. I don't know about their business, I don’t even know what their business is, and I’ve never been involved in their business,” Shane seethed as slowly as he possibly could so Ilya could understand that he genuinely had no idea of what was going on. “Now will you please untie me and take me home? I don’t even care if you knock me out again, just fucking let me go!”

    Ilya set the glass down to the side of him on the black leather cushion and rose from his seat, unfolding gracefully until he was towering over Shane with cool indifference. He bent slightly, leaned in close enough to Shane’s face that he could smell the vodka the Russian man had been drinking, then said easily, “I think I will keep you, actually.”

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Hudson’s worst nightmare: the elevator breaks down with no one there to help but his co-star, Connor—

    (“Great, ‘m doing great, Con. I can hold it,” Hudson defends, not wanting to admit how close he is to peeing himself, but Connor must read it in his face anyways because he takes another step closer.

    “What- what are you doing?”

    “Relax, covering you from the cameras, baby.”)

    —oh, and Hudson desperately needs to pee.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    NHL golden boy Shane Hollander has spent his entire life being perfect — the ideal captain, the flawless teammate, the face of the franchise. He’s also spent his entire life hiding.

    When a chance encounter in a New York club leads him to Ilya Rozanov, Shane discovers what it means to finally let go. The problem? Ilya isn’t just confident, wealthy, and dangerously attractive. He’s also the heir to the Russian Bratva’s North American empire.

    What starts as one reckless weekend becomes something neither of them expected: real, consuming, and worth protecting at any cost — even when that cost includes bodies, lies, and a secret that could destroy everything Shane has built.

    Twenty-five years, three Stanley Cups, countless threats, and one question: how far will you go for the person who makes you feel like yourself?

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    11 Feb 2026

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    10 Feb 2026

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    When a human head of state publicly insults the ancient Vampire King, the price of peace is a political union. Shane Hollander, high school teacher and assistant hockey coach, is one of the only humans in the world with a rare bloodline. He’s given an impossible choice: become a Tribute Consort to vampire Crown Prince Ilya, or watch the human race burn.

    Their union is meant to be a symbolic gesture to prevent war. Shane tells himself he can survive the vampire court's deadly politics, the centuries-old intrigue, and the weight of being a living apology for his species' mistakes.

    What he doesn't expect is the way Ilya looks at him when no one else is watching.

    When a secret society abducts Shane to drain and auction his rare blood to the highest bidder, the carefully constructed facade shatters. The vampire Crown Prince the world fears isn't cold at all, he's been holding something far more dangerous in check. And what Ilya is willing to destroy to reclaim his Consort will reshape the balance of power between their worlds.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Connor was adored by millions, yet felt increasingly alone in the aftermath of Heated Rivalry’s sudden global rise.

    Fame amplified everything he already feared—scrutiny, rumors, the constant sense of being watched—and slowly eroded the careful balance he tried to maintain. Behind closed doors, anxiety lingered in his silences, in the way he hesitated, in the weight he carried without knowing how to set it down. But above all that, Hudson had become his quiet constant, the one presence that felt real when everything else blurred into noise. What began as comfort evolved into something deeper and unsettling: a connection that mirrored Connor’s vulnerabilities back at him, forcing him to confront parts of himself he’d learned to hide. Caught between the world’s expectations and his own fragile heart, Connor found himself standing before a bond that promised both refuge and reckoning.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    "I think there is something very interesting about exploring sensuality and erotica just with your voice. It's like you're private, you're alone there with a mic and an audio engineer and you just get to kind of be in your own world and figure out what that means to you and you don't have your body to express yourself." - Hudson Williams
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    His eyes fluttered as Connor’s hand lifted to his face, echoing the words as he breathed, “You’ve been staring at me all day…breathing through your mouth. It’s embarrassing.”
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    If you thought they could do this and I wouldn't write them rehearsing it, you were dead wrong.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    Does Hudson come back to acting? Does he ever find out Connor Storrie stood up for him? Does Connor ever find out if his help was too little or too late? Will they ever meet? What would happen if they did……

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    04 Feb 2026

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    “Okay, that’s good then.” Hudson nods, setting his empty glass on the table and standing from his spot on the couch. He takes a deep breath as if to steel himself before moving so he’s kneeling in front of Connor. Connor’s legs, spread open, bracket Hudson on either side and Connor swears he can feel his heart in his throat as Hudson utters his next words. “Because I’ve been thinking about it a lot…and I kind of want to ruin this friendship.”

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Connor said he's the better kisser at the Golden Globes, Hudson wants to show his full potential.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    When Shane mentioned that he would like to try weed, he expected Ilya to disregard it. Imagine his surprise when Ilya shows up a few weeks later in a fancy car with some surprises in the glove box.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander is inexperienced when it comes to dating men. He's been out for a while and wants to build his confidence, so he meets up with Ilya, an escort, per a friend's recommendation. Ilya is an excellent teacher and all the things Shane could want in a man, but this is Ilya's job. Shane needs to decide what to do about the feelings he has for Ilya; stick things out and ultimately get his heart broken or break it off now before he gets in too deep.

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    15 Jan 2026

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