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  1. Public Bookmark 24

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    24 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    After the wall in his mind breaks and he gets his memories back, Sam suffers with PTSD. Bobby and Dean do their best to take care of him. (Takes place after the events of 6x22).

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    23 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    In the safety of Bobby's home, the Winchester brothers must balance the ever delicate line between treating Dean's symptoms, and watching him fall into more trouble.

    Dean knows it isn't going to be a pleasant journey, but he won't be alone this time.

    Castiel takes charge to help where his angelic powers cannot. It makes a difference, even if it is small at first.

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    22 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 16

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    Thanks to Castiel's appearance, Dean survives, but all is not as it seems.
    There are wounds greater than physical to be handled, and Sam cannot even begin to comprehend what happened before ensuring his brother is safe.

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    17 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    Sam has been struggling with depression since Stanford. Well, not really struggling. Excelling. He's been excelling at depression since Stanford, and it's only gotten worse since he started hunting again. Unfortunately, the relapses from John's death and Dean's trip to Hell were bad, but they had nothing on the downward spiral triggered by Sam starting the Apocalypse.

    But Sam has never come clean before, and he isn't about to start. He's self-medicating, he's suppressing, and he's handling things in the Trademark Winchester Way. He can do this. He can totally do this.

    Spoiler: No, he can't.

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    05 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 27

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    Sam's had a vision of Hellhounds dragging his brother to Hell and Sam is going to stop it.

    And then Sam has a vision of himself in Hell and suddenly he's not too sure how he's going to stop any of it.

    (What if, shortly after losing John and long before Jake stabs Sam in the back, Sam has a vision of Hellhounds dragging Dean to Hell?)

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    1/1
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    15 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 65

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    Sam and Dean split up after a successful hunt only for Sam to be awoken in the middle of the night by a sickness so bad he fears for his life.

    How does Dean react once he finds out, and will he be able to save Sam from this supernatural virus before it’s too late?

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    12 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 14

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    Dean finishes his prayer. The room is washed ocher by the glowing red sign outside; the navy blue bed sheets are a bloodied near-black. It’s an eyesore, dominating the senses, so Dean looks instead to the grey night sky alight with the light pollution and adorned with cotton balls clouds that have been disembodied by the atmosphere. Dean blows out his own cloud through the motel’s screen window to accompany them, courtesy of the Marlboro Black he has perched on his bottom lip with its filter going brown between his teeth. He made a bad choice with this pack, he muses, curling his tongue around the morgue flavor in his mouth. It’s not worth the familiar wheeze his lungs sing in protest, but he stains and burns his shaking fingers lighting one after another and putting them out in the sink, until the cigarettes bring about the migraine they were supposed to cure.
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    Sam mysteriously returns from Hell, but with a serious affliction. In order to save his brother and repair his friendship with the angel, Dean journeys with Castiel to a mystical dimension called the Twilight Realm, but it's inhabitants harbor secrets of their own.

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    1/1
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    12 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 82

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    Sam gets dosed with demon blood against his will and has to detox again.

    Too bad he didn't tell anyone/didn't realize he was already coming down with something before then. How long will it take Dean and Bobby to realize that there's more to Sam's fever and chills than just withdrawal, and that maybe Sam needs some help in there?

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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
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    11 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    Every part of Sam burns. There's blood on his lips that's not his own (not that kind; it doesn't taste right), and even the smallest rustle or crunch of leaves crashes against his eardrums and sends pain splintering through his skull. He's so thirsty.

    Frantic attempts to remember how he got here leave him with a soup of images and impressions—color, tension, blood, pain, desperation. He starts from what he knows. He was on a hunt...

    In other words... Still reeling from what happened when Sam was soulless, Bobby gets careless and a vampire turns Sam before they can put it down. Badly wounded, Sam's body uses all its remaining resources in an attempt to slowly heal him, and it's a long way back home. The cravings and even the agony of the cure aren't the worst things Sam has to face.

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    29 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    The brothers have been separated for six months, all the while Dean has been unaware that in all those months, his little brother had been kidnapped by some hunters. When he finds that out, he goes for his rescue.

    But when he finds him, he doesn't like what the months of torture and abuse have done to him.

    Set 5.04, The End.

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    29 Apr 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 52

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    Lucifer was cradling his face and it sent fear through every part of his mind that was still aware. He was speaking gently, but his words were cruel.

     

     

     

    “Why do you think Dean didn't kill you?”

     

     

     

    “I don't know” Sam answered honestly, because what was the point of lying anymore? He had nothing left to give, he had nothing left to hide. It was cold. So, so cold. Sam hated the way that he pressed more into Lucifer's hands because somehow they were warm, warm despite the cold.

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    28 Apr 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 8

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    Sam shook his head again, eyes glancing down to see the boots continue towards him.
    "I don't know. I don't know" Sam quivered, his fingers twitching against the trigger.
    Dean risked taking a bigger step, slowly reaching for Sam's free hand. The one where the faint scar laid across the palm.
    Sam flinched and stepped back a little.

    "No!" He choked, his grip tightening around his gun.

    BANG.

    Sam waited for the sound of bullet hitting metal, to assure him it wasn't real and that he'd fired at nothing.
    ...
    but the bullet hit flesh.

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    Sam suddenly experiences hallucinations like from S07e02 and Dean thinks he has it under control. However, he 'moved too fast'.

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    Chapters:
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    22 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    Sometimes I'd forget

     

    Rocky has been stranded, alone and light years away from home for 46 years. For a long time it seemed like nothing would ever change. But a new arrival in Tau Ceti system is about to alter the course of history; For Rocky, for Erid, and for another world far, far away.

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    Beta read by chez_levi! Thank you for your notes, and curse you for your implications about metaphors

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    19 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 81

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    Sam is still reeling from his visit to Lucifer in Hell when an unfortunate accident separates him from Dean, threatening his life and Dean's sanity.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
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    16 Apr 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 66

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    Sam Winchester had been doing a pretty good job recently at avoiding his hellish thoughts. However, that all comes to a dramatic halt after what he thought was a ‘close call’ on a hunt takes a turn for the worse. The same ‘close call’ that he may or may not have forgotten to mention to Dean.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    75
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    66
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    13 Apr 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 45

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    While sorting cursed objects in the bunker, Sam accidentally touches a stuffed bird that de-ages him to five years old. How will Dean react to his brother being little again? How will Sam cope with being fun-sized instead of sasquatch-sized? Read to find out!

    (THIS IS NOT WINCEST. I REPEAT, NOT WINCEST. THIS IS PURELY BROTHERLY LOVE, AND A DISPLAY OF SAM AND DEAN'S EXTREMELY CO-DEPENDANT RELATIONSHIP. BROTHERLY. PLATONIC.)

    (In all honesty, I'm kinda bad at summaries. For those who are curious, yes. Sam still has his memories.)

    Title is lyrics from Carry On Wayward Son by Kansas

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    19/?
    Comments:
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    15 Mar 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 89

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    What was the importance of a soulmate, to someone without a soul? If Dean swore this version of Sam was not his brother, despite all the evidence, then why continue to act like he was?

    “You don’t have to protect me anymore.” Sam said, matter of fact.

    Broad shoulders went still, Dean’s back rigid and stiff. “Yes I do.”

     

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    Tucked away in the bathroom that morning, Sam resolved he still couldn’t fully recognize himself. He practiced a smile in the mirror, squinted his eyes and scrunched his nose, the way he naturally used to.

    With everything stripped away, no sense of self, Sam realized that there was nothing else left inside.

     

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    TLDR; Sam sees the world a little differently without a soul.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    12/15
    Comments:
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    15 Mar 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 36

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    Sam and Dean travel to the small town of Cortesville on the trail of a missing fellow hunter. What they find is a town slowly dying of a mysterious rot that is making people sick, crumbling buildings, and killing everything it touches. They must find the source of the decay and put a stop to it… but things go from bad to worse as Sam starts to succumb to the strange sickness blighting the town.

    Language:
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    Words:
    43,480
    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
    114
    Kudos:
    206
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    36
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    4,469

    08 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 13

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    Jack and Mary are still stuck in Apocalypse World while Sam and Dean try to find a way to get them back.
    Sam is struggling to deal with the fact that he'll have to face Lucifer again as they continue to track him using a spell that recognizes archangel grace signatures…

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    9
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    52
    Bookmarks:
    13
    Hits:
    672

    24 Feb 2026

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