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    The first time that Shane falls out of bed, he wakes up just before his body hits the floor.

    While he's not injured, the fall does knock the air out of him, and he lays there face down, pressed into the rug as he gasps for breath, trying to process what the fuck just happened.

    He hasn't fallen out of bed since… well, since ever. He'd always been a relatively sound sleeper, often waking up in the same position he'd fallen asleep in, something that has continued all the way through childhood and into his adult life.

    So the fact that he's laying on the floor for the first time now, at 26, makes no sense. Everything is the same as it always has been… except for one thing. Tonight, someone is in his bed. That's definitely new.

    or: Ilya really can't help that he sleeps like a starfish when he's comfortable. Shane is a solution-oriented person who just really wants a good night's sleep next to his boyfriend (boyfriend???), and who'll do whatever he has to in order to get it.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    This has been, without a doubt, one of the weirdest and most wonderful days of Ilya Rozanov’s whole entire life. This morning, he woke up alone in his bed in Boston, and now he’s ending the day standing awkwardly in the bedroom of Shane Hollander’s “fortress of solitude” in some random fucking Ontario forest, watching through the bathroom doorway as his… lover, maybe?… gets ready for bed.

    ...

    “Do you, um,” Ilya says, trying his damnedest to remind himself that this is nothing like their ill-fated sleepover last fall, and he can, in fact, be normal about this, “do you have particular side of the bed you like to sleep on?”

    (or, just a bunch of little scenes I cooked up from their first time at the cottage that weren't in the show or book.)

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    12 Jul 2026

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    It's Ilya and Shane's first Christmas together as an actual couple, and Ilya is a bit nervous to spend it with Shane's family. Of course, when he wakes up sick a few days before the holiday, that won't do. He can't ruin Christmas.

    Or, Ilya learns what it means to be cared for.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    The evidence is mounting. It’s getting very difficult to ignore: first that sweatshirt, then the definitely-not-a-dick-pic in the locker room, and now the phone call. It’s a shame really; Lily’s such a sweet girl. She makes Shane so happy.

    And Shane? Hayden’s almost positive Shane is cheating on Boston Lily with Ilya Rozanov.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    “Shane?” Ilya asks again. “What happened?” His gloveless hand twitches and he lifts it a fraction of an inch towards Shane.

    Shane tosses his own gloves to the ice and reaches forward, lacing their fingers together. “You took a bad hit,” he says, gritting his teeth against the fear clawing at his guts. “Flipped headfirst into the ice. Are you okay?”

    Ilya groans in answer and squeezes his hand, though Shane can't tell if he meant to do that or not.

    Suddenly, there are people all around them. Shane shifts protectively close before he realizes it’s the medical team.

    “Hollander, get back to your bench,” someone says, but there’s no way Shane’s going. Even if he wanted to, Ilya’s gripping his hand like a lifeline, eyes finally locked on Shane’s face. Shane isn’t leaving him.

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    04 Jul 2026