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The Things We Can Change by Ginriku
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jul 2026
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This is a love letter to the all the millenials like me who played it too careful and forgot to enjoy our youth. Shane and Ilya, enjoy it for me, do good. Fuck it good, fuck it right. Life is too short to live it scared.
The arena is too loud.
That’s the first thing Shane notices; not the ice, not the lights, not the jersey on his shoulders that suddenly feels wrong in a way he can’t articulate. The sound hits him like pressure, like something physical, a wall of noise that vibrates in his chest.
He’s already bent over for the faceoff when it hits him- skates set, stick down, weight forward. His body is exactly where it’s supposed to be even if his brain is still skidding uselessly, trying to catch traction.
There’s only a split second before the puck drops.
It stretches.
He lifts his eyes.
Ilya.
Young. So fucking young. Is he dreaming? Not worn by years of hockey, travel, interviews and losses and victories that stack so high they blur together. He’s young again; sharp boned, bright eyed, unable to grow a beard to save his life. Bears black and gold instead of Centaurs red. 'If I look down am I going to be pantsless too?' He thought absently, no way this was real... right? -
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Shane and Ilya are different behind closed doors.
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Ilya Rozanov vs The Unintended Consequences of Woke Hockey by Sagebrner
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Jun 2026
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Forester (Admirals🔛🔝)
So the true way to combat the Bisexual Russian Terminator isn’t with homophobia...
It's actually with even more gay
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You're a goddamn genius.----
The NHL rookies have joined forces to strategize now that two of the greatest hockey players of all time are on the same team and Ilya Rozanov must suffer from the unintended consequences of making hockey more woke.
Mainly, the way everyone keeps implying that they want to fuck his husband.
or: a group of rookies unionize and employ chirping as a form of psychological torture against a one Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov.
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13 Jun 2026
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How Lucky Are We? (But We're Home Somehow) by PSBwritesandreads
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
27 Apr 2026
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“Good Morning, Mr. Rozanov.” He mumbled his greetings back.
He placed the file folder down on the desk, two hands placed on top, as if to stop Ilya from reaching out and opening the file to find the results himself. “I hope you had some good rest last night.” Ilya wanted to reach across and shake the man. Instead he just made a face of agreement. “I have your results now if you’re ready.”
Ilya wanted to scream. “Yes. I am ready,” he said in a managed voice instead.
Mr. Carter, sighed, then opened up the file. “Mr. Rosanov, the results yesterday concluded with 99.99 percent certainty that you are in fact the father."
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hollanovaas by revspersec
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Jul 2026
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24 May 2026
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One of the best hollanovaas series out there!
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every little thing by revspersec
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 May 2026
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Luca’s being bear-hugged by Rozanov from behind, so much so that his weight is nearly entirely supported by the man, his toes barely touching the ground. Luca’s laughing, the noise resembling something more of a giggle, as Rozanov peppers kisses on the side of his neck, then ears, nipping at the skin. “Hey,” he’s grumbling, a smile evident in his voice.
And Hollander. He’s off to the side, pausing from whatever task he’s doing to watch them. There’s nothing near shock, disgust. The sheer amount of adoration in his eyes is something they’ve only seen reserved for Rozanov— and.
And LaPointe blinks, steps back so slowly he won’t make any noise, turns around, and leaves.
or: 5 times someone suspects that something’s going on between Luca and his Captains + 1 time it’s confirmed
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- Part 5 of hollanovaas
- Part 4 of when the sun hits
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24 May 2026
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One of the best Hollanaas stories out there!
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Missed Understandings by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Mar 2026
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Being famous means that a lot of people develop certain perceptions of you.
Ilya Rozanov generally doesn't mind this. He has, after all, spent years curating that very perception.
He minds it a lot more when people have certain misunderstandings about his husband, and sets out to rectify them in his signature chaotic way.
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Or; 4 times Ilya taught the world about his husband, and one time Shane did.
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- Part 1 of Hollanov (the hockey is implied)
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still the best (still an asshole) by pucksandpower
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Dec 2025
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Four times Ilya Rozanov reminded everyone exactly who the fuck they were dealing with (spoiler: still an asshole, still elite, still not going anywhere), and one time he didn’t have to be anything except soft.
Or being out didn’t make him nicer. Being married didn’t make him softer. Being older didn’t make him weaker. And being a father? Well. That’t when things get complicated.
(He’s really good at that last part. Don’t tell anyone.)
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the hot mic heard around the world (or how hollanov broke the internet) by pucksandpower
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jan 2026
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The hot mic incident was just the beginning.
Now the internet watches in real-time as Ilya’s Spotify playlist gets leaked (with NOTES), Shane attempts subtlety (narrator: he fails), they bicker about boy bands on late night TV, someone admits to having a ring for six months ON TWITTER, and approximately 20 different social media platforms collectively lose their goddamn minds.
Featuring: journalists having breakdowns, Reddit threads that require moderator intervention, TikTok compilations with 1.2M views, brand partnerships from Skittles, a plague of engagement speculation, and two hockey players who cannot stop being chaotic disasters on main.
The fandom was writing fic about them. Turns out reality is messier, queerer, and somehow MORE unhinged.
[or social media reacts to the week following the Hot Mic Incident™, told entirely through tweets, Reddit posts, Instagram stories, podcast transcripts, and the world’s most romantic Spotify playlist]
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- Part 2 of hot mics and hotter rivalries
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Obviously Porchay grew up in a happy loving home.
Which makes Kim even more suspicious.
Typically, the paranormal entities that Kim is used to working with find people as miserable as they were in life.
Spirits who bother the living feed off pain. Off agony.
Off of any negativity they can get their hands on.
They don’t gravitate towards boys who shine so brightly they resemble a pair of high beam headlights while driving in the middle of the night.
Kim turns around to give his brother a deadpan look.
“You promised,” Kinn whispers as they follow Porchay and Porsche into their living room.Kimhant Theerapanyakun has been able to interact with the dead since he was six years old.
Now, at twenty-one he has made a career out of helping people who are being haunted by the paranormal.
He quickly learns how one boy can change everything he thought he knew about how his life was supposed to play out.Bookmarked by Myinnerself
25 Nov 2025
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Amazing fic totally different to what we are used to! Absolutely worth it!
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Truth Shall Set You Free by HollanovsHotel
Fandoms: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV), KinnPorsche: The Series (TV) RPF, KinnPorsche Story - Daemi
30 Sep 2025
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Dive into a world where 'Wolves and humans' co-habitat. It's ABO with a twist.
Kinn is THE head alpha of Thailand, soon to take over his family's legacy. Porsche, a mere human stumbles across him one night and unfortunate events unfold.
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01 Oct 2025
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Embracing The Dark by BecksBe, Majiska
Fandoms: Dead Friend Forever - DFF (TV), KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
01 Jul 2025
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Non never feared the dark - he just didn't know it could want him back. A DFF meets KinnPorsche kind of fix it story.
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02 Aug 2025
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Dark and twisted romance between Non and Kim!
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Porchay fantasized about it for months.
He never thought it would come true... and certainly not like this.Set months after ,Friendly Stalker'. Knowing that story helps, but it’s not absolutely necessary.
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20 Jul 2025
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More from the fabulous story Friendly Stalker
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Porsche had always laughed when he heard people complaining about how stressful and nerve racking the season is. Although that may be because he has never been terribly involved in the whole thing. But now that Chay was in his debut season he was horribly overwhelmed and completely unprepared for half the ton to be after his baby brother. fortunately, maybe unfortunately, Chay already had plans about how his time on the marriage mart would pan out. But Porsche doesn't know that so he still has to suffer.
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31 May 2025
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Cauterize the Wounds by blushinglily
Fandoms: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV), KinnPorsche Story - Daemi
30 Dec 2023
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They say that cauterizing the wounds can sometimes be more beneficial compared to the traditional approach to healing.
Two months after Kim sends him the song, Chay decides to do the very mature thing and move on from his heartbreak. Even if that means accepting that all his unanswered questions will go unanswered. Even if that means facing the tiresome task of building some semblance of a new normalcy.
Even if that means letting Kim go and playing niceties the next time he sees him (they are family, after all).
Kim doesn’t take it too well.
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In which Kim and Chay’s reconciliation is anything but cordial.
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05 May 2025
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Angel baby by wikichedia
Fandoms: รักโคตรร้ายสุดท้ายโคตรรัก | KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
27 Aug 2022
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Porchay was younger than him. That fact had been glaringly obvious from the beginning of their relationship, but Kim had never stopped to think about what exactly that entailed. That's it until they started having sex and well… the fact that Kim had a horny eighteen years old on his hands (and between his legs) was impossible to ignore.
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12 Apr 2025
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Derek comes home to find an abandoned werebaby on his front porch and Stiles volunteers to help him out. Surprisingly, that is just the beginning of his problems.
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Stiles took the dare, because what else was he supposed to do when the whole lacrosse team was chanting his name? Even though the werewolf pack had left Beacon Hills years ago, nobody was stupid enough to set foot on the Hale property.
Except, apparently, Stiles.
Now he's got a feral werewolf following him around town with the sole purpose of claiming Stiles as his own.
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It began shortly after Porsche had disappeared and Porchay had met WIK on campus during an orientation event for potential new students. Three events that happened in immediate succession and seemed to have nothing to do with each other at all. But perhaps they did.
For days, Porchay couldn't shake off the feeling that he was being watched. A tingling sensation on the back of his neck, the subconscious knowledge that eyes were on him. Vague, unsettling but, to Porchay's absolute astonishment, not really frightening. It felt more like he was suddenly aware of his own guardian spirit.
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“Aren’t you meant to finger me?” Porsche asks, breathless, as Kinn smears lube around the rim of his hole. Kinn looks up, pausing his movements, and Porsche shifts slightly, almost unconsciously, as though trying to get him inside.
“Where did you hear that?” Kinn asks.
“I watched some porn,” Porsche says, and Kinn raises an eyebrow at him, unimpressed. He remembers the kind of porn Porsche likes – shrieking women lying back and taking it from coarse, grunting men. “Gay porn,” Porsche clarifies after a moment.
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13 Oct 2024