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one night and one more time by goddammitgabey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
07 Jun 2026
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Ilya has a one night stand.
Across the country, Shane does too.
In the end, though, they come together.
(Literally.)
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20 Jul 2026
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Boil the Frog by 4me2knowandyou2wonder
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Apr 2026
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"Y'know..." Rozanov’s arm swung around his own head, and his hand played mercilessly with his ear. “We could stop using them.”
Shane frowned. “What?”
Rozanov only offer a shrug.
“But we would both have to stop hooking up with other people. Wouldn't be safe otherwise.”
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What if Rozanov decided to use the idea of getting to fuck raw as a way to convince Hollander to be exclusive instead.
based on this prompt by @itshype
https://www.tumblr.com/itshype/812475211159060480/the-tuna-meltdowntm-would-have-ended-with-them?source=share
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20 Jul 2026
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Stop me if you've heard this one before by sistercacao
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
09 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander doesn't understand why everyone thinks he and Ilya Rozanov hate each other. He's pretty sure that in all the years they've been playing in the league together, they've never even talked before.
Well, he's kind of sure. He thinks he would remember. He would remember something about Rozanov, if it was really important.
Right?
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20 Jul 2026
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“Why do I taste blood in your mouth, solnyshko?”
“I told you, my ex said it’s annoying when I’m too loud during sex. I guess it’s a habit. I bite my tongue sometimes so you won’t have to hear me that much.”
“And I told you, I need you to give me the name of this ex so I can kill him with my bare hands. Is very serious matter.”
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19 Jul 2026
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“Sometimes, I wish he was a worse person,” Ilya admits one night, while he and Yuna are doing the dishes. Shane and Ilya had come over for chicken parmesan, and it had been a lovely dinner, right up until David, clearing the plates, mentioned that he had met a guy at the store the other day who was a big fan of Shane’s, had a kid who idolized him.
David asked if Shane could sign a piece of merchandise for him, maybe record a video. Shane said yes, because he had a rule, about doing things for child fans. Now, Shane was off shooting a video while Ilya did the dishes, and Ilya already knew the way it would require Shane to drag his public face up from the depths of his stomach, the work it would take him to shed it afterwards, the way it would taint this evening.
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- Part 14 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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19 Jul 2026
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#ilyarozanovisoverparty by chuyasexual
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
06 Mar 2026
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troybarrett if u can read this im free on thurs @censational · Oct 23, 2022
Ilya Rozanov getting cancelled for having an Asian fetish was NOT on my 2022 bingo but here we are #ilyarozanovisoverpartykari ˚⟡˖ ࣪ @pikesplacee · Oct 23, 2022
the question of “why shane hollander of all players” finally makes sense now I guess… #ilyarozanovisoverpartyvi @mooncatvi · Oct 23, 2022
you mean the hockey player I liked isn't a good person? 🥺 you mean the stripper doesn't love me? 🥺 #ilyarozanovisoverpartySeries
- Part 2 of boy kissing and other illicit activities
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19 Jul 2026
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A League of His Own by Promised_ivy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
18 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander comes out as gay after a video of him talking to Rose Landry is leaked the week before he has to go to All-Stars 2017.
Shane is not going to let a bunch of homophobes scare him.
Although, as Ilya Rozanov is starting to figure out, they might not be as homophobic as they all seem...
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AKA Half the league is having a sexuality crisis. The other half is lying.
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18 Jul 2026
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don’t say that to me, it can’t be true. by whimsyfish
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Mar 2026
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How has this not been brought up before? He thought they had both waited eagerly, impatiently, desperately for what they have now. For when they could stop pretending that they don't want each other and actually be together.
Was he wrong about all of that? Is it possible that, somehow, Ilya couldn't care less if they were sleeping with other people or not. Is this some twisted form of…generosity? Or is it guilt, because Ilya wants to sleep with other people? Did he really enter a waking nightmare where Ilya is growing bored of him and wants them to change things up with other people?
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or: the fight in TLG, where Ilya tells Shane he can sleep with other people, goes a little differently. Shane doesn't storm out, and they talk things through. Eventually.
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17 Jul 2026
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Another shot of vodka, can't stop looking at the door by roztwofour (swiftpixie)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 May 2026
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"What are you doing here?"
Ilya looks at him. Shane has not moved from the doorway. He has one hand still on the frame.
"I don't know," Ilya says, which is the truest thing he has said in months.
Shane makes a sound that isn't quite a laugh. "That's not—" He stops. Runs a hand over his face. "You can't be here, Ilya."
The name. Again. Said almost like an accident.
"Why are you here?" he asks instead of responding to that.
Shane goes still.
"This isn't your place," Ilya says. Carefully. "I mean, you don’t live here. You live somewhere else, a real one, nicer, bigger, or I don’t know because I have never been to it. So why are you in the fuck building at four in the morning?"
Shane's jaw tightens. For a second Ilya thinks he won't answer, that he will turn and go back inside and this will be just another door between them and then Shane says, low and bitten-off: "I come here sometimes."
"Why?"
"You know why."
Or, After Shane leaves Ilya in Boston, Ilya becomes a mess and Shane thinks he's ruined everything. They both seek each other silently until they cross paths again. Eventually, someone has to say something.
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17 Jul 2026
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give me your hurt if you need someone to blame by iittaliia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jan 2026
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”What the fuck were you thinking putting me down as your emergency contact?”
”What?” Ilya blinked, the sudden change in atmosphere clearly having caught him off guard. ”That I want you here?” he said like it was obvious, like that would be reason enough to put everything they were and everything they had at risk.
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Or, Shane thinks that being an emergency contact is an emergency.
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17 Jul 2026
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Ilya had learned things today. Hollander is warm while he sleeps; he takes deep breaths and sighs and holds his hands near his face. He eats one food first before moving onto the next and is constantly wiping crumbs from his fingers. It is impossible for Ilya to unlearn these things, so he acknowledges them and then lets them run down the drain with the shower water.
It had only been an easygoing nap in the middle of the day, with the sun coming through the window and quiet in the house. It wasn’t supposed to be a big deal. Ilya likes a party, but he appreciates a quiet house. He’d hoped Shane would too.
He leans his forehead against the tile.
Hollander. Hollander.
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Ilya thought he knew everything, but has so much to learn about Shane Hollander. Takes place after tuna melts in episode 4 and through Tampa All-Stars.
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- Part 2 of Liminal
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16 Jul 2026
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the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose by alchemystique
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Jan 2026
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There hadn’t been a whole lot of tape, back then, not on a bunch of kids who were likely to get chewed up and spit out by the KHL, but Rozanov was a special case – his agent had clearly known his aim was for North American leagues, and there’d been a few tapes leaked here and there of the fourteen, fifteen, sixteen year old phenom who had more trick plays up his sleeve than Yuna, personally, thought was true hockey. The video of his spin on the Michigan had made the rounds in David’s McGill email chain, and Yuna had tipped her chin up and sworn up and down he’d be a one-trick pony who’d be flat on his ass the first time he tried that shit in the pros.
Shane had downloaded the video to his desktop and studied the tape like he did old games of Scott Hunter.
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Yuna Hollander works through years of memories in attempt to discover when she should have known her son didn't trust her with all of himself.
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16 Jul 2026
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all the things he did by blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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4 times Shane was strict with Ilya and the 1 time he wasn't ft Ilya having an emotional crisis over it.
OR: inspired by the tweet: ilya actually love having a strict boyfriend. like no his bitch do not let him have friends NO he not allowed to be out past 11 and NO U CANNOT SIT HERE!!!
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16 Jul 2026
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Two Can Play This Game (Ilya's Version) by JaxSJ64087
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Jul 2026
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Ilya Rozanov loves his life. He is rich, famous, gets to sleep with gorgeous people, and has a perfect situationship with Shane Hollander.
Until he finds out that he may not be the only one in their situationship who is sleeping with other people.
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- Part 1 of Two Can Play This Game
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15 Jul 2026
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Loid Forger was not jealous.
It was impossible, by definition. Jealousy was a primitive emotion, irrational, incompatible with the cognitive structure of a top-tier agent. It was the flaw of ordinary men — the kind who let feelings colonize judgment, who confused possession with affection, control with love. Twilight had studied jealousy the way an entomologist studies an insect: with scientific detachment, with the sole purpose of recognizing it in others and using it as leverage. A jealous husband was predictable. He was manipulable. He was vulnerable.Bookmarked by Miserable_Ecstasy
15 Jul 2026
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when the lights go out by PrincessAmericaChavez
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jul 2026
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Ilya feels his phone buzz a few times on his way to the elevator, probably everyone confirming they are on the move. He waits until the doors close to check who their group will be tonight.
Lane: I’m out guys my ankle is killing me
Chuck: pussy
Tanner: cmon Lane don’t be a baby
Lars: we are coming down as soon as Nosey stops texting his mommy
Nosey: uh guys wtf
Nosey: did you see this?
Nosey: http://www.twitter.com/cnnbrk/status/2693739470000000036Marly: holy shit
Marly: did someone try to kill Hollanderor
The season after Sochi and the Las Vegas night, Ilya comes back from the summer ready to reignite his hookups with Shane Hollander. But the Metros captain seems to have bigger problems, mainly, that someone might be trying to kill him.
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15 Jul 2026
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Hi Ilya,
My name is Shane! I don’t speak Russian, I hope that’s okay. I’m also 25 years old and I love hockey too! So we have some things in common.
I’ve never written an inmate before. I don’t really know why I’m doing this. I guess I’m lonely. I’m not very good at making friends or dating. I think maybe I can be a bit awkward in person, but I’m good at writing. So I hope that’s okay.
or Shane Hollander finds Ilya Rozanov on WriteAPrisoner.com and sends him an email.
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14 Jul 2026
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What if one choice on the eve of battle makes everything different?
What if Nesta Archeron was a woman more interested in healing than hurting?
What if she looks at a power that is made of Death and decides that she will not let even that stolen power determine her life?
And what if despite all of that she is still dragged down by everything she sees and does and must live through. What if she drags herself out of that pit with the true help of friends and loved ones: rather than being broken further to fit into a mold she does not want. What if Nesta suffers but she learns and she grows and she finds a happiness that is not tied to a single man or on the command of a Court that only wishes to use her.
What if she is happy and healthy and perfectly herself?
What if?
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13 Jul 2026
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a pox on all your houses by apocryphal
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 Jul 2026
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"Chlamydia?" Ilya has never heard Hollander's voice reach such heights in the absence of a cock. "You have chlamydia?"
"I did not get it on purpose," Ilya complains.
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13 Jul 2026
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Shane isn't used to people touching him. Then he meets Ilya Rozanov.
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13 Jul 2026