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Her Laugh Was the Only Light; And He Did Everything He Could To Earn It by Josh_or_something
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
27 May 2025
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Neville hesitated before answering, his voice barely above a whisper. “Sometimes…I think if I just keep my head down, keep going, no one will notice anything. And maybe that’s for the best.”
Ginny frowned, her fiery demeanor softening. “You don’t have to carry everything on your own, Neville. We’re here for you. I’m here for you.”
He gave her a fleeting smile, one that didn’t quite reach his eyes. “I know,” he said, but the way his gaze dropped to the floor betrayed the lie. “But it doesn’t change anything.”
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Wilson is spiraling, Wilson is suffering, Wilson is dying.
A one shot into Wilson slowly destroying himself
Based on the poem "Skinny girls bleed flowers" by Savannah Brown
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Wilson didn't know how it got to this, he just wanted to lose a couple kilos, become a better doctor. He just wanted to be better. Now? Now he's slowly killing himself but he don't want to stop it anymore.
There will be mentions of calories, weights, bmi...all that stuff so if you don't want that, don't read. You have been warned, proceed with caution or something.
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Achilles, Achilles, Achilles, come down (Won't you get up off, get up off the roof?) by Josh_or_something
Fandoms: House M.D.
10 Nov 2024
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“Of all the places you could’ve picked for a final dramatic exit, the roof?” House’s voice came, carrying that trademark mix of sarcasm and edge. “Cliché, even for you.”
Wilson’s mouth twitched, a half-smile lost in the night. “You’re one to talk about clichés.”
House came closer, his cane thudding lightly against the concrete. “You should’ve known better than to think you could pull this off without me catching on.” House stopped just a few steps away, eyes steady, fixed on Wilson with something between concern and anger. “So… what’s the plan, Wilson?”
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Written while listening to “Achilles come down” by Gang of Youths
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Praying that no one sees through my disguise by Josh_or_something
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
30 Nov 2023
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Dream didn't have what you would call a bad life. He had loving parents,
he never felt loved.He had great grades,no one noticed how they had slipped lately.He had enough food.He hadn’t eaten in days.He had wonderful friends,he was slowly distancing himself from them.He couldn’t ask for more.He never asked for anything.But it didn't feel like a good life either.
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a high school au where Dream struggles and when his friends realize it, it may be too late.
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In true James Wilson fashion, it's when everything is finally looking up for everyone that he starts to spiral down.
or: a season 7 rewrite(ish)
Bookmarked by Josh_or_something
16 Dec 2024
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just... some of the best writing i've ever read... like, compare it to the classics.
This is a really damn good description of spiralling (see, title reference (: )
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Sometimes the people you trust the most are also the ones who hurt you the most. When Zayn tells Niall that he's in love with him, everything changes. He forces himself onto Niall and just takes what he proclaims as his. Very soon everyone notices that something is obviously wrong.
or Zayn rapes Niall and Niall just wants to be rescued by Harry.
or Zayn is a violent piece of shit and knows how to hide it ... most of the time.
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running fast, standing in place (quick breaths, it'll end soon) by bravestyles
Fandoms: One Direction (Band)
14 Dec 2019
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Looking back, Harry can differentiate the stages of it. It started with conscious eating, with trying to know exactly what was in his food and not wanting to put garbage into his body. Gradually, he started to work out more. And then came the restricting, where he slowly reeled back on carbs and fatty foods and sugar. But it wasn't too bad yet. All it was was thinking extra hard about his food choices and avoiding certain things. It was okay.
Eventually, it stopped being okay.
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Harry struggles with an eating disorder.Bookmarked by Josh_or_something
11 Oct 2024
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Really good ed fic, yes it’s worth to reread.
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Atmosphere by Lovii, MantisInnit, TheAngelWhoWouldBeKing, uwrites
Fandom Dream SMP, Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF
23 Feb 2023
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Bookmarked by Josh_or_something
21 Apr 2024
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The rainy days amazing serie thingy. Experiment docs are her. Pain
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better on my own by saturnleft
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
30 Jul 2022
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The five times Wilbur's eating disorder ruins what should be a beautiful memory and the one time he does something about it.
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- Part 2 of liability
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- English
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Bookmarked by Josh_or_something
22 Jan 2024
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I don’t know what to say, I’m speechless. Wilbur has an ed and it’s so well described and I absolutely love this so so so much