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after the cherry wine. by fizzfics
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Jul 2026
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‘Was he? What you needed?’
‘No. I mean, sort of. But…’
‘Did he hurt you?’
Shane didn’t answer. Instead, his gaze dipped to the floor.
The blood drained from Ilya’s face. ‘Shane?’
‘Um.’
Ilya’s fingers dug into the desk he was leaning on. He watched Shane’s face. That beautiful fucking face. The one he had to force himself not to stare at on the ice in case he got distracted. The face he had known since he was eighteen years old. Whether Shane believed it or not, there were few people who could read his face like Ilya Rozanov could.
And he was reading the truth on it now.
‘Fuck. He hurt you?’
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In which Ilya finds out that Shane's other sexual experiences have not been as safe or pleasurable as he deserves and decides to make things right.
(Please check the tags, this might not be for you!)
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- 49,793
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- 28/31
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09 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is Now Live by Itsallfine
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 May 2026
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Post-cottage, Shane and Ilya quickly discover that hiding sucks, so they launch their friendship via a series of chaotic Instagram Lives. It predictably spirals out of control.
Ch 1: Friends!
Ch 2: …Uh, friends?
Ch 3: Definitely not friends.- Language:
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- 3/3
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29 May 2026
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on the edge by spacegoose
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jun 2026
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In an effort to get back to the Stanley Cup finals, The Boston Bears adds a new skating coach to the permanent coaching team: Newly retired pair skater Shane Hollander, who's fresh of an Olympic gold medal, and possibly-
No, scratch that. He is definitely the prettiest man Ilya Rozanov has ever seen. Especially when he moves across their shared ice like he was born for it.
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15 May 2026
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'“Your eyes are blue,” He observed, “I didn’t know that.”
“Enjoying the view, Hollander?” Rozanov asked.
“Well.” Shane did a once-over again, lingering on the curve of Rozanov’s upper lip. “No complaints so far.”
“You will not be so flirty when we beat you.” Rozanov said. His voice was straight, to the point.
“Good luck.” Shane’s smile didn’t drop, but he let his gaze drop to Rozanov’s lips as he took another drag on his cigarette.
“Hm.”
Shane turned from Rozanov and walked away.'OR
Shane is confident in his sexuality, and confident that he wants Ilya Rozanov's cock down his throat.
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- English
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04 May 2026
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ilya rozanov, top-dog by anyabarnes
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Jun 2026
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Mr. Hollander & Puppy Ilya
A series of related works detailing the relationship between older, veteran Mr. Hollander and his younger, rookie puppy. Recommended reading order is chronological.limelight, 8.5k words
Ilya Rozanov is the best damn rookie the NHL has ever seen. Shane Hollander, captain of the Metros and three-time Stanley Cup winner with over 700 career goals (not that Ilya is counting, thank you very much), just wants to help him celebrate.
hat-trick, 17.1k words
Ilya just wants to prove to Mr. Hollander that he can be a good boy. Mr. Hollander is happy to indulge him.
pillowtalk, 21.5k words
It’s not really Ilya’s fault that he needs Mr. Hollander. Besides, Mr. Hollander is happy to teach his puppy some new tricks.
partition, 19.3k words
Galas generally disinterest Ilya. Every rule, however, has its exception; after all, how could he turn down an invitation to an event he knows Mr. Hollander will be at?
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28 Apr 2026
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Captain vs. Captain by deliciousblizzardshark
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Apr 2026
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Following the internet success of Shane and Ilya's presentation at the NHL Awards, ESPN decided to contract with them to do a whole series. It goes far better than anyone could have dreamed.
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“When you think about it,” Jackie said, when Shane had dinner with her and Hayden a few days later, “hockey’s basically already reality tv.”
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- Part 3 of Hollanov fics
- Part 1 of Captain vs Captain
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- 16/16
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06 Apr 2026
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You Are Tired (I Think) by AudieLewisWrites
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Jun 2026
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That information, in and of itself, was enough to rock at least the hockey world. There had never been a publicly out player before, and Shane Hollander, straight-laced, always controlled, golden boy, would not be anyone's first guess as the resident queer player.
But it got so much worse. It was clear Shane had ended things with Derek, if only because of the level of vitriol in the article. It talked about them meeting. About secret dates. About Shane refusing to come out of the closet, causing Derek "extreme emotional damage."
And then it talked about the sex. Not just that Shane liked to be the bottom, but what exactly he liked. Derek accused Shane of being "almost frigid" until they had introduced kink into their relationship. The kink was a BDSM relationship where Shane was very much the sub. Derek maintained he hadn't really been into it (there were more accusations here of the damage this had done, implying that Shane had somehow forced the man into being a Dom).
Or: When Shane is horribly (like really horribly) outed, Ilya, who is playing in Russia, gets traded to his team, the Boston Raiders.
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- 26/?
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Bookmarked by Jamiebears
04 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander can't stand being touched.
Each touch leaves behind ugly marks and pain, and it's the reason why he never had a Dom or any serious relationship. His friends—and in particular Ilya Rozanov—propose a bet to find him a compatible Dom, someone whose touch doesn't burn.
And it turns out that the most compatible person is much closer than one might think.
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touch-starved feral cat Shane vs grumpy protective IlyaSeries
- Part 1 of touch-starved
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- 5/5
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Bookmarked by Jamiebears
04 Apr 2026
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He stared at the screen. His body was thrumming, vibrating with a desperate, pent-up energy that made his skin feel too tight. It had been two days. Two days of Ilya saying start. Two days of Ilya saying stop. Two days of being edged until his brain felt like it was melting out of his ears. The ache in his balls was a dull, constant throb, a pressure that bordered on agony.
But it felt so good.
Two men, one secret, a decade of choosing each other in every wrong way possible.
Shane Hollander is careful, controlled, and very good at performing both. Ilya Rozanov is the one person who has ever seen through it, and the one person Shane has never been able to perform for.
What started in Vegas in 2011 has followed them through six years of rivalry, obsession, and something else neither of them has been willing to name. When Shane falls apart, will Ilya be able to put the pieces back together again? Whether what he builds from the pieces is something Shane can survive is another question entirely...
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- Part 1 of evil ilya
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- 20/20
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03 Apr 2026
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02 Apr 2026
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The Sickness You Foster by Enigmatica
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 May 2026
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Shane Hollander is twenty-three, a student at McGill University's prestigious Physical Therapy program, and a part-time employee at a local, run-of-the-mill coffee shop. After a supposed one-night stand throws him completely off-balance, he finds himself drifting unwittingly towards a man who just might be the literal death of him.
Ilya Rozanov is twenty-nine, heir to the family "business" in America, and currently staving off attacks from both his scheming brother and an annoyingly persistent FBI agent that seems hellbent on throwing the book at him. He is also quickly becoming obsessed with a boy whose very existence may be jeopardized by his presence alone.
Too bad Shane is itching to be released from the ties that bind him to his boring life, no matter the cost. Too bad Ilya is selfish enough to cut him loose.
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Bookmarked by Jamiebears
30 Mar 2026
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“Oh, so is my fault I am big strong top with giant Russian dick and all little bitch boys want to bend over for me? No one cares about my prostate?"
_______________________________________They fuck around. Then they find out.
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- Part 1 of i know how to hurt myself on you
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28 Mar 2026
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bad case of lovin' you by imbihesgay
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 May 2026
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“Okay, give me five minutes. This patient will not take long.”
Luca nods in thanks and scurries off to busy himself in the meantime. Ilya huffs another sigh, shaking his head as he finally pulls up the digital chart.
Shane Hollander
Age: 27
Height: 177.8cm
Weight: 88.5Kg
Temp: 36.6
BP: 118/75-Patient presented with syncope, nausea and vertigo.
-shane hollander comes into ilya rozanov's ER, two months after they had a wild one-night stand)
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28 Mar 2026
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Operation Romeo & Juliet by apageinthisbook
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
05 Mar 2026
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Cliff hates the waiting game, mostly because it goes on way too long. A year. A year of trying to find a moment to bring up the ring, casually mentioning Jane where it won’t push Roz away, making exasperated eye contact with his teammates with each failed lead.
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The Boston Bears just want their captain to be happy, they don't mean to uncover the most well kept secret in the NHL.
Good thing the rookies are cute, Rozanov can't yell at cute.Series
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26 Feb 2026
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Within Your Reach by Water_Nix
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Feb 2026
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Shane’s hearing is muffled, sound bubbling in and out like he’s swimming through the lake, dipping under the surface and back into the air. He can make out a word here and there, enough to know that Rozanov is trying to get him to breathe with him. He can feel the expansion of Rozanov’s lungs against his hands as he takes deep breaths in and lets them out. Shane tries to copy him, he does, but every inhale carries the scent of him, his cologne, his skin, his hair products. The scents are so familiar to him, and he wants more than anything for them to calm him, make him feel safe, but they are doing the opposite. Why are they still so familiar to him after not being anywhere near Rozanov for half a year? Why does he still want to shove his face against Rozanov’s throat and suck in every last last hint he can get?
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Ilya takes longer to arrive in the bathroom after they present the award together, leaving Shane time to sink into a full-blown panic attack. This leads to a very different night in Vegas and an earlier beginning to Shane and Ilya’s relationship.
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- Part 1 of Vegas Canon Divergence AU
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Bookmarked by Jamiebears
24 Feb 2026
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"𝙄-𝙄'𝙈 𝘼 𝙎𝙇𝙐𝙏𝙏𝙔 𝘽𝙊𝙔𝙋𝙐𝙎𝙎𝙔 ♡" ren hiccups and continues, "𝙒-𝙒-𝙒𝙃𝙊 𝙇𝙊𝙑𝙀𝙎 𝙂𝙀𝙏𝙏𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙃𝙄𝙎 𝘼𝙎𝙎 𝙒𝙍𝙀𝘾𝙆𝙀𝘿 𝘽𝙔....𝘽𝙔 𝘾𝙊𝘾𝙆𝙎 𝙀𝙑𝙀𝙍𝙔𝘿𝘼𝙔!" he musters out, face hot from embarrassment.
[a cute camboy gets himself ass-fucked, and much more- to his delight]
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one horny boy, lotta adventures ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
•not into overly-porny, degrading, and non-consensual/disturbing themes? this is not the book for you
Bookmarked by Jamiebears
10 Mar 2023
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A horny prince and his even hornier personal servant.
Bookmarked by Jamiebears
11 Feb 2023
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"Having feelings for your best friend is a lousy state to be in, in of itself.
Even worse with Ushijima being in a long-term relationship with a girl.
And even more difficult because of– whatever this is that’s going on between them.
A physical attraction? Friends with benefits? Cheating… "
(A story about Satori Tendou and Wakatoshi Ushijima based on the ideas and plot of the song "Sex" by The 1975)
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15 Aug 2022
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Bittersweet by pavlikovskayaya
Fandoms: The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch (2019)
30 Jun 2022
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Haunted by memories of times past, Theo finds himself in Europe after settling the matter with the fake furniture pieces, seeking for something he himself doesn't know what it is. Now it’s time to settle a bigger issue. A personal one. He knows nothing can ever be the same again, but it would be unfair not to at least try. Try what?
Must he say it?
Can he say it?
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03 Jul 2022
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if memories could speak by tommyglued
Fandoms: The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch (2019)
01 Jul 2022
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Theo drops next to Boris, their heads pressed together. Boris' breath, smelling of weed and vodka, slides over his skin in hot streams, making him shiver. He wonders, for a moment, if his breath is doing the same to Boris. He lets his hand slide from his face, heading god knows where, when Boris seizes it and fits his fingers perfectly between his. Theo watches their hands as Boris places them on his chest, his heart hammering against Theo’s palm.
His heart. Boris. Their joined hands. Why do those words hang so ominously in his mind?
No, he doesn't want to think.
He doesn't think.
Bookmarked by Jamiebears
02 Jul 2022