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    Ilya throws a party he doesn't want, breaks down and calls Shane.

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    Or how Shane and Ilya came out to the Centaurs.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Hayden is tiring the hell out of Ilya at dinner and he cannot take it anymore. Shane decides it's finally time to choose.

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    Or how Ilya cannot supports Pike's shit talking and he and Shane have to talk it out.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    lya Rozanov left Russia with two things: a hockey contract and a plan to never belong to anyone again.

    Shane Hollander was supposed to be the rivalry. First overall, second overall, opposite teams, opposite cities. That's where it was supposed to end.
    It didn't end there.

    Shane has Mia — his twin sister, the one person who has always known everything without being told, the support he didn't know he needed until she was already there.

    Ilya has a cross around his neck that belongs to someone else, a letter worn soft from being read too many times, and a father who is starting to forget things in ways that can't be undone.

    Ilya's mother is alive — he just doesn't know where yet.

    He built an exit route. He didn't plan for what was waiting at the end of it.

    Hold Your Breath — a story about hockey, immigration, a gold cross, and two people who are catastrophically bad at saying what they mean until they aren't.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    “Good. I am glad that everyone was able to make it out today. I know you are all familiar with my husband…and maybe have felt some frustrations about his mouth getting ahead from him sometimes.”

    There were chuckles around the room. Bood let out a snort as if to signal, you could say that again.

    “But I also know many of you want to do other things to his mouth. Don’t think I don’t hear when some of you say you would pick my husband for a gay pass” he throws a glare out at the room. Luca turned visibly pink and Troy shifted uncomfortably in his chair.

    “Tonight I am offering you an opportunity to do something about that. Whether you want to take out some pent up rage into his mouth, or if you simply want to live out a fantasy with a very hot man, I am offering up my husband for one night and one night only.”

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    What if Ilya is the one who gets gang banged by his teammates while Shane watches. Part 2 now added!

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    17 Jun 2026

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    To the world, Ilya Rozanov is the face of resilience. He has the career, the house, and the man—Shane Hollander, the legendary rival who walked away from a legacy in Montreal to build a life by Ilya’s side. Yet, behind the surface, the foundation is cracking. Haunted by the shadow of his mother’s suicide and a crushing sense of guilt, Ilya is convinced he is the architect of Shane’s downfall. To Ilya, every “traitor” chant from the stands and every weary look in Shane’s eyes is a bill that he can never pay. The antidepressants are failing, the nightmares are returning, and the only thing louder than the roar of his Ducati is the silence of the things he can’t tell anyone.

    When a routine hit on the ice turns into a medical emergency, the “fine” life Ilya has spent months performing is stripped away. As his body fails, Shane is left to piece together the truth of the man he thought he knew.

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    16 Jun 2026