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For the last decade or so, Dean had existed with a secondary presence in his mind. A connection. It lived at the base of his skull, just a little glowing pulse. He knew though, before he really even understood, exactly what the presence was; it was Cas. It was his imprint on Dean’s soul. It was their more profound bond. It was everything between them he couldn’t allow himself to think about.
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06 Jun 2026
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Brittle and battle-worn, Cas looks at him over coffee one morning and says, "I need to go," and Dean instantly knows that he's not coming back.
He's not really sure how he knows it, but he does. It settles into the pit of his stomach, curling hot and tight like something he instinctively wants to tear out with his bare hands. He takes a breath, and it gets stuck in his throat, hitching there. It hurts, hurts, hurts when he finally exhales.
"Yeah," Dean says, "of course you do," and he nods jerkily as he looks down at his phone. He doesn't say goodbye. He doesn't look up from the screen when Cas gets up and leaves the room. He doesn't finish his coffee, or move for a long time.
By nightfall, Cas is gone.
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21 May 2026
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Dean takes a really, really long drive to kick fear in the ass. It might just be the best thing he ever decides to do.
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The seat squeaks, and Dean follows the sound, his gaze trailing down. There—where Jack sat moments ago—is a much tinier version of him. He looks mostly the same, just...smaller and more dimply and cuter, if that's possible. His clothes have shrunk to fit him, so he's casually sitting in a t-shirt, jeans, and scuffed tennis shoes. He swings his feet from side-to-side over the edge of Baby's seat the same way Sam used to in the back, and he stares up at Dean with clear eyes.
"Oh," Dean blurts out, eyes bulging, "Cas is going to fucking kill me."
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21 May 2026
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Dean finds articles implying that their old Mystery Spot experiences might be happening again, and despite Sam's protestations that it's not safe (especially for them, of all people), he and Cas go to check it out.
Occasionally, Dean and Sam are both right. Dean really hates it.
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14 May 2026
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Dean managed to save Castiel from the deal he had done with The Empty, but he now had to face what Castiel's true happiness had meant.
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13 May 2026