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    He figures Ilya would be pretty surprised if he showed up to his house out of the blue. Surprised enough to be put off, probably. Shane is way too bad of a liar to think of any plausible excuse. If this is really happening, if Shane is actually by some miracle getting another shot at this, then he’s going to have to play this smart. His impatience to see Ilya again will have to be tempered. He’s not sure how time travel works, but he has the sneaking suspicion that one wrong move could unravel everything.

    Ilya is alive.

    Just the thought of it is enough to make Shane crack his first smile in a year.

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    AU in which Ilya dies in the Centaurs' plane crash. A year later, careless with grief, Shane drives his car into a blizzard and wakes up in Boston, in 2016. When faced with the opportunity to do it right this time, and keep Ilya for good, Shane knows that every decision he makes will be crucial. It's terrifying, but Ilya once told him that he's brave. Now it's up to Shane to prove it.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    Cutest travel back in time

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    5 times the centaurs see how completely Ilya Rozanov loves Shane Hollander
    and 1 time they love each other in private.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Teeth rotting

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    Wyatt’s gaze flicked from Hollander to Rozanov – who looked absolutely delighted with this turn of events – and back again. “You two follow playoff traditions as well then?”

    Hollander shrugged, still catastrophically casual, “I mean, when we played on different teams we sort of had to. Conflict of interests and all that. But I meant more generally. You know what it’s like, right?”

    Wyatt wasn’t sure that he did, and was suddenly very conscious of the fact that he might not be in the least bit emotionally prepared for whatever was about to come out of Hollander’s mouth.

    “Like, the other day,” Hollander continued, seemingly unaware of the proverbial bombshell he was about to drop. “Ilya tied me up and edged me for…was it two hours?”

    “Three, moyo solnyshko,” Rozanov corrected, sounding like Christmas, his birthday, and the Easter Bunny had all come at once.


    Shane Hollander joins the Centaurs, and the team discovers that their Captain might be a certified menace, but his husband is so, so much worse.

    OR: five times Shane accidentally terrorizes the Centaurs locker room, and one time he chooses to hold back.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Over sharing Shane

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    Rozanov smirked. “Going both ways is most valuable hockey skill.”
    “Hey!” Shane objected.
    “You have many other valuable skills,” Rozanov murmured. “Let me and Pike have this one, mm?”
    Hayden watched, feeling numb, as Shane let Rozanov tug him into a kiss. Oh. Oh fuck. Fuck, that was hot.
    “You like watching, Pike?” Rozanov asked, without turning his face away from Shane’s.
    “Fuck you, Rozanov,” Hayden snapped reflexively. “… Yes.”

    Canon-divergent AU where Hayden tells Shane he’s bisexual before Shane gets a chance to come out to him, and things escalate quickly from there. AKA, the Hayden in a Hollanov sandwich smutfic that no one everybody asked for.

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    08 Apr 2026

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    Hayden and Ilya ruins Shane.

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    Under the guidance of his doctor and mostly out of desperation due to his last annual heat being severe enough to nearly land him in the hospital, Shane Hollander knows he needs to take a heat partner for the first time if he doesn’t want to end up in a cycle facility.
    With his options between hiring a comfort alpha or asking one Ilya Rozanov for help, the choice is clear to Shane. Even if it feels like he’s losing every shred of his dignity to ask his - rival? fuckbuddy? - whatever Rozanov is to help him through his heat, Rozanov is the only alpha he trusts enough to take care of him.
    Rozanov is due for his own rut and is more than happy to finally, finally have heat sex with Hollander. Which is why he says yes with no hesitation. No other reason, of course.
    Now they both just need to survive the week with their hearts intact, which is something far easier said than done.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    Cutest falling in love of Ilya and Shane. Lots of spicy scenes !

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    “You think those stretches actually do anything?”

    Summers had appeared beside him, the sound of his skates muffled under the blood rushing through Ilya’s ears– and elsewhere– as he stole another glance at Shane.

    “I don’t do them and I am better than him, so no. Or maybe they do help and I could be best hockey player ever.”

    “Mm. Hey, if he wants to put himself in that position it’s on him, I guess. I’m not gonna complain about the show.”

    Ilya froze, turning himself on the ice to face Summers properly.

    “The… show?”

    *or*

    Boston's new rookie has the hots for Shane. Ilya does not cope well.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    The newbie on Rozanov team has a bit of a crushed on Shane.

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    Mystery Work

    Part of AZRAELRIEGO
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    02 Apr 2026

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    Shane gets pregnant. Enigma ABO with Ilya.

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    “He bit you,” Ilya growls. “He fucking cornered you and bit you–”

    “He likes it,” Jarek lisps. His smile is a bloody ruin and his eyes are fixed on Shane with a hunger that should revolt him, but instead makes the heat burning inside him flame higher. Makes him want to get on all fours and present. “He’s mine now. So fuck off, Rozanov.”

    Shane is bit by an alpha on the ice. An alpha that isn't Ilya.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    Ilya saves Shane after a nasty bite.

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    The thing was.

    The thing was that people knew Shane was married to him. To Ilya fucking Rozanov.

    So he could not fucking understand why this photographer kept hitting on his husband.

    Or: The Centaurs are involved in a sexy photoshoot.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    Ilya is jealous of the photographer. Shane doesn’t see it but prove his love anyway

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    As she watched Rozanov skate half circles around Shane's unconscious body in the unnatural quiet of the Boston arena, Jackie Pike's heart raced. Her whole body shook as her brain struggled to make sense of what was happening. A few moments later, she recognized the Russian's expression. She'd seen it on the faces of other WAGs when their men went down hard. It was the physical manifestation of her recurring nightmare - Hayden motionless and bleeding after a hit, thinking she was about to lose the love of her life. Nothing else existed but that body lying on the ice.

    This was exactly how Rozanov looked at him now, and the only possible explanation was love.

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    A 5 + 1 story about five people who observe the relationship between Shane and Ilya unfold in real time and come to their own conclusions about what's going on.

    Plus, a bonus chapter featuring the family dinner that Shane’s parents invite themselves to right after meeting Ilya for the first time.

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    27 Mar 2026

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    When Jackie can see it that Ilya loves Shane.

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    NHL golden boy Shane Hollander has spent his entire life being perfect — the ideal captain, the flawless teammate, the face of the franchise. He’s also spent his entire life hiding.

    When a chance encounter in a New York club leads him to Ilya Rozanov, Shane discovers what it means to finally let go. The problem? Ilya isn’t just confident, wealthy, and dangerously attractive. He’s also the heir to the Russian Bratva’s North American empire.

    What starts as one reckless weekend becomes something neither of them expected: real, consuming, and worth protecting at any cost — even when that cost includes bodies, lies, and a secret that could destroy everything Shane has built.

    Twenty-five years, three Stanley Cups, countless threats, and one question: how far will you go for the person who makes you feel like yourself?

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    26 Mar 2026

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    Mafia Ilya with Shane IceHokey Player

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    It kind of looks like junk, at first. Just a random collection of items, like the lost property box at the arena for things the cleaners find after games. But Shane quickly realises that the collection isn’t random at all.

    No, this is a box of memories.

    Ilya’s memories of Shane.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    Box of memories kept by Ilya about his relationship with Shane.

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    One day, Shane will learn not to take the “you are scared.” bait from Ilya. 

    Today is not that day. 

    ****

    From Jane: I’m just saying it doesn’t sound real. Sounds like exaggerated porn stuff. 

    From Lily: You don’t think I could make you cum with remote control vibrator in your ass.

    From Jane: Wearing one of those in public wouldn’t be a turn on, it would be too stressful. Can’t relax enough to get off if you’re worried about someone noticing or figuring it out or whatever. 

    From Lily: Only one way to find out.

    From Jane: What, you’re gonna buy one of those things and have me wear it in public and try to make me cum? 

    From Lily: Is okay. You are scared to try.

    From Jane: I’m not scared!

    From Lily: Prove it.

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    23 Mar 2026

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    Vibrator in public kinda vibe for Ilya and Shane.

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    He needs to move, maybe get Rozanov’s attention before he loses his nerves.

    And then the room tilts. His vision narrows, red light smearing into pink and white streaks. Shane staggers. The beer slips from his fingers. It shatters, foam splashing his shoes, glass skittering away. His knees give out like someone kicked him, and his hands shoot forward to hold himself upright.

    His left palm lands in broken glass, though he doesn't feel it. What he notices is the certainty that everyone sees, that they can smell him—something sour and wrong. His scent, despite patches and care, has turned exposed.

    OR: What if we took the club scene from episode 4 and had Shane collapse from experiencing Omega Rejection Syndrome after seeing Ilya dancing with someone else?

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Shane experiences an omega drop, Ilya get to the rescue.

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    omega shane with fangs in a world where omegas are actually fucking terrifying.

    and ilya wants him, blood and fangs and all.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Shane is an omega in alternate universe where the Omega are the dangerous branch. Ilya works very hard to be the best alpha to him.

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    Shane was gay. That was the entire point of this whole thing. He was a man who loved another man. And he was a man

    He was a professional athlete, nearly six feet tall, just about 200 pounds. But for every single thing about him that he felt like served to qualify him as a man, it was like Ilya had somehow turned the dial up to eleven. 

    And Shane loved it. 

    or, five times that Shane is overwhelmed by his husband's masculinity and one time that Ilya realizes he is not the man of the house. 

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    17 Mar 2026

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    Cutest manly obsession from Shane about Ilya - with smutty scenes

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    Shane loves his husband. He really does! But sometimes, it can be hard to put that love into words.

    So maybe, when he tried to put it into words, he ended up writing a couple songs.

    And maybe he released them under a fake name.

    And maybe they got insanely popular somehow.

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    AKA the one where Shane and Ilya are married and in love and Shane is a little insecure about his ability to love his husband. So he becomes a faceless pop sensation. By accident. Mostly? It's complicated.

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    17 Mar 2026

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    Cutest story where Shane becomes a star by accident when writing about his love for his husband Ilya

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    People keep their distance from Will Graham, and he can't fault them for that. His daemon reveals the dark shape of his soul, a soul that can too easily sink her teeth into other people's kills; he'd avoid her too, if he could.

    Hannibal Lecter is in perfect accord with his soul, until he meets Will Graham. The consequences of Hannibal's soul being able to speak without his express consent become harder to mitigate.

     
    OR

    Hannibal has plans for Will. His feelings literally get in the way, but he won't let that stop him from achieving his wider goals - not when a part of Will is already so responsive.

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    Will's POV, with an interlude or two from others

    Chs 5, 7, &10 are NSFW, and Ch 13 (the epilogue) probably.

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    17 Mar 2026

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    Hannibal and Will will hyena daemon. Will ends up choosing Hannibal during the fatal face off prior to the cliff jump.

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    “And you’re sure there’s nothing for you?” David says suddenly. “You’re not—you’re feeling okay? You’re not sick? Shane wouldn’t have any reason to think that you’re sick?”

    Ilya blinks and turns to him. “I am fine. Totally fine. Better than fine, even, before today.”

    “It’s just—Shane’s acting like you’re dying, Ilya.”

    “Not as far as I’m aware,” says Ilya. “And I do not think he would learn this before me.”

    The summer before Ilya joins the Centaurs, Shane wakes up nervous. It doesn't stop from there.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Most heartbreaking story where in alternate universe Ilya dies on the plane and Shane kills himself due to catatonic depression. Somehow after that, Shane wakes up in a different timeline with Ilya. Somehow they both end up okay. I’m not !

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    The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed. 

    Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.

    Reentry is harder than expected.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    The yellow kitchen fanfic - fixed my heart a little bit with how Hollanov shared an apartment in Switzerland. Ilya painted his heart and kitchen for Shane once back to their regular lives.

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