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    “Listen, Ilya is-“

    Shane doesn’t hear anything else. The crowd around them dissolves into white noise. He wants to smack Ilya’s name out of Sasha’s mouth.

    “Mine,” Shane snaps, finishing Sasha’s sentence for him. “Ilya is mine.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    What if David and Yuna had both gone to the cottage to retrieve that phone charger? What if they crept in very quietly (because silent meditation retreat) and found their son fast asleep on the couch, snuggled up with his arch-rival, Ilya Rozanov?

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    18 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 71

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    David knew that he should leave. This was obviously a moment that he was not supposed to be seeing, but he felt frozen in place. Before he could react, Shane groaned, turning as much as he could in Rozanov's arms, "Ilya?" He said sleepily.

    "Ilya," David thought, "He's Ilya to him."

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    18 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 52

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    Shane Hollander was just supposed to enroll in Russian Literature for extra credit, he wasn’t supposed to fall for his professor, Ilya Rozanov.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    Shane heard a strangled shout tear free from his mouth, and then his body was moving without his brain’s input. He flew across the ice, ripping his gloves off and reaching for Ilya’s throat. He wrapped his fingers around the warm skin, feeling the flow of blood pulse harder with each beat of Ilya’s heart. His eyes raced across Ilya’s face, desperately looking for a sign that his boyfriend was still with him. Ilya’s eyes were wide and glazed, staring past Shane instead of at him. His face was losing color rapidly, turning a sickly shade of white that mirrored the ice beneath him. His mouth was open, loose and slack, mouthguard still jammed into his upper jaw. Shane watched in terror as Ilya grew limper in his arms.
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    During a Boston-Montreal game, Ilya's neck is cut by a skate, and Shane is forced to witness the love of his life bleeding out on the ice in front of him. All of the plans they have made seem to be slipping away before his eyes, right when they were so close to finalizing Ilya's transfer to Ottawa. As they race against the clock to save Ilya's life, Shane reckons with the secrets they have been forced to keep and fears that they might never get to live their truth out in the open.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, captain of the Boston Raiders, has a boyfriend. A definitely real, suspiciously (and boringly) handsome, conveniently offline, consistently unable to meet up in real life boyfriend.

    Who lives in Canada.

    Unfortunately for him, absolutely no one believes him.

    The more serious Ilya gets about his Totally Real Canadian Boyfriend™️, the more concerned his teammates become that someone either needs to call MTV and get him on the next episode of Catfish or that he's slowly losing his mind.

    Shane Hollander is, fortunately, very real, very sarcastic, and increasingly delighted that an entire NHL locker room seems to think that he's a government psyop to distract Ilya from his game.

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    15 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 30

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    “Please, don’t do your calm, forgiving Father act with me.” Ilya sat next to him with a small scoff.

    “Why are you here, Ilya? Tell me the truth.”

    Ilya blinked back a tear, “I missed you. Since you- took your vows. It’s been hard. You ignored my texts last year. After the ordination, when Scott Hunter-.”

    “I- there was nothing I could say, Ilya. Scott Hunter didn’t change-“

    “But maybe things are different now. Or will be.” Ilya insisted. “With Scott maybe things will change and we could... And you- you don’t have to do this anymore.”

    Or; Ilya and Shane met at boarding school over a decade ago. Their lives took vastly different paths. Ilya is now a professional athlete for the MLH. Shane pursued the priesthood. Despite their differences, they always had each other. After twelve years of friendship and one long year of silence, the men reunite and are forced to confess out loud what has lingered between them for years.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    Jane (21:23): Come over?

    Ilya stared at the message. Rage swirled in his stomach - that Shane would run out on him like that, spend the next two months shoving his fucking girlfriend in Ilya’s face, and then text him like none of that had happened. Like none of it mattered.

    Mixed in with the anger, though, and threatening to overwhelm it, was the hot burn of shame. Because Ilya was already texting back okay and putting on his shoes. Because he was fucking pathetic, and couldn’t resist.

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    instead of going to the club during episode 4, shane goes back to his apartment. then he texts ilya.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    "In between companies. Living in a shithole," Ilya Rozanov's message read, “Will pay whatever price to move in now.”

    Shane clicks on Ilya’s profile and skips over every other piece of information until he finds what he’s looking for.

    SECONDARY GENDER: Alpha.

    Absolutely no way in hell, Shane decides immediately. Never happening.

     
    → based on this tweet

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    14 Jul 2026

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    Shane’s got to balance being a freshman, a baby gay, and rushing for the weirdest frat on campus.

    Plus, unrelatedly, there's this really hot Russian guy.

     

    Russian translation available here

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    14 Jul 2026

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    “I’m sorry,” Shane chokes, closing his eyes. Rozanov draws his hand, pulling Shane’s with it, to his face and wipes his cheeks.

    “There is nothing to be sorry for, любовь моя, it is okay,” Rozanov murmurs, tugging at Shane’s hair again. Shane exhales, letting him clean his cheeks. “You got overwhelmed, yes? It happens.”

    “I can’t be fucking normal,” Shane says quietly, whining, head falling back, pressing into Rozanov’s hand.

    “No, if you were fucking normal, you would not be my Shane.”

    // shane is a liar, and he's tired of it all. his life falls apart, and he finds that he doesn't actually mind.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    “Rozanov— fuck. I can explain.” Shane blurted out in a panic, it came out mostly as a whimper though.

    “You are in heat?” Ilya asked, he was looming over the edge of the bed, standing at the foot of it.

    “Yeah— I—” Shane started, before he was cut off.

    “My clothes, you are nesting?” Ilya asked, he was moving from his spot at the foot of the bed, over to the side where Shane was laying.

     

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    what if Shane went into heat after the tuna melt scene

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    11 Jul 2026

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    And oh, Ilya was a weak, weak man.

    Because Shane had clearly gotten the wrong advice from someone along the line.

    And as his RA, his mentor and guide in the first year of Shane's college career, he was meant to correct that. Steer his charge clear of such horrible, terrible ideas as asking their “straight” RA to teach them how to kiss behind their boyfriend's back. Say no, malysh, you really don't need to worry about this, your first kiss should be with someone you love and trust and really want to kiss.

    “Okay,” he said, instead, and thought that at least he wasn't going to be sent back to Russia.

    He was going to be sent straight to hell.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    07 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 56

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    Shane lays on the ice and watches his fiancé shoot the puck past the voyageurs goalie and into the back of the net. The sound of the final buzzer follows shortly after, signifying the end of the plays off for the Montreal Voyageurs.

    All because Shane tripped, he tripped. And whilst a part of him knows that the team losing isn’t his fault, there is still a large part of him that feels responsible.

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    Shane trips during a play off game against the Ottawa centaurs. Back in the locker room, his teammates turn on him.

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    What if the voyageurs reacted even worse to Shane tripping during the playoffs.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    Lily: You are hiding from me.
    Jane: I’m not! I’m busy.
    Lily: Busy losing. You play better when I fuck you.

    +++

    Embarrassed by his very public and short-lived fling with Rose, Shane goes to great lengths to avoid Ilya.

    He’s unprepared for just what Ilya will do to win him back.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Ilya stared at the offered hand, then up at that freckled face. He felt his lips twitch—not a smile, but a flicker of sheer disbelief at the audacity. This polite, pretty Beta, seeking him out for a handshake.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Shane shrieked. “Ilya!” He toppled sideways on his mat, glaring, his cheeks flushed pink. “What the fuck!”

    “What?” He said, innocent. “You were showing it off for me.”

    “I didn’t even know you were here!”

    “You must have known I would feel it in the air, like mating call.”

    Shane laughed and threw his forearm over his eyes. “You’re impossible.”

    Ilya is obsessed with Shane saying his name.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    “Is my favourite thing.” Ilya murmurs.

    The rain has started to slow down a little. Barely any lightning strikes anymore. Soon, the sky will clear.

    “What is?” Shane asks.

    Ilya brings their joined hands up to his face and presses a small, tired smile to the back of Shane’s hand. “You and me.”

    (or: they’re best friends who go on a roadtrip together.)

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    06 Jul 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 18

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    Ilya begs Shane to please let him go. Shane can’t.

    Or Ilya’s depression is destroying not only himself, but the person who loves him too.

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    05 Jul 2026

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