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Unknown number: Is this Jane?
Unknown number: Listen, whatever the FUCK Roz did, he’s sorry
Unknown number: PLEASE take him back
Shane: Who is this?
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The Boston Raiders last about a week with Ilya's heartbreak before they decide to take matters into their own hands.
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- Part 21 of Retro Writing - May 2026 Challenge
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23 Jul 2026
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Back to November by DisillusionedDanny
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
22 Jun 2026
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“We have new team member with us today, Shane Hollander! I want all of you to give him warm welcome and make him feel part of team.” Shane’s heart all but stopped beating as Ilya looked at him with his blue eyes. There was no spark there, not what Shane was used to whenever Ilya had previously looked at him. Now, it was simply indifference. “Welcome to the team, Hollzy. If any of these bastards give you hard time, let me know.”
Ilya never called him that before. It had always been Hollander, until that last time, when he was Shane. But never Hollzy.
His plan to win Ilya back might be harder than he initially expected.
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After the events of the Tuna Meltdown, Shane learns that Ilya has not only been publicly outed, but is in a very public relationship with a man named Sasha.
With the help of his new best friend, Rose Landry, Shane decides he's going to do whatever it takes to get his man back.
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- Part 8 of Dis Writes Heated Rivalry
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23 Jul 2026
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Welcome to the Team, Hayden Pike by DisillusionedDanny
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 May 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is many things, most of all, he's perceptive.
When he sees just how miserable Hayden Pike is on the Montreal Voyageurs, he makes a plan to get the man signed with the Centaurs. Not for Pike's sake, of course. But because Shane misses him. That's it. Not at all because he feels bad or thinks that Pike deserves better. Nothing like that at all.
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- Part 4 of Dis Writes Heated Rivalry
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23 Jul 2026
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the hollander-rozanov annual gaycation by azablue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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“Troy likes that, yeah.” Ilya said. “But why does that matter?”
“Because he’ll be our guest?” Shane raised an eyebrow.
Huh.
“No, Ryan and Fabian are coming this weekend.” Ilya corrected.
“No… this weekend is Troy and Harris.”
“Look, I put it on the calendar.” Ilya said, pulling out his phone. “See, it says ‘visit’ with a little pride flag.”
“I thought that was Troy and Harris!”
“Why would that be Troy and Harris?” Ilya said, bewildered.
“Because they’re also gay?” Shane said, exasperated.
“I would put a pride flag and an apple for them.” Ilya shrugged. “Or like a hockey puck or something.”
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OR Five Times Shane and Ilya accidentally host the other out queer couples of the MHL (retired and active) + the one time they do it on purpose
(used to be called come with me, space cowboy)Bookmarked by Demoninside666
22 Jul 2026
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Ilya Rozanov does whatever he wants—unless Shane Hollander quietly asks him not to.
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22 Jul 2026
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Sharp Absence by jp_ruzu
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Jan 2026
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After Montreal, Shane believed he had given Ilya something that mattered. Six months of silence later, he begins to wonder if it was ever anything more than something taken.
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22 Jul 2026
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Into your lover's arms (Where nothing will do you harm) by rubygoby
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
07 Jun 2026
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If only—if only Shane can slide back to bed, to fall asleep beside Ilya and wake up beside him, to just pretend that the outside world does not exist. Shane would like to learn the shapes of Ilya’s routines, the things that make him laugh when he is tired, the expression he wears first thing in the morning before he remembers to hide himself from the world, yet safe in the knowledge that he doesn’t need to hide it from Shane.
Somehow, without meaning to, his mind has leapt much further than that, to tomorrow, and every tomorrow after tomorrow, all the same with Ilya in his arms. Shane realizes, with a careless certainty like a dream, that he can do this forever.
And oh, isn’t that a terrifying thought? To look at another person and discover that your mind and your heart have begun to create pieces of the future around them without your permission?
Or: Shane confronts the truth that he has spent years running from, following the aftermath of his disastrous night with Rose. In the stillness of Tampa, he shows Ilya just exactly how much he means it.
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- Part 3 of Woe like velvet, tears like jewels
- Part 1 of Bedroom Hymns
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22 Jul 2026
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Hockey Is A Dangerous Game by EmuWithATopHat
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
14 Apr 2026
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Shane trusted Ilya to catch the things he didn’t.
Maybe he became too reliant on that, and that's how he let things get this bad.
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Ilya Rozanov has a problem with self-harm, and Shane is slowly finding that out.
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22 Jul 2026
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You'll hear me (howling outside your door) by photographer_of_thoughts
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Dec 2025
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Lily: You left your shoes here.
Shane frowns, looking down at his feet that are only covered by his black dress socks. Fuck. He walked out without shoes? He hadn't even noticed.
or, Shane leaves the Vegas penthouse without his shoes. He might also be having a panic attack.
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22 Jul 2026
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I must confess (that my loneliness is killing me) by photographer_of_thoughts
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Jul 2026
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“It really fucking hurt to just be ignored for six months.”
Ilya looks at him again, nodding as he runs his finger along Shane’s bare collarbone. He shifts so that he’s lying beside Shane more than hovering on top of him, but keeps touching him and doesn’t go far.
“You can call me sensitive or whatever, but I don’t think I can do this if you’re just going to ignore me for another six months or however long after we say goodbye tonight.” Shane continues, trying to subtly wipe his wet eyes but of course Ilya notices.
“Hollander-” He reaches up to wipe the tears away, but Shane lightly pushes his hand away and shakes his head.
“I guess I’m not cut out for casual.” He whispers. “Because this has never really felt like nothing to me, and I can’t pretend that it is. You aren’t nothing to me.”
or, the boys talk in Vegas because they can't fight their feelings anymore.
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21 Jul 2026
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Been waiting on that sunshine (I think I need that back) by photographer_of_thoughts
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 May 2026
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“But we have always kissed, we -”
“I know.” Shane says, face blushing crimson. “But like I said, I don’t want to do that anymore. We can still see each other, because I like what we do, but we have to keep that part out of it. Please.”
Ilya breathes in and out. He tries to be rational. Shane’s requesting that something change in their arrangement. It should be a simple answer. Yes. Of course. If that’s a boundary he wants to set, then Ilya should obey it.
But the feeling of loss is so overwhelming he can barely stomach it.
or, after Vegas, Shane doesn't let Ilya kiss him anymore when they hook up. Ilya doesn't take it very well.
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21 Jul 2026
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Shane’s hands rest on Ilya’s shoulders like they often do and he lets out a long breath. “I'm sorry. I don’t know why I -”
“Shh. Is okay. Just don’t run away.” Ilya catches his gaze and holds it. “I don’t want you to go.”
For the second time that day, Shane nods and quietly says, “Okay.”
or, Shane stays at Ilya's house rather than running away.
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21 Jul 2026
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“I can’t believe you're here.” Shane says, blushing like he's embarrassed.
“You said you wanted me to be.” Ilya shrugs, trying to be cool. “And you do not seem like someone who asks for things very often when you need them.”
or, in the summer of 2016 when they don't normally see each other, Ilya gets a text from Shane that changes everything.
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21 Jul 2026
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Shane groans as he tries to sit up, memories of the previous night coming back to him like a tidal wave. He went out to a club. Ilya was there. He broke up with Rose. He told her he’s gay. He got really fucking drunk and he called -
“Good morning.” Ilya says from right next to him.
or, Shane breaks up with Rose shortly after the club scene and then he drunkenly calls Ilya.
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20 Jul 2026
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The first time they hooked up, Rozanov had kissed him before Shane got on his knees. They kissed when Scott Hunter was in the room next-door. And they kissed slowly and sweetly, on his apartment stairway, after Rozanov had taken his world apart and put him back together again. Hell, even in that bathroom, where he felt as if the Russian was trampling on his bared soul, Rozanov had kissed him.
So why was it different this time? What did he do wrong?
Shane aches with how much he wants—needs the other man. There is a hollow numbness in his chest every time he thinks about those golden curls and ocean eyes, and he hates himself for wishing he could have more.
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Wanting Hollander is dangerous, because Ilya is wanting more than he’s allowed to have. But Ilya keeps wanting more and more, because he is vain, selfish, undisciplined. He wants to have Hollander in his arms, sweet, warm, and gorgeous.
And he will always regret it later, in the quiet moments that come in the aftermath, in the small and lingering ache that follows him once they are apart.
Or: Shane spirals and avoids Ilya post-Vegas. Ilya chases after him, and they talk.
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- Part 2 of Woe like velvet, tears like jewels
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20 Jul 2026
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Give Me Just A Chance by FanGirling
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Apr 2026
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Shane can’t look at him, stares at the corner, at the mirror, unseeing, everything a little hazy around the edges. He can’t focus, everything in shapes and colours, his mind not catching the minutiae. It’s like he’s staring into an abyss. His lungs struggle to take in the acrid air around them. He feels separate to his own body, like he’s staring at the situation from somewhere far away.
Then Rozanov is grabbing his face and his fingers are just the right pressure and the touch feels like a life preserver, like he could sink into it, like he could be safe there. Like Rozanov is holding up his whole body in one hand.
But those hands have been on him before and he was left alone, untethered for six months.
He slaps Rozanov’s hand away. Shane takes satisfaction in the surprise splayed across his face. So obvious, even Shane can recognise it.
When Shane’s eyes meet Rozanov’s, the bland disinterest has been shuttered by something he can’t recognise. His face looks both the same and completely unlike it ever has before. Now that their gaze is locked, Shane can’t look away. Doesn’t even blink.
“Fuck. You.”
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OR: The MLH Awards ends differently.
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- Part 3 of Fixing Hollanov
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20 Jul 2026
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if you ever change your mind about leaving (leaving me behind) by FanGirling
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Mar 2026
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Ilya made tuna melts. Ilya said Shane's name. Shane said Ilya's name. Shane left.
Shane came back.
A what-if scenario where Shane comes back and Ilya needs an explanation.
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- Part 2 of Fixing Hollanov
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20 Jul 2026
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Nothing Small by jp_ruzu
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Dec 2025
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A misunderstanding, old insecurities, and one badly timed coffee leave cracks in Shane and Ilya’s marriage just as the Centaurs take the ice against Montreal. When a sudden injury forces everything into sharp focus, love has to speak louder than pride.
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20 Jul 2026
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Yes Sir by EmuWithATopHat
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
05 Mar 2026
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Ilya refused to break his eye contact. He saw Shane’s anger, the fire behind his eyes, it was all too familiar. Shane continued talking, “I need you-” He pointed at Ilya, his hand just inches from Ilya’s face. Ilya flinched aggressively but refused to break eye contact.
“Do it,” Ilya said through his teeth, cutting Shane off.
Shane faltered, “What are…” his eyes scanned Ilyas face. Realization hit him like a truck. He quickly stumbled back away from his husband.
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Shane doesn't realize how Ilyas PTSD affects him and takes a fight too far- Language:
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20 Jul 2026
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When Ilya finds out of his teammates has been using, his decision to turn him over to coach has the entire team penalized and they lose their momentum right before playoffs. To make matters worse, even after a press release clears the rest of the Raiders of any wrongdoings, the whole league still things Ilya is a cheater. Including Shane's team, who talks about it nonstop until one night he snaps and starts a fight with his own team on the ice.
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Ilya stepped towards him, hand grazing his elbow to try to get him to loosen up a bit. “You said, earlier, that it was me,” he mumbled. “You fought because of me."“Just a bit,” Shane joked weakly, looking back up at him. “They just- they hate you, Ilya. My parents, my team, my fans. And I hear it so much in the locker room or during practice, but on ice I- I couldn't fucking stand it anymore.”
“Is sweet,” he murmured, threading his hand through Shane’s hair and nudging him to lay his head on his shoulder. “But their words don’t hurt me.”
Shane sighed, nuzzling against the fabric of his shirt for a moment. “Hurts me, though,” he said softly. “I don’t like hearing anyone accuse you of cheating.”
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18 Jul 2026