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    Now, for the first time in years, he found himself praying. Not caring who listened. Not caring if anyone listened.
    Take anything.
    Take the game.
    Take my career.
    Take whatever you want.

    Just let him wake up.
    Because Shane couldn't be gone.
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    Cliff Marlow isn't the one who sends Shane Hollander to the hospital.
    Ilya Rozanov is.
    And when the worst thing Ilya can imagine happens, keeping their relationship a secret becomes impossible.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    An attack from a dark multiverse leaves Dick Grayson trying to help four hurt and traumatized versions of him and his brothers.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Yuna's hand meets Ilya’s. The rivalry status that the league had painted over her son's relationship with the Russian now cast aside. They clutch to each other in silent acknowledgement of their shared pain, hope and fear in what had just manifested before their eyes. There's a uniting force in pain and grief—It's one that wipes slates clean, makes you forgive, makes you love harder and appreciate more than you ever thought possible. Everything she ever knew or felt about the Russian whose hand she now clung to was dissolved

    Shane Hollander briefly dies on the ice after the hit from Marlow in the Montreal vs Boston Game. Ilya handles his emotions poorly and has a very public meltdown revealing their relationship to the world.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.

    It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.

    Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.

    Right???

    (or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)

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    30 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 17

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    Bruce is locked up in a containment cell and there are two Justice Leagues in the manor that Dick has to appease to keep himself and his brothers safe. It would be a lot easier if he knew what they want from him.

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    29 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 17

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    The Robins that Clark had known had been mouthy, full of their own ideas, clever, and unwilling to take Batman too seriously – all of them. Seeing them so acquiescent was unnerving, and made Clark suspect they weren’t uncoerced accomplices.
    “Have you changed your mind?” Batman asked.
    “No.”
    He wished he could be wittier, but that was about all he could manage.
    “Kill him,” Batman said.
    “He can still be useful,” the oldest – Dick, whatever his alias was here – protested. “We could still change his mind. We haven’t been trying very long.”
    Batman turned on him, looming, and his eyes fell to the floor, he drew in on himself and hunched his shoulders, making himself a smaller target.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Fathers disciplined you. It was just what they did.

    Damian has survived years by following the rules, keeping his head down, and shielding his brothers. Then another Batman arives — one with a soft voice and gentle hands.

    Damian is certain it's a trick.He just has to make sure he's the one who pays the price for it.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

    --

    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Elliot is 12 years old when he meets Trent Miller, a charasmatic and perfect boy who wants to be a goalie in the NHL. When the two realise that they might like each other just a bit more than best friends, they realise that their future plans might be in the way of that.

    Elliot is 16 years old when he finds out the true identity of his father, the man who has been his hero ever since he can remember; Ilya Rozanov. When Elliot gets to know Ilya, and his husband Shane, better he realises that his life might be mirroring his fathers in more ways than one.

    Ilya is 31 years old when he finds out he is a father, and his son? His son is extraordinary in ways that he could never have imagined.

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    What if Shane and Ilya played hockey when being gay/bisexual wasn’t that big of a problem, as there were already players that were out. What if one of them was a goalie, the other a star centre?

    But instead of it being Ilya and Shane, it’s Ilya’s biological son and his best friend ever since he was a teenager?

     

    Complete as of 25/03/2026

    No AI: Just a person with a writing obsession! :)

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Tim has never been in charge before. But he knows the rules. It doesn't matter that this Batman claims this universe is different.

    When he knocks on the door and tells Tim to get ready for a movie, he knows exactly what it means.

    He just has to keep Jason quiet, keep Dick out of sight, and figure out what this Batman wants before he has to ask.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    “Good, well then that brings me to the real topic of conversation.” Another sigh from Coach Wiebe, “As I’m sure you’ve already guessed, those highlighted names have been offered rookie contracts and they’ve each expressed interest in living with a vet for their first year.”

    Ilya felt his heart fall into his stomach, afraid of the next words to come out of his Coach’s mouth.

    “We asked the rookies who they’d like to live with and, well, LaPointe wanted to board with you, Chouinard. And Young with you, Bood,” Wiebe then turned to Ilya who had frozen on the spot, “And Roz, Haas wants to live with you.”

    Bood and Chouinard chuckled as they watched Ilya’s eyes widen in horror.

     

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    Luca Haas was drafted 2nd overall by the Ottawa Centaurs in 2018. Two years later, he anxiously moved halfway across the world to play his rookie season with the team. He requested to live with Ilya Rozanov and they slowly became family.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    During the quiet stretch of the off-season, when the world slows and the rink sits nearly empty, Shane and Ilya make a life-changing decision, they become foster parents.

    They expect paperwork, waiting, and time to prepare. Instead, they get three children that same night.

    Logan, Kaitlyn, and Maggie arrive with everything they own in trash bags and more weight on their shoulders than any child should carry. What follows is their journey of learning how to comfort, navigate anger, and how to build trust with kids who have only ever known instability.

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    25 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 27

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    Ilya is an undercover agent on his last mission for the Canadian Secret Services. He needs to infiltrate a highly organized human trafficking ring, blend in the slave owners’ circle and gain their trust. In order to do so, he will need to play by their rules, buy a slave and play the part of the ruthless master. When he meets an adorably freckled slave on the verge of panic and he finds out he’s on the market, he thinks he might as well buy the boy himself. Turns out completing his mission and keeping the boy - who he’s absolutely not getting attached to - safe, aren’t two very compatible goals.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    In a world where omegas are bought and sold like sex toys, Shane Hollander is forced by the NLH to purchase an omega to help regulate his hormones that have become unbalanced due to an adulthood of suppressants and loneliness. He ends up coming across a lost and broken soul, who he vows to protect and care for, no matter the cost.

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    “Yes, rather unfortunate we had to resort to such measures. This one has been returned upwards of ten times at this point, I believe? He’s…feisty. At this point, he’ll be highly discounted, if that interests you at all. Quite a ste-al!”

    At the sound of her singsong voice, the omega glared up at them through the window. Shane couldn’t tear his eyes away. Pale eyes met his own with a palpable fury. It took everything in Shane’s power to not let his emotions seep through his words or actions; he became immeasurably grateful he had worn scent patches for the occasion.

    “What’s his name?”

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    24 Jun 2026

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    A few months ago, Troy Barrett discovered he had a five-year-old half-sister, and now he's her legal guardian.

    When her rare lung disease requires specialized care in Ottawa, Troy leaves the Toronto Guardians for the Ottawa Centaurs and uproots his life to be closer to her doctors.

    As Troy settles into Ottawa, the strain of single-handedly caring for a seriously ill child begins to show. The more he tries to keep his personal life separate from hockey, the harder it becomes to hide the truth, and the closer he comes to losing control of both.

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    23 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 85

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    Shane was an omega, or he was going to be, his test results were clear on that fact. It wasn't technically the end of the world, omegas were technically allowed in the MHL, but there were rules. Rules for safety. Rules like having to be mated. So he needed to suck it up, socialise and find an alpha who was willing to mate an eighteen year old who wanted to play ice hockey, a sport known for it's tendency to land players in hospital with permanent dissabilities.
    Enter Ilya Rozanov, an Epa alpha who made the unusualness of Shane's male omega status practically normal by comparison. But they had something in common, a frustrating safety rule barring them both entry to the MHL without a mating bond. Someone really should have thought that one through before letting two young dumb teenagers make one of the biggest decisions of their lives for the love of hockey.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is an extremely wealthy Alpha who's trying to find an Omega and settle down.

    Ilya Rozanov is an Omega just trying to survive.

    When the two are matched, Shane is excited to finally have a family to care for.

    Ilya just hopes he can be good enough to keep him and Luca safe.

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    Alpha!Shane
    Omega!Ilya
    Omega!Luca Haas (Ilya's biological son in this)
    So much angst guys

    All the bad tags (abuse, rape, etc) are from Ilya's life before Canada and before Shane

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    23 Jun 2026

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    “What happened?” Ilya asked, stepping closer, brows pulling together.

    Shane looked up, still processing, eyes wide in a way Ilya had never seen before.

    “I’ve been traded,” he said, the words landing heavy between them. “It’s done.”

    ___________

    OR: Shane loses his phone at the 2017 All-stars game in Tampa and months later explicit videos are leaked and Shane’s life is flipped upside down. He and Ilya must confront their feelings for each other and Shane decides that maybe he’d be happier on a different team ;)

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    23 Jun 2026

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    “Marley.” Ilya says evenly, suddenly knowing he can actually breathe. He had a plan and he knew what he needed to do. And he couldn’t do it from the locker room bench. “If he is very injured, if he cannot play again, if he is very bad, I will kill you. I will kill you painfully.”
    Cliff gapes at him.

    In which the hit that Cliff Marleau had on Shane Hollander goes a little different. For one, they’re in Boston. For another, Ilya realizes he might be panicking? Which is probably not something to do in the middle of a game. And, oh yeah, he just outed both himself and his not-boyfriend to an entire locker room of hockey players.

    But that’s okay, because while Boston may be vicious, they do take care of their own. And they quickly realize that their captain’s happiness and willingness to stay with the Bears is tied to Shane Hollander. The solution is easy, they’ll just have to make Shane Hollander a Bear.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    The league reacting to Canada's golden boy and modern hockey god Shane Hollander signing with Ottawa to be with his husband. Did we mention that the husband is Ilya Rozanov, the league's bad boy and also a modern hockey god?

    (As told through texts (mostly), mainly focusing on Eastern Conference boys).

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    22 Jun 2026

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