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confess! (i loved you) from the start by Spencebox
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 Jun 2026
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His mother told him the story every so often; a ten-year-old Shane in Loblaws staring up at the endless supply of colorful cereals, stuck between one with white marshmallows and another with honey-granola oats; a too-tall shadow with a deep Russian voice asking which was better; he handed Shane the one with granola then turned to Yuna; “You give, or I take."
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- 3/4
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23 Jul 2026
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I Got Him by nolife1999
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
18 Jul 2026
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Now, for the first time in years, he found himself praying. Not caring who listened. Not caring if anyone listened.
Take anything.
Take the game.
Take my career.
Take whatever you want.
Just let him wake up.
Because Shane couldn't be gone.
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Cliff Marlow isn't the one who sends Shane Hollander to the hospital.
Ilya Rozanov is.
And when the worst thing Ilya can imagine happens, keeping their relationship a secret becomes impossible.- Language:
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- 178,193
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- 52/?
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02 Jul 2026
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Where do we go from here? by Gidgit2u
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 Jul 2026
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Immediately follows the fight on Boxing Day, where Ilya tells Shane to leave. To please go home.
After seeking advice from a trusted friend, Shane returns to make things right between them.
Truths will be revealed, exposing the cracks in their relationship that Shane hasn't seen and Ilya hasn't wanted to reveal; forcing hard conversations and even harder decisions.
Is love enough to keep them together? If so, what needs to change? Will anything stay the same?
The biggest question Shane asks himself as they wade through years of miscommunication and hurt is 'Where do we go from here?'
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- English
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- 85,266
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- 27/?
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23 Jun 2026
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We All Get Our Bell Rung A Second Time, Right? by shewritesstuffhere
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jul 2026
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When Gilbert Comeau targets Shane on the ice, causing a season-ending injury, Ilya sees red and nearly loses everything he ate at dinner.
It was a dirty hit; they all knew it. Ilya, devastated by Shane's injuries that left him semi-conscious in a hospital bed, learns what it means to have a family and what "for better or worse" meant in his wedding vows. His days are full of misunderstandings with his mother-in-law, panic, caring for his husband, and seeing his team step up for his family in times of injury.
Or: Shane gets a concussion, breaks his ankle, Ilya is a Very Good Husband (and a very angry captain), the Centaurs step up, and Anya is a very protective pup.
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- English
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- 90,838
- Chapters:
- 11/12
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20 Jun 2026
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In his first year as a married man, Ilya becomes a Catfish, cries on a beach, and is (technically) (a little bit) kidnapped. Shane calls this all ‘found family’.
Not abandoned but probably will not be updated for a while
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- Part 2 of Best Laid Plans
- Language:
- English
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- 13,550
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- 3/5
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- 1
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16 Jun 2026
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A Study in Marriage by Cbradley
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander needs housing.
Ilya Rozanov needs to improve his reputation.
A fake engagement solves both problems.OR: Professors Shane and Ilya fake an engagement, but end up with some very real feelings
New chapter posted every Monday.
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- English
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- 18/25
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09 Jun 2026
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Odd-Man Rush by taywrites11
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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Odd-Man Rush: The situation that occurs when a team enters the attacking zone and outnumbers the opposing players in the zone.
Or,
Shane doesn’t know why he still feels so off-kilter. He should be the happiest he’s ever been—he won the Cup, he feels like he’s maybe starting to have a few friends on his team, and he’s finally starting to believe his parents when they tell him he won’t get traded again. He should be on top of the world, but sometimes he still feels like the lone defender on an odd-man rush, skating as fast as he can to prevent what feels like an inevitable outcome.
The problem is that he’s not quite sure which outcome it is that he’s trying to stop.
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- Part 2 of Home Ice Advantage
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- English
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- 13,616
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- 2/?
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06 May 2026
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Future Tense by alidesidero, Rebo758
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 Jun 2026
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"After an hour of breathing exercises, retracing what he had learned about himself and others, he opened his Notes app:
want:
Ilya
Stanley Cups
Awardsnot doing:
Dissociating
Making myself small to make others comfortable
Waiting ten fucking yearsWatching the clock, the time he had been waiting for was finally there.
Time to remind Ilya where the smoking area was."
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In 2021, Shane and Ilya are sent back to 2008. And they are determined to do it better this time.
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- Part 1 of Inspired By... Hollanov
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- English
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- 12/12
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- 7
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- 1,460
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21 Apr 2026
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Alexei is dead. Anastasia is his. And Ilya has no idea how to be a parent, a captain, and a heartbroken man all at once.
The only thing harder than keeping a five-year-old alive might be keeping himself together.
[set after shane walks out on ilya in episode 4]
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- English
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- 77,023
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- 16/?
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16 Apr 2026
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When the unsentimental financial imperative of the NHL sees Shane traded to the Boston Raiders, he and Ilya are thrown into closer extended proximity than ever before. As they adjust to life as teammates, they are forced to contend with the nature of their relationship -and must answer for themselves: is it even a relationship at all?
____Sliding down the wall, Shane hunched over his untied sneakers, shoved on hastily when Coach had called him in for a meeting after morning skate.
“Boston wanted you specifically. I’ve already spoken to their GM. You’re flying this evening or tomorrow morning: I’ll confirm once the paperwork clears.”
“Mom,” Shane managed.
“Oh sweetie. I know, okay. Those fuckers, how dare they do this! Two fucking cups! Now all of a sudden they decide they want a reset and you’re going to fund it.”
Shane put his head between his knees and tried to breathe. God, Boston. They hated him there; it was so far away; he was fucking their captain.
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- 58,012
- Chapters:
- 27/50
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06 Apr 2026
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Growing Outward by quietonthelake
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jul 2026
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“Good, well then that brings me to the real topic of conversation.” Another sigh from Coach Wiebe, “As I’m sure you’ve already guessed, those highlighted names have been offered rookie contracts and they’ve each expressed interest in living with a vet for their first year.”
Ilya felt his heart fall into his stomach, afraid of the next words to come out of his Coach’s mouth.
“We asked the rookies who they’d like to live with and, well, LaPointe wanted to board with you, Chouinard. And Young with you, Bood,” Wiebe then turned to Ilya who had frozen on the spot, “And Roz, Haas wants to live with you.”
Bood and Chouinard chuckled as they watched Ilya’s eyes widen in horror.
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Luca Haas was drafted 2nd overall by the Ottawa Centaurs in 2018. Two years later, he anxiously moved halfway across the world to play his rookie season with the team. He requested to live with Ilya Rozanov and they slowly became family.
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- Part 1 of Growing Outward Series
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- English
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- Chapters:
- 32/?
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06 Apr 2026
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Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.
It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.
Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.
Right???
(or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)
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- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 154,290
- Chapters:
- 22/22
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- 7,840
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- 27,124
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02 Apr 2026
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Oh love, oh loverboy by WhimperSoldier
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 May 2026
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It was new, knowing he was cohabitating with his mother. They couldn't speak, not truly, and he couldn't feel her touch barring occasional cold spots, but there was a weight in the air just knowing she was there. Growing pains, Ilya thought softly.
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Shane and Ilya struggle to be together while juggling his dead ghost mother's unfinished business, the mental illness Ilya swears he doesn't have, homophobia Shane promises he's not a victim of, and Russia which seems unwilling to let them go.
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- Part 2 of Ghost Irina AU
- Language:
- English
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- 52,016
- Chapters:
- 6/10
- Comments:
- 544
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16 Mar 2026
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Wolfbird by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
27 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.
Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 180,137
- Chapters:
- 14/?
- Collections:
- 17
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- 21,360
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- 46,651
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- 17,014
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- 2,015,252
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17 Feb 2026
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Equal and Opposite by imgonnagetyouback81
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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Ilya knew he had fucked up the moment he'd said it. But he hadn't been able to help it.
He had known earlier that day when he had double checked his refrigerator to make sure the Canada Dry ginger ale he had bought the day before hadn't sprouted wings and flown away. And he had known when he had researched easy recipes of things he could make that fit Hollander's strict performance diet earlier that week that they were playing a dangerous game.
The two of them were Rozanov and Hollander, and that was all they could ever be. Ilya knew that. They were Hollander and Rozanov to the public, to the media, to their teammates, to their coaches, and they were supposed to be that to each other as well.
But Ilya had called him Shane. And then Shane had left.
Or:
What if after the tuna melt scene when Shane runs, Ilya is the one who gets a public girlfriend. They say every action has an equal an opposite reaction... or in this case, maybe an overreaction.
- Language:
- English
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- 69,731
- Chapters:
- 24/24
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- 491
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- 2,733
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- 881
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- 73,808
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28 Jan 2026
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My Very Personal Trainer by AlicefromtheNightmareland
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander never meant to hire the cocky Russian trainer his teammate J.J. raved about. But one look at Ilya Rozanov—curly-haired, smirking, built like sin—and Shane was lost.
From their first session, Ilya pushes every one of Shane’s buttons: infuriating him, commanding him, touching him just a little too long. The workouts are brutal, the banter sharp, and the private sauna sessions… dangerous. Before long, Shane finds himself caught in a dynamic he’s never dared imagine, but one that might just be the fulfillment of his deepest, most secret fantasies.
When real feelings start burning hotter than any workout, Shane has to face the truth: he’s falling hard for the one man who might only see him as a toy.
Now he has to decide—risk everything to find out if Ilya feels the same… or walk away before his heart takes a harder hit than his glutes ever did.- Language:
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- 88,094
- Chapters:
- 26/26
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- 639
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27 Jan 2026
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Duty of Care by boopboop
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Feb 2026
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Ilya Rozanov, get loved.
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- Part 3 of Duty of Care
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 145,224
- Chapters:
- 25/25
- Comments:
- 6,238
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- 24,597
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- 8,165
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- 807,957
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17 Jan 2026
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so it's gonna be forever by Lila_Mac
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 Mar 2026
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Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.
When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:
World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.
What?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 90,894
- Chapters:
- 20/?
- Collections:
- 39
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- 8,712
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- 33,669
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- 12,428
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- 1,162,626
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16 Jan 2026
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The Second First Time by Allive
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander wakes up in a hospital room convinced it’s 2016 — and that Ilya Rozanov is still his biggest rival, someone he’s supposed to hate.
But the world has changed. It’s 2025. They play for the same team, live in the same house, and Ilya Rozanov is wearing a wedding ring.
Now Shane has to relive nine lost years, learn to trust his ‘enemy,’ and find out whether he can fall in love with his own husband all over again.Series
- Part 1 of Again, and Always
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 59,706
- Chapters:
- 24/24
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- 2,220
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- 23,789
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- 6,198
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- 657,622
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14 Jan 2026
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A memory loss fic where Shane gets hit hard in the head and wakes up in the hospital. He thinks he is 27, sneaking around with Ilya and still in the closet, only to learn that they are married.
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Tears spilled down his mother's cheeks. “No, honey, you’re not twenty seven. You're twenty nine. Almost thirty.”
Shane snorted. “That can’t—”
“It is, sweetheart. And Ilya is…”
She glanced at the door where two large shadows stood just beyond the frosted glass window. The shorter one embraced the much, much taller one.
Shane’s heart started beating frantically in his chest. His head pounded as he tried to take in what he was hearing, tried to process what the fuck his mother was saying to him.
“Ilya,” he squeaked. “Ilya is what?”
“Ilya is your husband.”
- Language:
- English
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- 95,810
- Chapters:
- 26/26
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- 1,328
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- 8,338
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13 Jan 2026