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    "Hi, solnyshko.”
    The Russian pet name set a firework off inside Shane's mind as he heard it cooed from behind him. The intonation was just as he remembered, but the voice was much deeper.

    He turned and felt himself short circuit. It took every ounce of willpower to not let his jaw drop cartoonishly to the floor. Shane would recognize his individual features anywhere, even after 5 years. But it was as if someone had snapped their fingers and the smug, silly Russian boy who had been attached to Shane's hip for 3 summers was transformed into some sort of fucking Adonis right before his eyes.

    “Ilya-” was all Shane managed before strong arms were wrapped around his waist and lifting him off the ground in a greeting all too familiar from years ago.

     

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    When Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov spent their summers as teens in an elite hockey camp, they quickly became inseparable friends. But they lose touch when Shane moves on as a prospect for the NHL and Ilya for the KHL.

    Years later, Montreal makes a bold move to take the hottest player in the KHL. After hearing of the Russian's reputation, the Montreal Captain is tasked with keeping his old best friend and new teammate out of trouble.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander accidentally comes out to his hockey team after years of hiding his sexuality behind carefully crafted personas and unfinished coming out speeches. As the Metros slowly begin icing him out on and off the ice, Shane spirals between rage, grief, and self-discovery—while Ilya refuses to let him forget exactly who he is.

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    20 May 2026

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    11 May 2026

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    Regulus Black doesn’t believe in second chances. He believes in silence, in control, and in pretending he’s perfectly fine. Then his brother’s engagement drags him to a sun-drenched Italian villa filled with old friends, too much wine, and one man he’s spent two years trying very hard not to think about.

    James Potter once blurred every line that friendship was supposed to hold. Then he left, and Regulus taught himself how to live without him. Now, two years later, they are sitting across the table, laughing in the same sunlight that used to fall across Regulus’ sheets.

    What follows is a series of late-night confessions, soft mornings, and the kind of ache that never really fades.

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    08 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 55

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    “You know, I think Reg’s just worried he’ll get friend zoned. Imagine if he actually tried to win Potter over only to get rejected… Ouch.” Evan’s voice is garbled as he talks through a particularly large bite of apple.

    Regulus freezes— He knows that he’s getting played. It’s obvious. He has a massive ego, and Evan’s aiming straight for it.

    He flicks his stare over, tone bland as he drawls.

    “I don’t need to try and win him over.”

    Evan tilts his head, sharp glint in his eye. “Are you sure? I bet that you can’t get James Potter to fall in love with you before the end of the year.”

    Regulus is an idiot. He is shackled to his pride, and stupidly fucking competitive.

    He holds out a hand for Evan to shake.

    “It’s on.”

    This is going to end terribly.

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    27 Jul 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 49

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    Regulus's first thought when he was met at the door with a pair of searing green eyes was something like “Who exactly gave you permission to cut straight through me?”

    Then those eyes were moving closer and somehow enveloping him in a hug that felt like he was suddenly at home. But not any home he had ever had before.

    “Sorry, I just assumed you’d be a hugger because Sirius is,” she laughed prettily - a sound like warbling birds, "I'm Lily," she said, and he noted that her auburn lashes brushed over cream skin dotted with cinnamon and nutmeg freckles. And he realised he was practically gawping. He snapped himself out of it and forced a smile onto his face.

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    “Reg,” Sirius laughed, turning to him, “You remember James?”

    James looked up at him, “Regulus,” he said with a boyish, crooked grin, “It’s great to meet you again.”

    And for the first time in his life, Reg had cause to wonder if God was actually real. Because he certainly seemed to be laughing at him. Far from the irritating berk he had met in Sirius's doorway, tonight, James Potter looked like Summer personified.

    If Lily was Autumnal, all cozy warmth and contrast, then James was the clear, heady light of mid-July.

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    27 Jul 2025

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    When Sirius asks James to let his traumatised little brother live with him, James agrees immediately. He would do anything for Sirius, including taking in the sibling he’s been hearing stories about for years.

    He wasn’t aware that it would change the entire trajectory of his life.

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    Trans Regulus runs away from home and James is smitten at very first sight.

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    11 Apr 2025

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    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    31 Dec 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 98

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    Regulus had never thought of himself as an artist.

    He couldn’t even draw a decent stickman, let alone paint or sculpt. He didn’t have cool names with which to sign his works, he didn’t have an eccentric style or an extravagant appearance.

    And most importantly, he wasn’t a daydreamer. He was just an ordinary person with an ordinary, insignificant life. He didn’t have in himself the magic. He was just very good at learning things.

    So, Regulus Black wasn’t an artist. He had never felt that way.

    Regulus Black also didn't know that things were about to change.

     

    Or: A story about a group of people discovering the beauty of life through love and art, slowly learning that the only way to be perfect is to be imperfectly yourself.
    Featuring: Regulus discovering what self-esteem is, James ignoring his problems and Sirius just vibing there while shipping them.

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    23 Nov 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 72

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    James Potter is a vampire. Regulus Black is a slayer.

    Both of their lives take a drastic turn when they accidentally create a soul bond during a fight, forcing them to work together to undo the spell, before either of their sides find out about it.

    A story of love, found family, murder and the inherent comedy of a bunch of vampires sharing a flat with a slayer.

    Or: Occult Flatmates - the TV Drama

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    23 Nov 2024

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    James was an underground boxer, and Regulus simply wanted to go through university without any problems.

    When their paths unexpectedly collided, Regulus felt that his life would never be the same again.

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    16 Nov 2024

  12. Public Bookmark 62

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    Regulus Black was twelve when James Potter, the neighbor's kid from across the street, knocked on his door. He decided then that James was incredible—maybe the best person ever.

    At twenty, when Sirius moved to London with his James Potter, Regulus had a different thought: James was an idiot. A total idiot.

    Regulus is twenty-five, with a failed engagement and a complicated relationship with his brother, when he sees James Potter again. This time, he realizes James is just human.

    Maybe the real idiot is him.

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    06 Nov 2024

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    Mystery Work

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    05 Nov 2024

  14. Public Bookmark 15

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    Looking at Mary now, Lily keeps being reminded of what Elliot Wake had written in the Black Iris.

    “Girls love each other like animals. There is something ferocious and unself-conscious about it. We don’t guard ourselves like we do with boys. No one trains us to shield our hearts from each other. With girls, it’s total vulnerability from the beginning. Our skin is bare and soft. We love with claws and teeth and the blood is just proof of how much. It's feral.

    And it's relentless.”

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    This is a "she likes a boy, she likes a boy, and I'm not a boy, I'm not a boy" AU; except Lily thinks Mary likes Sirius and Mary thinks Lily likes James. They are in fact, lesbians.

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    05 Nov 2024

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    The first rule in gardening is: choose the right spot. The plants need neutrally rich soil, a sufficient access to clean water and a much-needed supply of sunlight.

    The second rule is: Don't be James Potter. Because his hands are cursed - flowers die under his supervision or so he thinks. That brings him to the door of his moody neighbour who doesn't seem to like him very much: Regulus.

     

    FUCK JKR

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    02 Nov 2024

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    James Potter has a destiny and it leads him to Hogsmeade, a town that’s on top of the hell-mouth. As his destiny unfolds, he’s reunited with a familiar face, a face that has been in his dreams for years. But there’s something different about that face, something dead and now all of James’ old feelings are coming to the surface again, despite the fact that it’s so very wrong.

     

    He isn’t supposed to feel this way. He’s the chosen one, the slayer. He is the sun.

     

    Regulus Black has a destiny and he has a plan to make sure that it happens, because the consequences will be quite horrific if it doesn’t. That plan leads him back the object of all his desires since he was eleven years old. But everything’s different now, because he’s a vampire.

     

    He isn’t supposed to feel this way. He’s darkness, shadow. He is already dead.

     

    OR

    James is a vampire slayer and Regulus is a vampire -- a longfic with regular updates

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    02 Nov 2024

  17. Public Bookmark 70

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    Leaning against the doorframe, James takes a second to study the sway of his hips, the curve of his back, the hint of his profile. He doesn’t need to look at his face to know he’s beautiful, angelic even, but even watching him with intent sometimes can’t prepare him for that swooping sensation of knowing that the man in front of him is his. And his only.

    “You’re staring,” Regulus comments, light eyes flicking towards James as he glances back over his shoulder. His gaze softens, one corner of his mouth tugs up into a pleased smile, and James is in love, desperately so.

    Or, in which James is stressed, Regulus is helpful, and everyone is in love, the softest kind of it.

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    23 Oct 2024

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    The door shuts them in, and Regulus bangs his head, a little too hard, against the fridge door. He thinks he disassociates for a minute. He’s not handcuffed to the fridge handle to the man who easily destroyed his entire life a little less than a year ago. He’s not in Sirius’ house. Sirius hasn’t pushed water in their direction with a motherfucking broom, and in fact, none of this is happening at all.

    He’s quite content to keep his forehead on the white fridge, one magnet digging into the right side of his head.

    “Regu—”

    “No.”

    Regulus cannot hear his voice, and certainly cannot handle his name being pronounced the way James pronounces his name.

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    20 Oct 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 58

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    James Potter has never been the most eloquent texter. A mistyped message to Remus brings him in contact with one Regulus Black.

    Their lives are changed forever.

    “ Potter: ill text you later ;)

    Reggie: Please don’t.

    Potter: :( “

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    20 Oct 2024

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    Sirius knew that he wasn’t considered a good person. As a matter of fact he wasn’t good at anything at all. Not a good son or brother or student or cousin or protector. But the truth was that he tried. He tried so hard, too hard. It hurts when his younger brother keeps pushing him away after they left their parents home and chose to move in together, but if Sirius can’t be good, he wants to find something good to live for.

    When they moved to a small town in rural England after escaping their parents, Regulus was determined to ignore his older brother at all costs. What neither expected was for their lives, relationships and friendships to intertwine so deeply they had no choice to face each other and reconcile with how much they had suffered.

    OR a small-town AU. the kids aren't alright.

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    19 Oct 2024

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