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"A-Cheng," he whispers, forehead touching Jiang Cheng's own. His fingers — now deathly pale, so unlike the sunkissed boy of before — are warm against Jiang Cheng's cheek. "I've missed you too."
"Don't get caught again," Jiang Cheng says, because he can't trust himself to say anything else without screaming or crying.
"I won't. We are the twin heroes of Yunmeng, remember?" His thumb presses down on Jiang Cheng's bottom lip, insistent and blood smeared. Jiang Cheng opens up with practiced ease, eagerly waiting, but still he shudders at the first metallic taste of blood. "I'll be by your side, always."
After the war, Jiang Cheng sticks his hands into blood-drenched soil and tries to rebuild his sect from ruin. It would be easier if he didn't have to watch his brother be consumed by the heavy price of his own unfathomable powers.
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Griffintown Girlies group chat by marreena
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Jun 2026
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The group chat of Shane Hollander's tenants.
(Four girls bound by a shared roof, a lack of any sports knowledge, an NDA, and a smoking hot Handyman(?))
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When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.
Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane's relationship first-and decide that instead of letting their captain move to Ottawa, they'll just kidnap his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.
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- Part 1 of (We Could Be) Something Great
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What We Come Back To by Maikala23
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 May 2026
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Five years into their marriage, Shane and Ilya’s love finally fractures under the weight of Ilya’s worsening depression. After a night apart, Ilya returns only to ask for a divorce, leaving Shane blindsided and devastated. As Shane struggles to understand what went wrong, Ilya convinces himself that walking away is the only way to protect the man he loves even if it destroys them both. While separated Ilya and Svetlana find themselves in a difficult situation leaving Shane heartbroken by the news.
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the tricks out of our sleeves by outherenow
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jun 2026
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“Is Boston even interested.”
Ilya scoffs at him like Shane is an idiot.
“Is sky blue? Is water wet? Is English stupid language? Yes, Hollander, of course we want best player in the league.” Ilya mutters more in disgruntled Russian and Shane gets up off the couch to Google Russian lessons on his ipad while continuing their conversation.
Or, a Shane goes to Boston story.
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“How can Montreal be snowed in?” Ilya asks. “They are not ready for winter?”
“It’s Montreal, man,” Marleau snickers, like that's an explanation.
Jane- 9:44 a.m.- Look on the bright side. If you’re stuck another day, you can come back here.
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After Ilya leaves Shane’s apartment for the first time, he knows he’s on thin ice and at risk of falling into more serious feelings. He’s ready to put distance back between them.
A Montreal blizzard has other ideas.
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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Merry Christmas, Please Don't Call by barnes_romzanov
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
18 Jun 2026
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love in exile has nowhere to go by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Mar 2026
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“We’ve made a trade,” Coach announces. “For Shane Hollander.”
It’s like the ground drops out from beneath Ilya, and his heart falls from his chest. It tumbles past rock bottom, down to the cavern that shattered open inside of him on that night five years ago. The night when Ilya walked away from Hollander for the last time.
He can’t breathe.
(Or: Shane doesn’t get hurt, they break up, and they don’t talk for five long years. Until Shane is traded to Ottawa.)
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05 May 2026
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It's all Canadian Vodka's fault by FriPie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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In the early hours of Saturday, the Hockey world was ablaze with the news that Ilya Rozanov was dead. Killed in a tragic car accident leaving behind a slew of devastated fans and a grieving husband still reeling in shock.
The news also came as an incredible shock to Ilya when he awoke that same day, hungover and bleary, but very much alive.
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05 May 2026
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a year safe in your heart by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Mar 2026
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“And you’re sure there’s nothing for you?” David says suddenly. “You’re not—you’re feeling okay? You’re not sick? Shane wouldn’t have any reason to think that you’re sick?”
Ilya blinks and turns to him. “I am fine. Totally fine. Better than fine, even, before today.”
“It’s just—Shane’s acting like you’re dying, Ilya.”
“Not as far as I’m aware,” says Ilya. “And I do not think he would learn this before me.”
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The summer before Ilya joins the Centaurs, Shane wakes up nervous. It doesn't stop from there.
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- Part 1 of anonymous cottage collection
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Do You Think I Deserved It All? by probsnothawkeye
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
25 Apr 2026
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“What did you do, Adrian?” Troy asked as calmly as he could manage. Troy’s phone buzzed in against his face, he sighed and pulled it away from his ear, putting the call on speaker and taking a look at what Adrian had sent him.
Adrian Dela Cruz on engagement to Justin Green, past relationship with MLH player Troy Barrett, and more
Troy’s blood went cold. “Adrian?”
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What if Troy got traded because he was outed?
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Growing Sideways by BriefExhalation
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Jun 2026
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“Is just the new routine, okay?” Ilya pleaded, his voice breaking. “The pills were working and now there is more stress so I just need to get used to it and will be fixed, okay?”
“How bad is it?”
“Shane, please.”
“Ilya, you promised no more secrets, no more hiding. How bad?”
He covered his face in his palms, his elbows resting on his knees, and took in a shuddered breath. “...bad.”
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After Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander get married, Ilya discovers that his depression won't magically disappear just because he finally has love and a real family. He gets to live and work with Shane full time now that they are on the Centaurs, but it's becomingly increasingly difficult to hide his deteriorating mental health from his husband. He's haunted by dreams of his mother and the fear that his depression and the hockey world's eruption about their relationship is ruining Shane's life. He has to swallow his pride and begin taking SSRIs, navigate the side effects of medicating his depression, and learn to accept love and support from those he loves most. Will the shame eat him alive or can he finally learn that he's worthy of love even at his lowest?
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The Fake Plant by pescatrice
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
18 Jun 2026
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The plant is fake, the throw pillows are strategic, and her newest client is a 6'3" NHL captain who points an accusing finger at her and says, "You're supposed to fix me."
Galina Molchalina didn't move across an ocean to be yelled at in her own language. But here we are.
The Long Game, from the other side of the couch.
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life makes love look hard (but this love is ours) by apageinthisbook
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 Apr 2026
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Now that they've locked it down, they're learning just how low everyone's opinions are of their respective husband. They've got to face loving each other and healing when there's no one else to turn to.
AKA, Ilya stop throwing punches every time someone insults your husband. Shane stop trying to blow people up with your mind.
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What's Up? (Not Me) by tottin_around
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Apr 2026
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Rozanov: my dick stopped working
Rozanov: this is an emergency
Rozanov: you and fabian fuck, but you are on medication.
Rozanov: tell me your secretsRyan stared dumbfounded at his phone. He scrolled up through the text thread, confirming he hadn't missed something. But no. His knee bopped up and down with the dots at the bottom of his phone, waiting to see how Ilya was about to change the trajectory of his selfcare day.
__________________________________or Ryan meets Ilya after a series of SOS text messages regarding side effects to his new medication. As uncomfortable as Ryan is talking about his own libido struggles, he's touched to be the one Ilya is confiding in. But Ryan's never had a heart to heart about something this personal with anyone besides Fabian, and Ilya isn't exactly known for being an open book.
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silver spoons (and butter knives) by whokilledkat
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jun 2026
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Ilya wondered if his heart was still beating in his chest. Ilya spoke words to Galina that did not resonate with him. He spewed bullshit and half lies and assured, “No, no thoughts for a while. They’ve been going away,” even though they were the only thing that echoed through his mind with each beat of his pulse. Ilya was dying. Slowly. With every breath. Either that, or going insane. Probably, most likely, insane. But above all, Ilya was lonely, and could not take the silence anymore.
Ilya, 3:52 PM: This is the worst thing you have ever done to me, Shane Hollander.
He felt so pathetic. Begging on his hands and knees for love. He wondered what he had done in a past life to constantly be pleading to god for any kind of love.
Ilya Rozanov sustained a bad injury late last season that he just can't seem to shake. He feels himself start to slowly unravel, unable to face the fact that the one thing he has always been able to hold on to may not be his at all anymore. As his performance declines, his mental health begins to take a tumble with it.
Set after the long game, where Ilya needs therapy, is in denial, and at war with himself.
Title inspired from song Silver Spoon by Erin Lecount
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spun out so far by ultravioletdaydream
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 May 2026
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For Shane Hollander, life has always been about playing a part. On the ice, he plays the best (or second best, depending on who you ask) hockey player in a generation. With his family, he plays the role of golden boy - kind and resilient and responsible. Even with Ilya, Shane has a part to play; reliable, happy, secure.
But after the big move to Ottawa and a summer full of life changes, Shane can't catch his footing. This is supposed to be the start to the best chapter of his life – so why does he feel like he's drowning?
Or:
Shane Hollander-Rozanov navigates an Autism diagnosis during his first season as an Ottawa Centaur.
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The View from Halfway Down by supersillynewt
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jun 2026
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It went something like this:
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On January 10th, at approximately 3:29 a.m., a single-vehicle collision occurred on the overpass of Charlesgate over Commonwealth Ave. Witnesses at the scene and surveillance footage indicate a an orange Porsche 718 Cayman traveling northbound on Charlesgate, in the rightmost lane on the Phillip G. Bowker Overpass. Footage shows the vehicle veering suddenly off the overpass at high speeds, colliding with a nearby tree. The driver, male, approximately mid-to-late twenties, was injured and unresponsive when authorities arrived. Airbag w/out seatbelt deployed successfully. Driver was quickly transported to Massachusetts General Hospital for treatment, there identified as Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov. No other vehicles or pedestrians were involved in the collision.
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Cause Love's Such an Old-Fashioned Word by worldaccordingtofangirls
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
06 Mar 2026
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Alone in a hotel room in Denver, after a mediocre game they won no thanks to his distracted playing, Shane sits on the edge of the bed and chews on his thumbnail. He and Ilya have made a promise to each other, too. But Shane doesn’t quite know where to place this promise in the series of promises that have made up his life so far.
[A reimagining of Shane and Ilya’s big fight and subsequent conversations about mental health in The Long Game. Shane reckons with his childhood, his relationship to food, and how to decide to be brave for someone you love.]