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    “I want you to remember how you felt earlier, downstairs, before it was too much,” Ilya pumps his fingers in and out now. “Remember how needy you were, yes?”

    “M’not–”

    “Yes, you are, Shane. Is good. Is so good. I love when you are needy. Because I love giving you what you need.”

    “Yes,” Shane starts panting and grinding into the mattress as he rides the pleasure Ilya’s providing.

    “Feel needy and give it all to me, Shane. Let it out. You are safe. I’m right here.” Ilya goes to kiss Shane’s cheek again but Shane turns, taking him by the lips instead.

    “Fucking kiss me,” he exhales desperately right up against Ilya’s mouth.

     

    OR; shane gets overwhelmed and ilya gives him exactly what he needs, bottom prep included

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    22 Jul 2026

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    “It was a bad hit, Shane,” Hayden says, worriedly. He looks up to where Ilya is quietly observing them, leaning against the lockers with his eyes fixed intently on Shane. “Ilya, doesn’t it look bad?”

    “Is not bullet wound,” Ilya says flatly, “he will be back on ice within week.”

    or, Shane and Ilya play on the same team and hate each other in every way but one…or so Shane thinks until he gets hurt on the ice and Ilya is a little too nice about it all.

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    22 Jul 2026

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    "Is he cute?"

    Shane's head snaps up. "Excuse me?"

    "You heard. Is he cute? Handsome?"

    Shane was baffled. What the fuck was going on? Why were they talking about this random ass rookie when all he wanted was for Ilya to destroy him?

    "Ilya, why are we-"

    "Answer, Hollander."

    Shane gasps as Ilya finally moves, and his pace is anything but gentle.
    "He - oh, fuck, Ilya - yeah, he's cute", he finally grits out, his hands clinging to Ilya's shoulders, nails digging into his boyfriend's back.

    "Yeah? Is he really pretty, hm? Loves talking to you, yeah? Admires you?" Now Ilya was just straight up cruel. Shane didn’t want to like this as much as he did, but fucking hell. "Does he blush for you? Get all red and shy when you talk to him?" Shane was ready to kill this man.

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    Or
    Shane navigates finding one of his teammates hot and Ilya is so down for it

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Shane turns the exact shade of ripe cherries in the summer whenever he’s around Ilya.
    Cherry red becomes Ilya’s favourite colour.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander just loves to be filled up. Ilya Rozanov lives to please his man.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    Yuna has everybody’s security cameras on a family plan. She never really checks them; they’re just there for insurance.
    Until she sees Ilya Rozanov at Shane’s front door.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    What if instead of walking in on Shane and Ilya making out, what if David came across Ilya alone at the Cottage?

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    “I’m David. Hollander. Shane’s dad.” 

    Ilya genuinely couldn’t figure out what the fuck to do. He needed to send out an SOS, but he had set his phone down somewhere and had no idea if it was in the sunroom, bedroom, or bathroom, and wasn’t about to go dash around to hunt it down. And as hard as he wracked his brain, he couldn’t come up with a single plausible explanation for his presence in Shane’s summer home other than, “I’m in love with your son. We have been fucking since we were teenagers. We have a ten year plan.” 

    Instead, what he choked out was, “Sorry. No English.” 

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    14 Jul 2026

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    two times shane's fingers unintentionally tangled in ilya's chain and two times that it made ilya fall in love with shane for the first time all over again.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    Shane didn’t love airplanes. He could tolerate them, but if he had the option to travel by car? He would take it.

    The number one, thing he hated about planes: the turbulence. Shane already got motion sick, the rocking back and forth of the plane didn’t help.

    The plane shook.

    Everyone please fasten your seatbelts and brace for impact. We are going to be making an emergency l-

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    a short one shot; if shane hollander was in The Plane incident instead

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    13 Jul 2026

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    Shane and Ilya engage in what was supposed to be a friendly game night with the Centaurs. Turns out Shane and Ilya are quite competitive and eerily synced in with each other. Chaos ensues

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    12 Jul 2026

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    Everything is fine. They’re playing a normal game against Montreal. Shane is trying his best and the Centaurs are winning, despite Montreal‘s best effort. One dirty hit, one dirty move. Sends Shane spiraling but not in the way you think.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has spent ten years circling Shane Hollander. Ten years of hotel rooms and secret phone calls. Ten years of pretending he doesn't feel it, doesn't need it, doesn't wake up reaching for someone who's already gone. Ten years convincing himself he's not good enough. That he's not worth it.

    Then a plane needs to make an emergency landing near Montreal, and Yuna Hollander is on it.

    So when Shane calls him from a bathroom floor, unable to breathe, Ilya stops pretending.

    After five hundred miles of frozen highway, three and a half hours of driving like a man possessed, a hospital waiting room full of people who have every reason to hate him, and a boy who looks at him like he's something worth keeping, Ilya may have learned a thing or two about what it means to be loved—and to let himself love freely.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    Now, for the first time in years, he found himself praying. Not caring who listened. Not caring if anyone listened.
    Take anything.
    Take the game.
    Take my career.
    Take whatever you want.

    Just let him wake up.
    Because Shane couldn't be gone.
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    Cliff Marlow isn't the one who sends Shane Hollander to the hospital.
    Ilya Rozanov is.
    And when the worst thing Ilya can imagine happens, keeping their relationship a secret becomes impossible.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    There was something wrong with Shane Hollander.

    He had known it since he was young.

    Most people-most kids, in general-had different hobbies and interests. Their attention drifted from one thing to another. They became fascinated with something for a few weeks, only to abandon it for the next shiny obsession that caught their eye.

    Shane had never been like that.

    When it came to him, there was only ever one thing: hockey.

    Obsessive.

    That was the word most people used when referring to his temperament.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Ilya nodded, equally cool. “We are adults. We can survive without each other for eight hours. Just try not to miss me too much.” he winks at Shane while he claps Hass on the shoulder.

    “How will I ever survive?” Shane rolls his eyes.

    They had absolutely not survived.

    (or totally not at all co-dependent shane and ilya are separated for the night and are super chill about it)

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    28 Jun 2026

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    hollyadmirals24: Male seeking help improving at oral sex. Clean, ready to learn and willing to host. M only. Strictly platonic. Message for details.
     

    or: shane and ilya are hockey players for the mcgill marauders. after a disastrous night with rose, shane puts a drunken ad on craigslist asking for help with oral sex. his teammate, ilya, replies.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Shane gets accidentally drunk and tells Hayden that he loves Ilya. Cue mental breakdowns and Hayden losing his mind at seeing Ilya Rozanov be soft and loving with his best friend.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    He accepted the call as he strode out of the hotel room, ignoring Hayden's confused questions as he closed the door. "Hello, Ilya? What's going on? Is something wrong?" He was met with the sound of loud, pounding music and faint background conversation. Why wasn't Ilya saying anything? "Ilya? Where are you? What's happening?"

    His heart started to beat faster, palms getting sweaty. He was imagining the worst now. What if Ilya was hurt? What if he had been mugged? It sounded like he was at a club, what if someone had done something to him.

    "Ilya, you're worrying me. Tell me where you are and I'll come get you," he said as he walked back inside the room, grabbing his jacket and wallet.

    "Jane?" Not-Ilya said over the phone, the distinctly female voice making Shane stop in his footsteps. "Ya znala, chto Dzheyn — muzhchina." (I knew Jane was a man.)

    or, Shane gets a call from Svetlana telling him Ilya is very, very drunk. He races to take care of him.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    A collection of Shane Hollander being a doting husband, since before they were married, from 2013 to 2021.

    ("You cheat," Ilya grumbled sleepily, goosebumps erupting all over his body as Shane softly scratched his back, his dull nails tenderly raking down his skin.

    "I know, baby," Shane replied amusedly. He pulled the blanket higher over Ilya, tucking it in below his ears and then returned to rubbing his back. "Sleepy, huh?" He asked, mirth in his voice, when Ilya yawned noisily.

    Shane's hand prevented Ilya from opening his eyes in protest, and he harrumphed. He didn't respond, didn't have the energy to pry open his mouth or even to think of a snarky response. He just pursed his lips to kiss Shane's pec, letting his touches lull him into sleep.

    "My sweet boy," Shane sighed quietly, as if not intending for Ilya to hear.)

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    24 Jun 2026

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    "Ilya, fuck me?" Shane asked, wet eyes focused on Ilya's lips. His hips jerked up and he hissed when his dick came in contact with Ilya's.

    Ilya didn't often ask for eye contact when Shane didn't offer willingly but this time he had to. Ilya had made Shane come two times already, once with his tongue in Shane's ass and then with a dildo. Shane's dick was an angry red now, somehow lying impossibly hard on his hip. He didn't want to overwhelm Shane more than he could handle. He tipped Shane's chip up with a finger, Shane's eyes snapping to Ilya's. "You sure, sweetheart? We can stop if you've had enough," he said, frowning slightly.

    "No, no, I want to. Please, I want to," Shane begged, arms locking around Ilya's neck. "Please, Ilya, please." Ilya pulled back a little only for Shane to whine loudly, his arms tightening around Ilya. Their foreheads knocked together and Ilya gently shushed him, stroking his free hand through Shane's hair.

    or, a peek into Ilya and Shane's married bliss.

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    11,818

    24 Jun 2026

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