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Just Let Me Hold You While We're Falling Apart by Hellobeany
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jul 2026
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The airport looks like it always does. A sea of people oblivious to anything going on around them. Ilya is about to put his headphones over his ears when he sees something so familiar his brain almost doesn't register it. That is until he realizes that he's in fucking Moscow so this doesn't make any sense.
Because right there at the gate, spread out over several chairs, his duffle bag as a pillow, is the figure of Shane Hollander sleeping. The hood of his sweatshirt is up and he's wearing sunglasses, but Ilya would recognize the shape of Shane Hollander anywhere.
“Hollander?” he asks in shock, stepping closer.
Or, Shane shows up in Russia after learning Ilya's father died. Ilya did not ask him to do this. He just showed up. And now Ilya doesn't know what to do with himself. He proceeds to just go with it, and maybe listen to Shane for once.
Another song inspired fic, this time Ever the Same by Rob Thomas which I argue is underrated.
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The Third Option by sevdim
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
01 Jul 2026
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There were exits in life.
He’d decided that if things became unbearable for long enough, there was always a way out.
Now, there was the option to stay, and keep going. And there was the option to go back to Russia, and keep going. But then, there was also the third option. Always there, waiting for him if he ever decided to take it.
Or: A teenage Ilya arrives at development camp already thinking about killing himself. Shane keeps accidentally interrupting his suicide attempts because he’s obsessed with rules, routine, and following proper protocol.
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Duty of Care by boopboop
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Feb 2026
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Ilya Rozanov, get loved.
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- Part 3 of Duty of Care
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From the Ashes a Spider Rises by 17black
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Batman - All Media Types, Batman: Wayne Family Adventures (Webcomic)
13 Jun 2026
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After almost destroying the world and the multiverse, Peter wanted to fix the damage he’d done by having Dr. Strange cast a new spell. A spell that would make everyone forget him. But the multiverse was too unstable, and it wouldn’t be enough to just forget him. Peter could never have existed at all.
But instead of just erasing him from existence, Dr. Strange chose a different solution, a solution where he’d be erased while still giving him a second chance at life.
The solution? Different dimension, unconnected to his own universe and multiverse. That’s how he ends up in Gotham City, New Jersey.
He hits the city hard and navigates a new world, a new school, and a whole plethora of vigilantes and villains.
What could go wrong?
COMPLETED.
Please don't translate and/or post to any other websites without permission. Especially do not use AI for it.
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- Part 1 of From the Ashes Verse
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- 65/65
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HELL YEAH PEAK
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From the Ashes a Spider Rises
17blackChapter 11: Enter: Spider-Man!
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I vow to keep my vows by sev_erely7
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jun 2026
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5 times Shane and Ilya take care of each other in hardships and +1 time they take care of each other in times of fun
1. Ilya has a rough depressive episode
2. Shane has a rough OCD episode
3. Ilya broke his arm and is in a sling. He hates help.
4. Shane has an autistic meltdown.
5. Ilya comes home hammered, triggered, and scared
6. Shane wants to get high. Little does he know it's his best medicine. Ilya thinks it's his, too. -
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Ilya and Shane are best friends and co captains of their College hockey team who occasionally hook up. All of their friends think they are dating. Ilya and Shane aren't sure why they think that.
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- Part 5 of 8124fics
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Just This Once, Everybody Lives by Acomet250
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
27 Jun 2026
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Abstraction is permanent.
That doesn't mean unchanging.
Or: Returning to a life you thought you left behind forever, what happens when your survival depends on your mental stability and one very determined jester, and does gender even matter when you're not a real person?
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- Part 1 of A Pile of Good Things and Bad Things
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Zosia wakes up--hands bound, World broken. Against all odds she gets her bearings. (What's a magnetic field to someone like her?) But once she does, the real trouble starts.
(Post-unjoining, Carol and Zosia grapple with the side effects of happiness, and with what they mean to each other amidst it all.)
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On Friday, Blonde Blazer found a new sucker to try (and fail) to wrangle the infamous Z-Team at SDN's Torrance location. On Friday, they all bet he'd be gone by Monday. On Monday, he showed up. On Tuesday, he showed up again. On Wednesday, they got to put a face to the voice.
He was the most basic and boring man he’d ever seen in his life. Average height, average brown hair cut into an average look, with big doe eyes and even bigger bags underneath them, a freckled face supported by a frame so thin and frail looking a soft breeze might knock him on his ass. All in all, he was entirely unremarkable in any and every way. Kind of cute, but in the same way a malnourished puppy covered in mud on the side of the road was cute.
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the long way home by Shaia_Ayn_Sid
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Jun 2026
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"It’s not like amnesia," the doctor said. "Eddie remembers who he is, who you are. He knows you. He remembers his life and likely most of what’s happened to him."
Buck frowned. "Then what's happening?"
"His memories aren't staying in their proper place anymore. He’s struggling to keep them compartmentalized.” She paused as Buck took it in. "His brain isn't signaling clearly when a memory is just a memory anymore. To Eddie ... it feels like it's happening now."
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The fallout from a major head injury blurs Eddie’s past with his present and forces him and Buck to confront an uncertain future, something neither of them was ready for. In the aftermath of it, Buck helps Eddie navigate the recovery, but misunderstandings between them threaten the single greatest constant they have always relied on. Each other..
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The screen goes black. He blinks. For a second, he thinks his laptop shut off, battery dead.
Suddenly, there's words on the screen. Descriptions. Offers. He reels back when he reads one, blinking again now that the brightness was softer on them.
“…What's a gloryhole?” Whispers Isagi, who's curious enough to go looking for a definition. “And why is someone offering to pay that much money for one?”
It only takes a few minutes to find a meaning. When he does, the consistent, evened wave of muted emotions trip out and his face is burning.
“Huh? What? What kind of job is that?”
Isagi Birthday Week Event!
NSFW Day 3: Surrender | Loss of Innocence, Mind BreakSeries
- Part 4 of Isagi’s Week of loving
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HoH/Autistic Bruce Wayne by lemonlimespicytime
Fandom Batman - All Media Types, DCU, Green Arrow (Comics), Justice League - All Media Types
04 Aug 2025
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these fics are all connected but could be read as one shots !
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Marshmallow's Sparkleboi Obsession (Aoyama Fics) by SaccharineSalt
Fandom 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia, 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
30 Jun 2026
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A series of stories in which Holmes has non-verbal episodes, and he and Watson use sign language to communicate.
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Some Cupid Kills with Arrows by poisonivory
Fandoms: DCU (Comics), Red Hood and the Outlaws (Comics), Red Hood/Arsenal (Comics), Batman (Comics), Green Arrow (Comics)
28 Dec 2020
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Roy has been dead for a little over a year, and Jason isn't anywhere close to coping with his loss. Then Roy's ex, Cheshire, comes to Jason with shocking news and a plea for his help. As if that wasn't enough, there's a new assassin on the scene, and he's targeting archers. Jason couldn't save Roy, but maybe he can save Roy's family - and maybe there's more to this mysterious assassin than meets the eye.
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Before my heart gives out by kira18
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
02 Aug 2022
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Everything he loved, became everything he lost.
Izuku Midoriya learned just how precious life truly was at a young age.
He decides to take matters into his own hands by making sure his mother's death wasn't in vain.
he's left to become a vigilante.
This is the story of how Izuku became the greatest hero this world has ever known.
It doesn't have to be legal though.
or, Izuku is a blind vigilante, and did I mention he's dying?
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- Part 1 of Memento Mori
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- 107,509
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- 33/33
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The Loudest Silence by rozanov_81
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jul 2026
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Shane and Ilya never get caught at the cottage. Instead, Ilya calls Shane while seating on his bathroom floor a bottle of pills in one hand and no idea how he got there. Not wanting to leave him alone for the two hours and some the drive to Ottawa will take, Shane calls Yuna. Confused but determined to help her son, she rushes to Ilya Rozanov's house. She gains another son in the process.
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- Part 4 of Mixtape Vol. 1221
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Montreal trades Shane to Boston in the last year of his rookie contract. Somehow it is the worst and best thing that happens to him. He just doesn't know how to deal with the fact he will be teammates with two people who have already seen him so vulnerable.
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Watershed by Shanebug (Wildandflourecent), Wildandflourecent
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 May 2026
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“Ilya, are you deflecting because YOU don’t want to go?” The brown eyes Ilya folded for every time narrowed, flashing from pleading to suspicious in an instant. “C’mon, it would be so nice to just be in real nature for a bit.”
Okay, fine. Ilya did not want to go. As much as he loved their team, he did not want to share his precious summertime with Shane paddling around a lake like some kind of 1800s fur trader. And frankly, he did not want to find out what constituted “real” nature in Shane’s mind.
Or: When Shane insists they partake in the annual Centaurs canoe trip, Ilya wants no part in it. Throughout the trip though, Ilya gets to reflect on all the ways he and Shane have grown individually, together, and by being well-loved by their team.
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- Part 2 of Est. 2021