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    After a viral photo outs Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov while they're still busy pretending their years-long situationship is mostly just sex, the fallout gets complicated fast. The world reacts badly. Their teams react worse. Ilya's future in North America starts to look alarmingly fragile, and Shane, who has never met a disaster he didn't try to control into submission, throws himself into fixing what can still be fixed.

    Ilya has spent his whole life being wanted for the wrong reasons and discarded for the right ones. Shane has spent his whole life believing that if he is careful enough, good enough, controlled enough, he can keep disaster from reaching the people he loves.

    A practical solution emerges, then a house, then rings.

    Somehow, by the time they say their vows, both of them are certain they are the only one who means them.

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    When Sakura goes on her first high-level mission, she finds Kakashi isn’t the man she thought he was. He’s dark and unhinged and she must do her best to live in his world now that his mask has been ripped off.

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    Could she really do it? Could Hermione stay in this marriage for the rest of her life? Or would she forfeit her magic and walk away from the wizarding world entirely, living out the rest of her life as a muggle?

    *COMPLETE*

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    What if Jason actually stayed as competent as he was in Lost Days and Under the Hood, and actually reacted to his (ex-)dad slicing his neck open?
    What if Bruce actually got taken to task (eventually) for being abusive?
    What if people actually decided to talk to each other, and listened to what the other person was saying?

    But really, it's: what if Jason had a support system; and what if Jason had someone tell him that violence is not how you solve all societal problems.
     

    (And what if I decided that the narrative would be on Jason's side as much as DC's narrative is on Batman's)
    (Also, the series is only called Alley Business because I wrote that one first)

    Incomplete (and the total word count is half of what it says - the chronological order fic doubles it)

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    There was something downright sinful about Titus Danforth. You weren't sure if it was the way he smiled. That particular glint in his eyes. Or how he carried himself when he was around you. The truth was, you didn't know much about him.

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    “激浪”
    Mountain Dew
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    ——调制烈酒时意外诞生的碳酸饮料。甜美、辛辣,危险却令人上瘾。
    BGM:Diet Mountain Dew (1st Demo) - Lana Del Rey
    EN translation https://archiveofourown.org/works/70928841
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    Ch.1 激浪轻怡 Diet Mountain Dew 兔男郎厄×兔男郎敌,设定@禽园长
    色情摄影|一夜情

    Ch.2 绯红蜜月 Crimson Honeymoon 瑞幸联动厄×爱可菲厨师服敌
    尼卡多咖啡馆|厨房赌局|食物口交|锁腿后入

    Ch.3 悬锋甜心 Switchblade Sweetheart 真空西装(金)厄×真空西装敌,赠图@粉季风;@鸟人
    男体盛宴|蒙眼|扇逼|口爆|颠勺|窥视

    Ch.4 夏日已逝 Summer's Dead 大月卡黑衬衫厄×你好世界黑衬衫敌,赠图@粉季风
    俱乐部|分手炮|宫交|含少量翁星匹星人物客串

    Ch.5 苦艾成瘾 Absinthe Addiction 奇美拉睡衣厄×珍珠耳钉盘发敌,赠图@piu@可可好好喝@旋转跳跃我闭着眼
    Dubcon/伪合奸|咬发髻|监控|腿交

    Ch.6 旧疤新痛 Old Scars, New Aches 泳衣厄×泳衣敌
    见家长|表白|小学鸡互殴|水中性爱

    Ch.7 甘饴鸩饮 Sweet Nectar, Poison Chalice 赠图@米粒@旋转跳跃我闭着眼
    激浪重怡|怨男痴男重力场对轰

    SP.1 假戏真做 Fiction in Flesh 白蕾丝厄×黑网纱敌
    同居|一夜情|roleplay

    14.5万正文完结,1.5万番外已放出。迟来的端午安康!

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    'Everything crystalized and solidified in his mind as all the data converged. There it was, the answer he’d been looking for since the night he’d come down to find Damian in Robin red, green, and gold. He guessed he was finally ready to see it, instead of turning away and clinging to the past. Clinging to a relationship that no longer existed.'

    Or:

    Seven times Tim and Dick didn't reconnect, and how Tim still managed to heal, find love, and cleanly break from the Bats without them realizing.

    Title from Dua Lipa's 'Don't Start Now'

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    “Hockey players are too intense. But you are maybe worse. I can see it on your face. But I especially can feel it on your body.”

    Shane wants to be offended, but Ilya’s hands travel lower now, close enough to the hem of his briefs that circle his thighs, and it makes his breath catch. Ilya taps the fabric gently.

    “Do you ever let yourself feel, Shane Hollander?”

    Shane takes in another sharp breath.

    “Do you ever let go?”

    <3

    or: shane is an excellent hockey player with control issues, ilya is a yoga instructor (amongst other things) with a talent (or, maybe, a very unprofessional approach) to undoing people carefully, and they surrender to each other at a retreat meant for healing.

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    It all started with a stupid Halloween party. All they did was hook up at a party neither of them wanted to attend, and yet somehow they found themselves falling into a dangerous, comfortable routine. Sanemi made it clear he wasn’t looking for a relationship, and Giyuu was fine with that, or so he thought. If they agreed it wasn’t going to be anything more than a friends with benefits situation, why did their hearts tend to flutter at the thought of each other? Why did everything they found out about the other only blur the line between hooking up and intimacy?

    It would only get harder the more they learned to trust each other, the stronger their bond became, and the longer they continued to dance around unspoken words. Only time would tell how much longer the two of them could deny their true feelings, or more so, how long it'd take Sanemi to admit it to himself.

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    [Brazilian Translation]

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    “Love,” he murmured to himself. No one is around, but he makes sure that only the child hears his words. “Rudo. Your name will be Rudo Surebrek.”
    He leans closer so that only the child can hear him.
    “And I am Tamsy. Your older brother.”
    He smiles.
    “You will know this.”

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    What if Rudo and Tamsy were brothers?

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    There was a time when Ilya believed Scott Hunter's coming out would revolutionize hockey forever— but for every step forward came two steps back.

    When Shane and Ilya meet again late in life, can they make their second chance work?

    OR: Old Man Hollanov Yaoi.

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    Twenty years after everything fell apart, Shane Hollander is on the cusp of becoming MLH Commissioner when Ilya Rozanov walks into his office and back into his life.

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    Renegade was suave, dangerous, and inevitable. He was everything she feared but was inexorably drawn to.

    He was also the former Robin, Jason's predecessor, breaking off his path with Batman and the Teen Titans to pursue a life as a mercenary with Deathstroke as his mentor.

    For months, Jason had dallied and exchanged flirty quips with the villain on the field. But that had all been games. When Jason saw something she shouldn't have one night, she suddenly found herself Renegade's—Dick Grayson's—prisoner.

    aka. Like the story Renegade but with Jason having always been a girl.

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    Sam, still reeling from the loss of Jess, falls back on the one thing that has always allowed control. While travelling the country with his brother, Sam struggles to keep his eating disorder a secret. He will be dammed in Dean knows the truth, even if it puts him in harms way.

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    The porridge smelled amazing. Better than any food she had ever served before. It smelt…like his own cologne, like that dead animal on the street, the heat of fresh blood.

    He blinked sedately at Merope, who was watching him with anxious anticipation.

    Amortentia.

    Really? Really, Merope?

    It ends the way it was originally supposed to. Merope Gaunt dies due to her son.

    But this time he is seventeen years old, closer to eighteen than a mere twenty minutes old and still covered in afterbirth.

    --

    If Merope lived would she be in love with her son?

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    Sasuke Uchiha, a young exorcist, accidentally breaks a centuries-old seal and releases an ancient, malevolent Kitsune named Naruto. Instead of killing him, Naruto binds them together with a soul-tether that makes physical separation agonizing.

    What starts as a desperate secret between a boy and a spirit becomes a terrifying game of obsession. Naruto uses his god-like power to systemically isolate Sasuke from his family and friends, framing his possessiveness as protection. As Sasuke realizes he is not a guardian but a prisoner of a predator who has been waiting centuries for him, he must fight to hold onto his sanity before he is lost entirely to the Fox's "love."

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    The war is over but everyone who survived is left with scars. Hermione has been appointed to the role of Head Girl for their optional eighth year at Hogwarts. While struggling to come to terms with the immense trauma she’s lived through, she finds herself in shared quarters with her Head Boy partner, Theodore Nott. In an unexpected turn of events, Hermione is comforted by the Slytherin who is surprisingly adept at handling her persistent panic attacks. The presence of Draco Malfoy in her life becomes synonymous with Theo Nott as the two seem to be a packaged deal. As life unfolds she finds that Malfoy no longer holds the malice he once did towards her. The three of them find themselves in a unique position as they find common ground in both trauma and healing.

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    Shane Hollander spends twenty years learning to survive masculinity. This is the record of what it takes from him.
    Three parts, covering minor hockey through the outing: the system, the performance, the collapse. And Ilya Rozanov, who was there through all of it.

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