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    In 1987, during a brief thaw of the Cold War, David Hollander falls in love with the right person at exactly the wrong time.

    For a few impossible months in Montreal, David and Soviet exchange student Grigori Rozanov build a life in the space between closing doors before the pressures of reality tear them apart. One of them learns how to open another. The other spends the rest of his life standing in front of the one that shut.

    Decades later, their sons inherit the consequences.

    Spanning continents, generations, and thirty years of history, this is ultimately not a love story but a meditation on what happens after one falls apart. On the futures we lose. The ones we build instead. And the choices that echo outward through families for decades: whether loving deeply means accepting the risk of loss, or whether loss is proof that love itself is too dangerous to survive.

    Because grief can either lead to a locked door or an open one.

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  2. 02 Jul 2026

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    once upon a time, grigori rozanov and david hollander were lovers when they played for the same college hockey team.

  3. 01 Jul 2026

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  4. 01 Jul 2026

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    this is so fucking TENDER oh i'm losing my mind. if this was on paper I'd be folding pages and underlining all over the shop

  5. 30 Jun 2026

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  10. 26 Jun 2026

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  12. 26 Jun 2026

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    David Hollander and Grigori himself 🥴🤪🤪🤪 I can’t wait to drive in

  13. 25 Jun 2026

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  19. 14 Jun 2026

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    The FUCKING DEVASTATING AU where David and Grigori loved each other in college in the cold war. Meditation on grief and love and desire and who gets to imagine a future and the damage that homophobia and nationalism and war and patriarchy and abuse do through generations, and love.

  20. 13 Jun 2026

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