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It was still cold when they met for the first time. It was nearly spring but not quite, it was still bitterly cold, and no flowers had bloomed on his street yet. However, her intrusion into his life felt very much like spring itself. Like a new beginning. Like something beautiful that he never thought he was allowed to have.
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Chi-yeol and Haeng-seon meet twelve years before the events of canon in Crash Course in Romance; and how it changes everything.
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we should just kiss (like real people do) by zeniel
Fandoms: 일타 스캔들 | Crash Course in Romance (TV)
18 Feb 2023
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The intimacy of being known and being in love; with Nam Haeng-seon and Choi Chi-yeol.
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you drew stars around my scars (and now i'm bleeding) by zeniel
Fandoms: Young Royals (TV 2021)
10 Aug 2021
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“Tell him to stay,” is what he manages instead.
Felice stops her anxious fumblings for a moment and stills, looking at Simon like he had just grown 6 heads. “What?”
Simon finally escapes the knot present in his throat, pushing it down and letting it escape. “Tell him to stay.” He says more evenly, even though he can barely even recognise the sound of his own voice. “I want him here.”
or: it's been four years since they last saw each other and simon sings the song that he wrote for wilhelm and wilhelm listens.
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That night, Kojiro also wrote his first letter, not knowing if what he felt was true logically. But his heart ached, and his head felt too heavy anyways. And so he wrote, with his horribly enormous and block handwriting:
"I am overconsumed with the thoughts of you. Please like me back, Kaoru. Even if it's a lie."
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kojiro and kaoru's love story told through kojiro's perspective. there's fluff, angst, indulgent arcs and so so much yearning.
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i know (i know a place we can stay) by zeniel
Fandoms: She-Ra and the Princesses of Power (2018)
19 Jan 2021
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Adora smiled widely as she stepped away from the animals and held Catra’s hand as they made the short walk back to their apartment. “I almost got to you then.”
Catra laughed; the same laugh that Adora fell in love with; all beautiful and high-pitched and melodious. “You’re such an idiot.”
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a story about young adults catradora in love. beware: fluff, sappiness and an acoustic guitar lay beyond.
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Sea Lion Woman by originalblue
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 Jul 2026
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There was a burst of static, a gusty sigh. "Shanushka, you have the biggest 'bottom eyes' I have ever seen."
"That's not a thing."
"It is absolutely a thing, and that thing is you," she cackled, and he hung up the phone, ears so hot they should have been smoking.
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Or, Shane meets Svetlana first, and it changes everything and nothing.
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20 Jul 2026
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stick him in a dress and he's the only boy i'd shag by nefarioushan
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Jul 2026
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Fate liked to torture him, so Shane looked at Ilya.
"What do you think?" He asked shyly, much less amused by all this when Ilya stayed quiet. He hasn't spoken a word since Shane left the bathroom. "I think…I think I could grow to like the eyeliner, but…"
Ilya interrupted him with an unidentifiable sound that left his tight throat. He cleared it, trying to hold himself together.
"Is nice." He mumbled out. "Pretty dress."
===In which ilya thinks he's straight, until he sees his gay best friend dressed up in drag as a joke (he gets so hard he almost faints).
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14 Jul 2026
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teach me how to love you (put me in my place) by Little_White_Lie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Feb 2026
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Ilya nodded, pink lips slightly parted as he stared expectantly at the screen. “Yes. Yes, please, sweetheart, I’ve been so mean. Help me, please.”
Help him, like whatever correction Shane doled out was something he needed. Like it was a kindness, something to be grateful for. Fuck, Shane was so hard. He liked this. Ilya needed help. Ilya was helpless.
Shane was going to help him.
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- Part 2 of tell me im in trouble
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11 Jul 2026
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i can't help it, i want you by lizee
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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“You like it, right?” Shane whispered against his lips.
“Hm?” Ilya tried hard to focus on Shane’s words but Shane felt too good, the pressure of his ass on Ilya’s crotch too maddeningly distracting.
Shane leaned in so that his mouth was now right on Ilya’s ear, stilling his movements. “I said,” he breathed hotly, “you like it? Being my dog?”
And this was new. The words sent an electric shock down Ilya’s spine, making him involuntarily thrust up into Shane. Ilya swallowed, closing his eyes and nodding furiously, as Shane nibbled on his ear lobe and sucked sweetly at the skin there.
“Speak,” Shane said simply, the same tone he used when talking to Chiron or Anya. When talking to dogs.
“Fuck,” Ilya choked out. “Yes, da, yes, I like being your dog.”
or, Ilya discovers a new kink about himself.
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25 Jun 2026
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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17 Jun 2026