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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    Jay needs his hands warmed up so that he can play piano. Matt is more than willing to help.

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    17 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 16

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    Jay lifts his head, staring down at him, running his hands over Matt’s clothed chest.  “Hi,” he smiles.

    “Hi,” Matt curls his fingers in his hair, blinking up at him. His greys are really coming in now, lightening up those dark sideburns. The ones on his chin drive Matt crazy. He’s getting older. They both are. One minute, they’re moving into an apartment on Queen Street West. The next they have a house, they have a life together. 

    “I’m nervous,” Jay lets out a lilting laugh.

    The fear on his face is a familiar one. Do you really think we should do this, Matt? or I don’t know, I’m not sure about this one.

    “What for?” Matt asks, as if he isn’t nervous too. He can’t let Jay know. Besides, he’s always braver when he knows that Jay is scared. He pushes everything forward. For the both of them. “It’s me.”

    Jay takes that in. “Yeah,” he nods, the furrow between his brow meaning he’s actually thinking, processing his agreement. “It’s you.”

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    After everything, Matt and Jay have sex.

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    13 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 6

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    “Holy fucking jesus fucking christ,” Matt curses, tipping his head against the wall. “We were — ha-ha! We were going to get the show. And now you’re sucking my dick. Birdie, do you realize how absolutely batshit this is? This is like — maybe I’m on drugs —”

    Jay pulls back enough to gurgle: “Drugs?”

    Matt puts a hand on the back of his head and nudges him back down. “No. No one’s on drugs, we’re all totally fine. We’re — You’re feeling fine, right, Bird? We’re totally fine.”

    OR: it's not that serious. it was like two pills, okay? he's fine.

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    11 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 2

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    taking inspiration from the absolute SLUTTY look Jay gives Matt in the Blindside

    thank u to my anon beta reader <3

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    10 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 1

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    “Professor Bird is your roommate?” You had a class with him sophomore year. He’s rugged and crooked and not necessarily your usual type. Almost too pretty. Back then, you sat next to a girl who drew hearts all class in a sparkly gel pen, next to her meticulous notes. You physically cannot imagine being that Type-A.

    “Oh yeah,” he flips his hand as if he didn't just drop a big bombshell, “we’re old friends.”

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    You're a college student in a friends-with-benefits situation with your former lit professor. Nothing is stale, necessarily, but what time like the present to start getting a little...experimental?

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    09 Jul 2026